Satzu - Backup dancer [COMPLETED]

Thirteenth chapter

Sana POV:

Idolnews: Scandalous! Minatozaki Sana kisses unknown girl even though she's in a relationship with her group member. 

Celebubdate: Minatozaki Sana is cheating on her girlfriend!

Kpopnews: Secretly kissing: This unknown girl destroys the sweetest relationship of the decade!

Sometimes I hate being a celebrity. 

The medias are writing about things, they don't know anything about. That they have not also found out Tzuyu's identity is pure luck. I don't even want to imagine what would happen if the they'll find out who she is. 

She already gets thousands of hate comments for "destroying" my relationship with Mina. Fuck. She doesn't deserve this hate. It was all my fault. 

We just arrived in Korea yesterday and I already find myself in the biggest shitstorm I've ever experienced. 

"Since last night I get so many comments which say how sorry our fans are for me." Mina rolls her eyes and looks at me. 

"Sana. Why did you do that? It's bad for Tzuyu and for you. Did you even think about the consequences?" Mina speaks out exactly what I am already thinking about. "Did you know there a death threats against the unknown girl you kissed?" Fuck. I didn't know. I feel so guilty. My girlfriend is the most precious person, I know and she doesn't deserve this. 

Suddenly Momo enters the room. "Hey babe" she says while smiling at Mina. "Oh, Sana. You are here too. JYP told me you should visit him at his office." Oh no. Why does this feel like a dejavu? 

I am afraid as I open the door of my boss' office. On his desk are printed versions of the headlines, I already read online.

 Oh. No. 

"Sit down, please." JYP takes a seat too and sighs lightly. With his index finger he points at a picture where I can see myself kissing Tzuyu's forehead behind the concert building in Japan.

"Minatozaki Sana. You know that I am able to disband you from this company. First of all you are dating banned. So you are not even allowed to kiss a girl in public. And secondly, the people think you are in a relationship with your group member, for goodness sake. Did you even think about the consequences? What you did hurt the company image." 

I gulp. I want to defend myself but before I am able to open up my mouth, he goes on talking. "Who is this girl? Is she working at this company? Sana. Answer me." 

Oh. No. 

"She... I-I.. I don't know. I don't even know her." My voice shakes and I am stuttering. I literally spoke out the dumbest thing, I could have said in such a situation. Minatozaki Sana, you're so stupid, I tell myself in my mind. I guess, it made the situation even worse but I know if he knew that it was Tzuyu, this hole situation would end badly for her. 

"Sana. You are so bad at lying. Is this girl the reason, why you didn't wanted this fake relationship with Mina?" I don't answer him. I know, it's rude but I don't want that Tzuyu gets in trouble because of me. 

"Minatozaki Sana, I don't want you to meet her anymore. If I see any new articles or photos on the internet which is about you and her, I swear I am going to throw you out of the company. I am going to find out about her identity too and you can believe me, she'll be in trouble." 

My upper lip starts shaking, but I don't say a word. JYP goes on. "I guess, you have to apologize to you fans. They are worried. I am disappointed in you." I actually don't care. The only thing I want to do is running out of this office. 

"You can go now." Without answering, I stand up and leave the room. I guess, I should be grateful that JYP didn't fire me. It's actually pretty nice of him too that he stayed quite calm after I acted that rude towards him. But right now I just hate him. Hate my boss for this dating ban and the fake relationship. 

I enter the Vlive room and sit down in the corner, in front of the camera. I start the live Video with a big sigh and start to apologize. I say sorry for something I am actually not guilty for. Even if I feel so. 

The comments I read are disrespectful and after a while I feel tears in my eyes. I don't cry because of the hurting comments. I cry because I feel guilty for kissing Tzuyu in public. It's dangerous for her now. 

"Guys, I just wanted to apologize. I love Mina so much and I don't want to risk our relationship.." My voice cracks and I start sobbing.

 I just sit there and cry after I ended the video. Suddenly Momo enters the room and hugs me without saying a word. This action makes me cry even harder. "I am not allowed to be with her anymore." 

Momo's face looks shocked and she helps me standing up. "It will be alright, Sana." I feel like a baby that gets hugged by her mother, as she slowly rocks me in her arms. 

"It won't. Why can't I just love her? Why is everyone against it?" 

"I am so sorry, Sana. But I guess you need to go somewhere." I follow her look out of the window. 

Oh. No. 

There are hundreds of fans crowding in front of the JYP building. They are holding Posters with Mina's and my face and a broken heart on it. They are totally crazy. I check my phone and get shocked by the headlines I read.

Idolnews: Fans assume, the relationship between Sana and Mina isn't real, since Sana has been spotted kissing another girl and Mina seems to be too close with the other group member.

Celebubdate: Is this cute idol relationship fake?

Kpopnews: Supporters are shocked! Are these idols lying?

Momo's face gets pale after she read the articles. "Fuck. You have to fix this." 

"Momo. I look like shit. I can't go there." "You don't look like shit. Maybe just a little... swollen because of tears. And you have to go. I am going to call Mina."

Mina and I stand in front of all those people. Some of them seem to be happy to see us but most of them look angry. They start shouting at us. I give Mina a helpless glance. "We have to fix this. If not, JYP will kill us for hurting the company image." 

"I know..." Mina looks worried too. Suddenly she pulls me closer. "We have to show them that we are a couple. I know, Tzuyu trusts you. It'll be okay." 

Before I can even answer, she connects our lips and starts kissing me. I am shocked but I realize that this is the only way to get out of this trouble without getting hurt, so I respond to the kiss. 

As automatically my hands lay on her hip and she wraps her arms around my neck. Damn. I have to admit, Mina is a good kisser. I wonder, where she learned this. I mean, Mina is the most innocent person I know. Okay. Maybe not that innocent anymore since she's with Momo. 

But even if it feels like we both become one through this kiss, I don't feel the butterflies exploding in my stomach as I do when I kiss Tzuyu. 

I hope, my girlfriend is okay. I don't know how I would react if I saw her kissing another person. Even though it's just for disguise. 

After about twenty seconds Mina and I pull away and smile at each other, breathing irregularly.

 The crowed seems to be satisfied. In any case, the people have stopped shouting hurtful phrases at us. I exhale with relief. From an upper window in the building in front of us, JYP's eyes meet mine. I send a death glare to him and take Mina's hand. "I guess, we have to go inside."