Oblivion ✔

Delusion

I thought we were a team.
I thought we would fight together, but you slept when I fought alone.

When I got hurt, you laughed.

I screamed at you and you screamed right back.

I thought we loved each other,
I thought we were together.

But you broke me down, you screwed me up.

I apologized, I said sorry.
Sorry to have loved you,
Sorry to have cherished you,
Sorry to have ever met you.

But I thought we loved each other,
I thought we were together.

But what I thought was completely wrong, because you were dancing with another, when I thought we were together.

Were you just a fragment of my imagination?
Were we just a fake model of the real design?

You were too good to be true.

But, I thought we loved each other.
I thought we were together.

I loved you so much, I forgot to love myself for a while.

Comically enough, I owe a apology to the one who made me cry.

And I cried and I cried as it rained outside.

The lightning stuck and my nightmares came true.

Where were you when I needed you the most?
Where were you when I wished for you to come?
For you to come home.

But I held myself back then. I consoled myself back then, and I console myself today.

Because for you, we never loved each other.
We never were together.

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