Halfway Around The World (Changlix)

Chaos

Chan's POV

We got out of the van after about fifteen minutes of waiting. I sighed and took out my phone and stared at the now wet screen.

I stared at the last two things on my list of what to do. They didn't happen and now they are never going to happen. I sighed once more and clicked on the delete button.

I took a deep breath in and then pressed the delete button one last time before letting that breath out.

I looked back at the van for a moment and caught a glimpse of our still-angry manager in the driver's seat. Once everyone was out, I heard the engine start again and then the van drove away. I put my phone back in my pocket and began to walk to the building our dorm was in with the others in tow. No one spoke as we walked and all that could be heard was the rain on windows and the sound it made when it hit the ground.

We got to the entrance and just as we were about to go in, I stopped and the others halted to look at me, confusion evident in their expressions. I turned my head and then realised that my eyes weren't deceiving me. Changbin was there, on the ground, crying and screaming. His cries were so filled with pain that anyone who heard them would feel some of the sorrow that he felt. I ran over and just by looking at him I could tell why he was hurting so much.

"Go in and find Felix!" I yelled to the others.

"Jisung you stay here" I then said and he nodded, rushing towards us.

Minho's POV

After seeing Changbin like that, I realised just how much they must love eachother, but we were all blind to it. Now that I have come to know Felix as well as I do, I know that this really will have hurt him and from seeing Changbin in that state, I knew for a fact that Felix will be hurting, badly, and that's why I started to run up the stairs.

Our damned manger has made a massive mistake. Jyp has made a massive mistake. Something else about this just doesn't feel right. I cursed under my breath as I finally reached the door to our dorm but for some reason it was locked. I banged hard on it and then I heard footsteps from behind and I turned to see the others arriving at my side.

"Where's the key!? Does anyone have the key!?" I frantically asked with a frustrated tone but everyone looked surprised and stressed.

"I left mine in the dorm, Changbin has one and so does Chan." Hyunjin replied, clearly starting to worry. I then heard a loud cry from inside the dorm and I started to panic. I banged on the door even harder, but no one was answering. I yelled in anger and then noticed that Jeongin seemed really frightened.

"Minho, I think we are going to have to break the door down" Seungmin said in panic. I was breathing heavily and I just nodded.

"Alright. Jeongin, please go and tell Chan what's going on here. Hurry back though. Hyunjin, go with him." I said, taking charge of the situation. I watched as they both nodded and ran off down the hallway.

Taking a few deep breaths, me and Seungmin leaned against the door before moving back and kicking it. We repeated this as fast and with as much power as we could until the door finally came loose of its hinges. My shoulder and my knee was in a lot of pain, but I had to ignore it for now, and I could see Seungmin was doing the same.

Me and Seungmin rushed into the room as soon as another loud and pain-filled cry came from Felix inside the dorm.

Chan's POV

I was trying my best to comfort Changbin but nothing seemed to work. Jisung tried to make him laugh but that didn't work either. He was broken. He was really broken. What he had done was something he should never have done but all he kept telling me was that it was for the best. He kept telling me that he did it so Felix would survive.

"Changbin, I don't think Felix wants to live without you anymore. And deep down I think that you also don't want to live without him." I said, rubbing his soaked back. Me and Jisung couldn't care less about the rain at the moment, the only thing we cared about was trying to get Changbin to feel just a bit better but we really were getting nowhere.

"CHAN WHY AREN'T YOU LISTENING!!!! FELIX WILL DIE IF HE STAYS WITH ME!!! We aren't soulmates according to the disease!!! We aren't supposed to be together! Besides, the company won't allow it and the manager made that clear enough." He said, anguish and anger in his voice. His tears stopped for a second before he leaned his head back against the wall and let out an agonising cry before the tears fell, once again blending in with the rain.

"Changbin!? How do you even know that you and Felix aren't soulmates. Have you ever actually seen his mark!?" Jisung said, staring at him. Changbin was breathing faster and he looked at Jisung.

"Yes but not for long so-"

"Then you don't know do you? Go up there and find out!" I said, cutting him off so that he wouldn't start over thinking things. Changbin finally started to calm down a bit and his tears ceased but I could tell that he was still in a lot of pain. He kept his head where it was and closed his eyes and I sighed.

"It's too late now Chan. I'll be back after a while. I'll be dead soon too remember? I'm going to see my family..." Changbin looked at me as if he wanted to cry again and I sighed, looking down.

"Changbin, I think you may regret not spending anymore time with him..."

"Even if I do... I can't let me distract him..." Changbin said and he smiled sadly.

"Jisung, get him a taxi and take him to Jae's place for now." I then said and Jisung nodded, giving me a small, sorrowful smile. I stood up and me and Jisung helped Changbin up. He was weak as he had cried a lot. Me and Jisung released his arms and he almost collapsed but I caught him and helped him to stand. Jisung then supported Changbin and helped him stay upright and he walked with Changbin towards a road. I sighed slightly and just as I thought the madness was over, I heard the doors behind me slam open and Jeongin stared at me in worry.

"It's Felix..."

(I'm sorry if there are any mistakes in this chapter, I just really wanted to get it published for you guys.
I was originally going to put more in here but I have decided to put that in the next chapter rather than this chapter. The next chapter is going to be a long one so I hope you look forward to it!!! 🌟

⚠️Just to pre-warn you⚠️
The next chapter will contain slight references to self-harm and depression. If you are sensitive to these things then please skip the next chapter.

If you are one of those people who are sensitive to that sort of thing, feel free to message me for a summary of the next chapter but with the depression and self-harm left out so that you understand the chapter after next and so that you don't miss out on anything big.

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