Satzu - Backup dancer [COMPLETED]

eighteenth chapter [m]

Warning: This chapter is matured content. It contains sexual acts. If you are not okay with this, please do not read it.

She lays right behind me, her head pressed against my shoulder blades. She must feel every breath of mine.

Her fingers caress my cheek softly, trailing down my neck and my collarbone. It seems like she is deep in thoughts but I actually guess that she is totally aware of what the little contact does to me. Her touch sends shivers down my spine. I missed her so much.

Her fingers get replaced by her beautiful, soft lips, leaving small hickeys on her way down, as I turn a little around to give her more space on my body to show affection.

Sana smirks lightly. "So needy for my touch, honey?"

I moan in response as her hands grab my breasts harshly, massaging them while sucking and biting a little on the soft spot of my neck. I feel already dripping wet down there and according to Sana's smirk which spreads on her face again, she knows that too well. "Always so sensitive and indigent." She mumbles, letting her fingers trail down my leg and drawing circles on my inner thighs.

It feels so good and I shift my body closer to her in desire of her touch. Sana giggles. It's the most beautiful sound I've ever heard.

"Tell me, how much you've missed me. How much you want this. Tell me how much you want me to fuck you with these beautiful fingers of mine." To reassurance her words, Sana grabs my thighs tighter, her hand makes it way closer to the lacy fabric of my underwear. Her fingers rest there for a while, rubbing against my clothed core gently, making me moan.

"A-ah, Sana. Please." I don't feel able to form an expressive sentence.

"Use your words, baby girl."

I moan at the nickname, forcing myself to concentrate on structuring a clear sentence to tell her what I want her to do. But only the thought of Sana pleasuring me seems to make my brain stop working.

"Sana-ah, please fuck me until I forget everything around. I need you. I've missed you so much." I shut my eyes, while talking, hearing my own raspy voice, so needy for whatever she's going to do.

"Alright." I can almost hear the satisfaction in Sana's voice as she answers.

And then, without a single warning, she inserts two fingers inside of me, making me gasp. She starts slowly but fastens the paste of her fingers after a while. I react with soft moans and groans.

Even though I've already been physically close to Sana like this for several times, I am every time surprised about what this woman does to me. My body heats up and I bug my hips a little, closer to her, to keep this pleasurable contact.

Sana's thumb starts circling on my clit, making me flinch at first but moaning uncontrollable after a second. Her other hand makes it way to my breasts again, squeezing them gently and her lips are sweetly pressed against my neck, leaving small whispers and kisses.

Even only the thought of us being that closemakes me suddenly want to cum. My legs start shaking, my hole body tightens up. My back arches.

"Sana-ah, I think I'm gonna-"

I wake up, sweating and breathing heavily.

It takes me about two seconds to realize that all of this was only a dream. That's when the tears start to stream. I sob silently. I miss her. It hurts so much. I just want to embrace her and inhale her beautiful Sana scent and don't let her go again. But that's not going to happen. I have to forget her.

My eyes which got finally used to the darkness look around the room. I lay on a queen sized bed with my new friends Chaeyoung and Dahyun next to me. Since Jihyo's house is actually made for two people, we're sharing the guest room.

The two girls are hugging each other like small puppies since it's quite cold in the room. Dahyun's soft snores are audible. I try to quiet down my sobs because I don't want to wake them up. So I hide my face in a pillow and cry silently.

I miss her.

2yeon travel diary:

Jeongyeon feels the familiar weight of Nayeon's head resting on her shoulder. She doesn't want to admit it but she kina misses moments like these.

The two women are on the plane to Taiwan and according to Nayon's sleepy state, their trip has been quite tiring until now. Jeongyeon allows herself to smile a bit. Being as cute as Nayeon should be illegalized. The girl had seriously ignored Jeongyeon for the hole first part of their trip, acting like not knowing her and right know, she is leaning tiredly on her exgirlfriend.

The awaken one brushes a strand of Nayeon's dark brown hair softly from her face and sighs a bit. She could get used to this again. But on the other side, she wasn't sure if getting together would be healthy. Jeongyeon kind of knows that in the end she would be left with a broken heart and a Self-hate for not being enough for this angel.

She doesn't even know what she wants herself. Nayeon can be rude, annoying and a total bitch in one moment and caring, nice, and a sweetheart one second after. While feeling her exgirlfriend so close to her, Jeongyeon hates Nayeon for messing with her feelings.

The shorthaired woman has always been the calm one in their relationship but right know she is so confused about what she should think and feel that she was about to push the girl away.

But Jeongyeon is a total gentlewoman. She wouldn't do something like that. So she just distracts herself from the current situation and thinks of the further course of their plan to find Tzuyu.

Jeongyeon has already called her friend Jihyo who lives with her boyfriend in Taiwan and the goodhearted woman has offered her and Nayeon to stay at their house for a few days to look for the backup dancer.

Even though, Jihyo had had warned her that two of her friends are staying at her house at the moment as well, Jeongyeon is confident that they will find Tzuyu. She wouldn't be a business woman if she wasn't known for being well organized and determined.