Satzu - Backup dancer [COMPLETED]

third chapter

Sana POV

It's so annoying. Why can't I stop thinking about her? Tzuyu has this beautiful body, those dark, lustful eyes, those kissable, full lips... I can't get her voice, saying my name out of my head.

This girl must be special. I never thought so much about a person I came... close to.

Right now I feel bad for being so straight forward. Tzuyu must think I'm this kind of person who sleeps around with different people all the time. Well... maybe if she thought that she wouldn't be totally wrong. 

I think I've messed up. I don't want her to think about me like this. Why can't you activate your braincells for once, Minatozaki Sana? You couldn't just enter the practice room and fuck your backup dancer! I offend myself. Well, obviously I could... 

I hope Tzuyu doesn't feel awkward around me now, I mean, it was her first time and she had it with me. I think I should have taken it a bit slower with Tzuyu. First talking then again talking and then maybe.. but I couldn't hold myself back. 

When I close my eyes I see this beautiful face in front of me. My hands can still feel the warmth of her graceful body. I couldn't resist. OMG. I really have to stop, before my thoughts go further. I already act like in those weird fanfictions, I read about myself.

"Sana, what's wrong?" Momo asks softly. 

Oh no. I must have looked like an idiot while being deep in thoughts. "It's nothing!" I respond, maybe a bit too quick. 

Momo chuckles. "Sometimes, I ask myself what is going on inside your head." I think you don't want to know that, Momo, I say to myself.

We're sitting in a separated area at the airport, waiting for our flight to Japan, because J-line is going to have a concert tour there.

I'm very excited to see my home country again. By contrast I don't like airports. Even though our managers are with us there are people everywhere who try to spot us with their big, clicking cameras. Sometimes I feel like an animal and those reporters and fans are tourists on a safari tour. 

We try to get to our flight, but there are so many people around, who scream and are loud that it's hard to get there. Flashlights of the cameras are everywhere. I pull my sunglasses on and try to hide myself in my black oversized hoodie.

In the same moment I notice that Mina is uncomfortable. She is afraid of the crowd which comes nearer. Her look goes around hectically and her expression is unreadable. I know, my friend isn't alright. 

I grab her hand with mine and squeeze it softly. "It's okay. We'll be on the plane in a second." I whisper into her ear to encourage her. 

Mina looks at me thankfully and pulls me into a tight hug. "Sometimes I have the feeling, everything is just too much, too fast, too loud." She says with a shaky voice. I don't know what to respond. I hate seeing her in such a condition so I just smile at her to cheer Mina up and take her hand again.

Tzuyu POV:

Awkward silence. 

That's the only word for describing Sana's and my meeting after you know what happened. It's embarrassing. Why doesn't she say something? We have this sort of eye contact which is like batteries. Their matching poles are holding together, how the gazes just can't quite meet up and slide rapidly away from each other. 

The first concert of j-line's tour in Japan will take place tomorrow. We really have to practice for Sana's dance Solo but the right words for starting a conversation don't come into my mind.

"Sana. Say something." I beg in my thoughts. 

I guess it helped because she clears her throat. "You don't have to be nervous and in front of me." Our gazes meet. "Or do you want me to kiss you again so that you aren't tensed anymore?" She goes on, smirking at me. 

Thank God Jihyo, the normal Sana is back. Seeing her shy like this is kind of scary, I think. "Stop that. We have to practice." I say with a reproachful expression. 

Sana just shakes her head at my answer and starts stepping towards me, leaning closer to me and whispers inside my ear: "Just as you wish." I don't know why she has this effect on me, but I blush at her words. 

Then the music starts. It's just a practice but I still feel this electric like energy in my body as every time I dance with Sana. Every movement, ever step the girl makes is as perfect as her appearance.

The beat carries us and leads us through the dance. Sana is so close to me. An unbelievable feeling. She is that close to me that I can feel her heart beating with mine in perfect sync. Joy engulfs me. The rhythm of our bodies, dancing dynamic to the expressive music is passionate. I love her scent. This mixture of sweet and spicy hypnotizes me. 

There is no sign of the previous awkwardness. Right now I feel confident and desirable. She makes me feel special. We hold every eye contact. The music stops, leaving a pleasant silence behind which drapes itself over the practice room, giving a space of silence for us to breath. We stay in our ending position, her hand slightly under my chin, our gazes meeting. It looks like there is no way I could deny my attraction towards Sana. 

"I have to leave now." She smiles, her voice quiet because of the exhausting practice. "but before, I just wanted to ask if you want to go out with me. We're in my hometown, I could show you around." 

"I would love to." I respond, blinking a few times in confusion. Is this for real? Did Minatozaki Sana ask me out? 

"Great!" She shows her cutest smile, waves at me and departs, leaving me behind with a huge smile on my face.