Nobody Likes The Gray Area

Author's Note: HELLO I'M BACK

OK, I'm so so sorry about that hiatus. First of all, I should've let y'all know. Second of all, I didn't have fun while I was gone so don't worry lmao 🤣

I thought since I've been gone for so long, I'd make a whole chapter to give y'all the tea. So here's what went down...

1. College Apps
I'm a senior and whoever said senior year was chill was LYIN OUT THEIR FUCKIN ASS THIS SHIT STRESSFUL AF. OK, it's not super bad. College applications are just scary when you first get into them. So, I just submitted my first one like a week or two ago and everyone else is almost done with all of theirs. 😫 I feel so fuckin behind but I should be okay it's not too late

2. Finals
I had my finals about three weeks ago. They weren't hard, BUT I had to do like 5 projects and two essays all within a month and I was failing my social studies class Bc I had a 51 in it (I had missed like three quizzes ughhhhh 🙄). I got a 90 on my final, which wasn't enough to push my grade up to a passing one, BUT my teacher was a MOTHERFUCKING SWEETHEART AND GAVE ME A 65 IN THE CLASS OUT OF PITY. GOD BLESS HIM I ALREADY FOUND HIM A PRESENT ON AMAZON 😭😭😭 GOD IS GOOD. On the other hand, I got all A's in my three other classes this semester, so don't be thinkin I'm some kind of delinquent or nothing lol. I was off track and unmotivated throughout the first half of the semester, but I got my shit together. Next semester, I'm shooting for the stars. Pointe blank: I've been working my ass off so that kept me busy.

3. Job Interview
I was preparing for a job interview for an internship I want. It wasn't like taking hours out of my day or anything, but it was something that I also had to do while I was away.

So yah, that was basically why I've been gone for like 2 months. Again, I'm sooo sorry, but I'm on Winter Break until January 14th, I should be done with College Apps in like two weeks, I'll have my shit together next semester, and my classes next semester should be really easy (except for one Literature class and idk if the other two business class I have will be easy), so things should go smoother for me.

Thanks for being patient and leaving so much love while I was gone! WE MADE IT TO OVER 500!!!! I love you all! 💕💕💕💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💖💖💘💝❣️❣️💜🖤💙💚🧡❤️💟

P.S. My new song of the day (at the top) is "Caramelo Duro" by Miguel ft. Kali Uchis. It's hard to hear Kali, but I think she sings in the chorus. It's a funky Spanglish joint and it slaps, especially on a Sunday with a blunt. Enjoy! 😘