His Drug

Chapter 19

⚠️sexual content⚠️ (song Deer in headlights from 50 shades freed by sia)
"Do... I hate you?" He says giving me a shocked face. I nod in reply wanting to really know how he feels. "Um I really haven't put that into thought...listen I don't hate you but I don't know you, you're still a stranger to me" he says putting his phone down and looking at me. "I mean in the beginning I thought you were a total bitch" he says chuckling "Why? Well to be quite honest I thought you were a dick" I say smirking. I lean forward and give him a look to keep going. "I thought you were a bitch because you just walked into my life, took my last name, every time we talked you were distant and moody, plus no offense you were kinda a cock block." He says listing his reasons which shock me "Well sir I didn't mean to just walk into your life and ruin it, I was distant because you're an asshole, and seriously I may have saved you from an STD" I say listing my reasons "Well thanks for your consideration" he says giving me an annoyed look "Hey don't be annoyed with me you know what I say is true, I get that men have high sex drives but don't you think that makes you look bad?" I say in question to why he would risk everything with that. "Look, I don't want to talk about it Bella" he says giving me a distant look. It shocked me, did he feel hurt? "I'm sorry if I overstepped but just because we're not good friends or don't even have a mutual relationship doesn't mean I want to see you risk everything for sex and fame." I say getting up heading up to my room "goodnight Damien" I leave before the conversation gets ugly "Bella.." I turn my head to see Damien holding something I hadn't noticed. "Listen I want to thank you. Even though we're still strangers you have been there for me than more anyone in my life has" he raises his hand and what's in it shocks me "I asked my security to look for it and they found it, I know how much you loved it so here" he says placing the missing engagement ring in my hand. I don't know what hit me because my eyes started to water. The small beautiful ring represents the bond between two polar opposites and their journey. Before I can even think the tears start falling. Damien's face washes in concern and distress.
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He fiddled with his fingers not knowing what to do, it's not like he experiences this every day. "Wow I didn't know it meant that much to you" he says awkwardly. Bella stays silent but before he can say anything else Her tiny body and arms wrap around him. He slowly wrapped his arms around her caging her in like a bird. He breathed in her scent it was Vanilla and a hint of rose. Damien was never the type to be drawn to vanilla scents but smelling it on her was different almost sensual yet innocent. He strangely liked it? Almost all the women he had slept with doused themselves in channel perfumes, they were the worst. And when they were done all he could smell was the scent of the lousy women in his bed on him. But Bella was intoxicating. She was different from the rest not only but scent but how she presented herself. She was headstrong and intelligent but also innocent and sexy. A vixen in disguise of a little bird. He slowly unwrapped his arms from around her and lifted her chin so their eyes met. He had no idea what he was doing but he was almost entranced by the women in front of him. It's like he was seeing her for the first time, a beautiful woman tangled into a messy marriage. Not the money hungry slut he made her out to be and then he felt something he hadn't felt in a long time, guilt. Guilt for doubting this strong women, guilt for the names he had called her,and guilt for ignoring her and treating as if she was a thorn poking his side. He looked down into her innocent hazel eyes and then to her pillowy pink lips. Kiss her was the first thing that came to his head but he was frozen how would she react? He dragged his thumb across her cheek and then to her lips so soft. "Damien" Bella's small voice faintly whispered. It was like he was unfrozen and came back to reality when he heard her voice. He dropped his hands from her face and just left to go to his room, leaving Bella in a state of shock. Desire ran through him and lust pulsing down into his nether region. What's wrong with me?! He thought as he turned on his shower. He had never been so hard? It's not like they had done anything raunchy, they just embraced one another. But all he could think about was her intoxicating smell, her curves, and her breast pressed against him. He groaned out as his manhood hardened more, which he didn't know was possible. He pulled off every piece of clothing and jumped into the cold shower. Images of Bella's naked body graced his mind as he pleasured himself. She was like a disease that took over every inch of his body. She was something he wanted, something he needed. She was...
  His drug