Cielois One-Shots Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji AU

The Reason He Loves Me?

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” 

― Marilyn Monroe

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~Alois' POV~

"Why do you love me?" I asked, my eyes never leaving his. He smiled at me, and for some weird reason, I felt happiness built up inside of me. He is the one I love, but everytime I'm with him I feel so...insecure.. I don't know..He looks so beautiful, and mysterious, and cute and sexy at the same time!

How can someone do that? He has pitch-black hair, that makes him look so mysterious, his eyes had that beautiful, dark blue, that sparkled when he heard something about candies or sweets, and he had a nice sexy body, even though his figure was slim, and short, like a small kid. He is mature, for his age, and he didn't laugh very often, adding points to the "mysterious" thing. He was the msot mature boy in our class, and at first, it was kind of annoying...

He is the smartest, so he answered without hesitation, and he always got it right, without raising his hand and I seriously studied hard..but now...meh...

His eyes sparkled as he looked up at me. I may be the uke, but he is shorter, and that makes me feel a bit better, about myself. I just don't feel like...I deserve his love...he is so much better than me.

He can do so much better than me...

"Well...you..." he said and I blinked. What?

"What?" I asked, confused.

"I love you, because you are you." He smiled, and caressed my cheek, making my head automatically lean into his touch.

"I-I...I don't understand..." I whispered, and he smiled more, making my heart melt...

"I mean...I love you, because you are you. You are Alois...I love you because you are you...I can't actually explain it..." he sighed, and smiled again...."But let me try anyway..." he took my hand and led me towards a random bench. We sat down, as our hands interwined with each others. He smiled and looked me straight in the eyes, making my breath hitch. 

We are dating for at least a year, and still, everytime I look into his eyes, it takes my breath away, thinking that they are getting more and more beautiful with each second passing.

"I love you because you, Alois Trancy, are yourself. Most people would find it ridiculous, but...I love you because you are not perfect. And your imperfections make you perfect in your own beautiful way. I know what you think, that...that you are not good enough...I heard you talking in your sleep when you slept in my house...You were talking and it really hurt me to think that...that you feel like that. It made me feel disgusted with myself, making you feel this way, it's like...it hurts me so much..." he placed his other hand on my cheek, as I felt his thump grazing my lips softly with it, making me shiver.

"I don't know, why you feel this way, but I know that I love you, and I'll try my best to make you love yourself too..." he said, his voice like silk, and music in my ears. I always loved his voice, and how he explained things. He reads a lot..and that makes him say words that are beyond our level of knowlegde. I like hear him talking. No. I love it. 

I mean...he's like, he's like I don't know! His voice is like... so soft, like, his caressing your skin with it, and you feel all blissful and stuff..

"Alois? Are you okay?" His voice was concerned, and I frowned. I didn't like his voice so...sad? weird? I don't know, it's not like his real voice, his calming voice. Mature voice...

"Yeah..." I smiled at him, and he smiled back, sighing. He leaned in and pecked my lips softly. I smiled, because, if his voice makes me feel so blissful, his kiss just...makes my mind go on nirvana mode. Like... I don't know..

"That's the reason I love you..." he smiled...

"I love you too, Ciel..." I smiled, back kissing his lips, softly again. Maybe he'll be able to help me..

I hope he does...but...then again, Ciel can do anything...my love for him, is stronger than the insecurities I have...

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Lol, this was a small story. It's like 4 am here, and no one is sleeping in my house, so I decided o write the one-shot, bc I haven't updated my books yet. I hate school T.T Anyway..I hope you like it!!^_^ I may have time for another one but..meh..I'll try, but it's not sure...:'3 

Thanks for reading it, anyway:'3 It makes me happy just to see that you read it:'3

Some of my one-shots, are going to be based on Quotes, lol, some of them are really inspiring, so...yeah:'3

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