T. w. Suicide, Remus taking a shower
Patton's POV
It was a another day waking up more tired then I was when I fell asleep. I figured that I should be the one who checks on Virgil today, maybe I can help him.Staying in my cat onesie that I put on at 3am when I woke up, I walked down to Virgil' s room. Everyone, except for Patton, is awake when Thomas wakes up. Patton is the only side allowed to sleep when his human is awake.
"Knock knock knock." Three times I knocked on my son's door. A yell came from the room then a monotone moan. I heard sheets, then shifting feet on the floor getting closer. Anxiety opened the door, and smiled a bit when I was the one standing there.
" Good morning, Virgil! " I said in a cheery voice I used to cover how tired I was. "Can you come in Patton?" I was a bit shocked at this statement. Usually, Virgil doesn't willingly let people into his room.
" Sure, kiddo! " I walked in absorbing the designs and the colors, that somehow comforted me a bit. I looked over at Virgil and he gestured for me to sit down on his bed next to him.
I sat down and the side of the bed which I sat down on barely moved. Virgil seemed to be focusing on that, but then snapped out of it.
"Are you okay, Pat?" This was not what I was expecting out of this talk, but if I need to put on a show, I will. "Of course! Now what I wanted to know, is if YOU'RE okay.
Virgil seemed to want to scream, but he held it in and looked with concern in my eyes. "That's just it Patton, no one is okay." I figured that he was just being his dark self , and I love when he does stuff like this. It is so cute! "What do you mean, kiddo?"
" I mean, no one is okay. As morality, you should know that how you feel affects EVERYBODY. Well obviously, your depressed because Thomas didn't leave bed all day, he has been crying, Logan didn't feel like eating, Roman doesn't want to watch Disney with me, Deceit has been under his lamp for the past two days and Remus took a shower. REMUS TOOK A SHOWER FOR GOD'S FUCKING SAKE! "
I didn't mean to hurt anyone, but instead of answering with something normal, I answered with what might have been an insensitive question. "How am I affecting you?" Virgil then stood up and looked right into my eyes. " I thought Logan told you. When Thomas is in a negative state, I get depressive shocks. With the negative emotions you give off plus my extremely anxious aroma, it give me suicidal thoughts. I could hear you and Logan talking about it last night, so don't act like you don't know! "
Virgil, who was on the verge of tears. Get it? VERGE! Anyway, about to cry, Virgil stormed into the bathroom and slammed the door behind him. I desired to make sure the other side where doing okay with my negative shock waves, or whatever.
I next went to Logan's room. I once again knocked on the door three times in a row. "Come in." Shouted a what seemed to be tired Logan. Now Logan was the type to stay on every schedule , including his sleep schedule. I walked in, being hit by a breeze of cold air.
Logan was sitting at his desk writing papers. His air conditioner was on full blast and he had dark, bulging bags coming from his eyes. He turned towards me with relief coming from his tense, brown eyes.
"Salutations, Morality. What brings you here?" My hands where behind my back, so I quickly countered up a jumbo sized jar of Logan's Berry Crofter's Jam. " Oh, I'm just here to bring you this.¨
I showed him the jar. It was the size of a gallon of milk! Logan stared at the glass for a couple seconds. "No thank you, I have some serious business to attend to and I do not have time for feelings of love, attachment, or Crofters. Yes Patton, I did conclude that Crofters was an emotion after a Twitter post a fan typed reading, "Logan's love for Crofters is such a mood." Therefore , it is an emotion. "
"Logan, that is just modern slang. "That's a mood" means that it is relatable. " I tried to make up some excuse on why Logan should eat his favorite food. "No matter what it means, I do not have time for it."
Now I was in utter shock. Logan not wanting Crofters? That's observed! "But..." Logan started talking as he turned his chair towards me. " I was wondering if you where okay, Patton? " I answered right away so it doesn't look like I had to think about it, "Of course! That fall yesterday wasn't that bad." The logical trait began took look kinda disappointed, in his own way.
" No, I am asking you if you are okay emotionally. I have come to the conclusion that something is bothering you. I want you to know that you can talk to me. I am rooting for you, Patton. "
Of course he knew that something was up, it was just a matter of me admitting to it. "I know, Logan! I can always count on you! You are so cool. " A half smirk graced his lips as he turned his chair back towards his work station.
I stared at him for a second, breathing deeply. The way he worked, his posture, his facial features. It was obvious that Patton had a crush on him, but how does the most emotional being on the planet date someone without emotions? Or at least someone who doesn't like emotion.
After a couple of minutes of me standing in the middle of his room, watching him work at his fine craft, Logan turned his head to speak to me. "Are you going to leave now?"
I let out a shaky breath, I had no idea that I was holding on to and turned towards the dark blue door. I made it and reached for the glossy handle.
" Have a nice day, Logan! Don't over work yourself. " I opened the door and started walking out of the door. The response I got from Logan was an out of the blue one.
"You too, Patton. You too. "
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