Endearing ️️️✅

18: Untold Secrets

You sip your camomile tea looking out of the window to see just pitch black darkness. The thunderstorm had stopped an hour ago or so, you don't remember correctly because the only thing you did was to sob in Yoongi's embrace.

He didn't say a single word, not even asked if you were better because he knew you just wanted silence for a while so that's what he did. Being there for you quietly and not leaving your side for a second.

"You don't need to worry about the boys. I'll make up a story." Yoongi finally breaks the ice by speaking first and sitting by your side, drinking his coffee.

You sigh and rest your forehead on the hybrid's shoulder, feeling sleepy. "I don't think a made up story will work Yoongi, not with Taehyung at least. Plus one day I'll have to tell them."

Just for this time Yoongi let's you off for not using honorifics and sips his drink calmly encircling his empty arm around you. "You going to tell them then?"

"Not now. Just when I'm ready."

"Sure, don't take pressure sweetheart and if you need anything, you know I'm here."

You answer him with a sweet peck to his pale and smooth cheek. "I know."

He smiles and takes up your empty cups to kitchen and returns afterwards, snuggling himself beside you on your bed. You take the opportunity to hug him to sleep because all you wanted right now was physical affection.

"You know Y/n, I told you once that you faintly smell like Taehyung? Well you don't now. Is he not scenting you anymore?" Yoongi asks casually but you're taken aback by his questions.

"He never scented me Yoongi."

"You sure about that?" He cocks an eyebrow at you with a face full of wisdom that makes you think again about your reply.

"Uh- I mean he never rubbed his face on my face or neck or hair or whatever way you're supposed to do that."

"That's not the only way to do that you silly. How come you don't know that after living so many years with a hybrid?"

You chuckle for the first time this evening making Yoongi smile internally. "That's because I never thought of you as someone different than me. You were a friend for me and my oppa."

You stroke his black hair with delicacy and Yoongi relishes himself in the feel of getting pampered. His tail also starts swinging in small to and fro motion and sweet purrs releases from his mouth.

"You need to pay more attention now Y/n. Scenting is a very important thing for a hybrid and Taehyung should be doing that but I guess that's just his choice." He ends with a shrug but still continue.

"But the most important thing is if you are happy, you get it? You don't need to stress over anything and I mean anything at all. You've struggled all of your life and it's time to take care of yourself."

When Yoongi is not being his sarcastic self, he's the sweetest of all. His words are so calming and uplifting that you want hear them all night if possible to give you some strength.

You press a kiss to his forehead and the hybrid closes his eyes with a relaxing sigh. "I will take care of my self, don't worry."

"Yeah? Then what was that huh? I thought you got over your trauma. Do you know how worried I was to see you shaken up like that?" He looks at you dead in the eyes making you stop your movements on his head.