Always Hated(yesung)

chapter 1

YESUNG POV

We just finished a fan meeting and is ready to go back to the dorm. All the members were happily chating except for yesung. We were still at the venue,sitting at our seats in an empty hall.

I looked at my table and sighed. Again,not a single present at all,not a single fan at all. I shouted" Manager,i want to go home already!" As i stood up,the other members shouted " Go ahead and leave! Not like we want you around!"

I sped up and left through the backstage. I turned to my manager and said"Nevermind, i change my mind. I dont want to go home. You can leave already,i want to walk home alone."

He bowed lightly and drove off by himself. I sighed and hung my head low while walking back to the 50 story building. Soon,i found myself at the roof of the building. I walked slowly towards the edge and climbed up.

There i was,standing on the railing of the building,looking down. My heart was beating fast,tears rolling down my cheeks. I moved my legs forward and all i knew was falling off the building,landing hard on the ground. I could hear muffled screams and see blood all over the floor. I could remember was the excruciating pain.

Next thing,i found myself in the hospital with somebody standing beside me. Once she saw me,she ran out shouting" Doctor! Patient yesung has woken up!"

I thought" Doctor?" I looked around and heard the beeping of the machine. By hearing that sound,i knew i was alive and my heart was beating normally. I could feel that i had a nasal cannula connected to me amd an iv drip and other machines connected to me.

There was a tube connected to my chest and had blood flowing through it. Suddenly,i heard a sound. I looked at the door and saw a doctor entering. He ran a few tests and after a while,he was done. Before he could leave,i asked" How long have i been unconscious for? What is this tube with blood for?"

The doctor replied calmly" You have been in a come for 3 months. You had a broken skull which is healed,broken ribs. It pierced through your lungs . The blood is the blood leaking into your lungs."

I look away and said" You could have left me dying there,there is a reason why i jumped off the building. You know it too."

The doctor replied" It is our job to save lives. And i know you wanted to kill yourself. Sorry it did not work for you. But just to tell you this,you were practically dead for an hour but miracally survived after being shocked a lot of times."

With that,the doctor left. I stared up at the ceiling and sighed. I thought" Did anybody even pay me a visit at all?"

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