Gwen's Pov:
I didn't go to my first subject because of that. I just hide to the comfort room to cry my heart out silently.
I texted Emily to come for me. Worries and curiosity is written all over her face, as soon as she came and saw me sitting in one of the cubicle crying my heart out. Then I began telling her everything that happened friday night until today, except for the details of our love making of course. She just hugged me and let me cry for a while some more.
"If you'll ask me young lady, I think he likes you. At least more than those girls he has been with." She said as soon as I stop crying.
"I don't really know Ems." I replied still subbing a little.
"Well! You should have asked him first before dropping into conclusion." She replied.
"My chance is up. I think he'll never talk to me ever again." Then I cried again.
"You have liked him for almost half your life. Do something about it. Call him." She said tapping my back to comfort me.
"I can't." I said shooking my head, then I wash my face to wash away all the tears on my face. "I just can't."
She just nod and hugged me. She didn't say anything about that anymore. Because she understands me more than I know it. And she just help me fix myself so we can still attend our next period.
"So how does it feel?" She asks. Of course, the nosy Emily wouldn't let it pass not to ask those things. That made me smile and makes my mood a little lighter.
"It hurts like hell the first few minutes!" I replied.
"Then?" She asks, you can into her face how curious she is.
"I can't remember it all but I remembered something pleasurable." I replied.
"Can you tell me the details?"
"No!"
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I am not in the mood the whole morning. I wanted this day to end. I just want to go home and sleep. Haven't even notice that David is already sitting beside me at the cafeteria.
"Wanna see the school news paper?" He began talking.
"No!" I replied.
Thank God my eyes and my nose wasn't as red as it is a while ago. Cause I don't want to answer questions for now.
"C'mon babe, just look." He said cheerfully, persuading me to take a peek "See darling, we're on the news. We're nominated for Prom King and Queen"
"Am not interested!" I replied again monotonously.
"As expected" Emily said "But its the last prom that you and Austin will be together. See! Even the bitches are nominated."
While pointing at the news paper in front of us. And I just frowned.
"What's wrong?" David asks.
"Sorry! I'm really am not in the mood right now."
I can't tell him what I did last friday night and what happened this morning. I'm a little shy about it coz even if we're friend he's still a guy.
"Well there's a party tomorrow night. Lisa invited us. She said only few will come." He said excitedly changing the topic and the mood.
This school is not stereotypical. The student council president is not a geeky but a cheerful smart girl. And sometimes she throws party like cheerleader does. That's why everyone loves her.
"On a Tuesday night, really?" Emily exclaimed.
"It's actually her birthday!" He replied.
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The next day, I'm not as sad as I was yesterday. I choose not to think about that anymore. I just want to act like a normal teenager who lost her virginity after getting a drunken night. I've cried it all last night so enough is enough I think.
I saw him this morning but he also acts normal. The way he is back then, cold and hot! He even glares at me when our eyes met.
Math class and I don't have a choice but to attend cause I don't want my emotions to drag my grades down.
I came into the classroom last, and saw that there's only one seat available and that's infront of Austin. I don't have a choice but to sit there.
"Hey!" I heard a familiar voice whispered. Then I look beside me and I was startled to saw Ronald smiling at me.
"Why're you here?!" I ask whispering too.
"My math prof asks me to attend two or three of others math class, that will fit into my schedule. I've missed his class a few times because of practice. I'm afraid it'll affect my grade so I have to do these!" He answered.
"Oh!" I said while nodding my head a little.
"And I'm glad I did!" He added!
I just smile at him. I honestly don't know how to turn him down or if I really wanted to. He's a good guy! I should choose him over an unrequited love. But I can't! I just can't!
Then the one at my back cleared his throat. I know who is it. Does he have colds or cough? So I look at him out of concern and I saw him glaring at us.
"You see, we're busy listening to the lecture but there you are whispering sweet nothings! If you'll gonna flirt to each other all period, why don't you just go out and find a room!" He said coldly!
"We will! We'll definitely will!" Ronald replied that makes them into a glaring contest!
To lessen the tension, I hold Ronald's chick and make him turn infront of the lecture. I don't want them to get into detention.
But that makes Austin angrier than he is. He slap his palm into his desk and walk out the class without any words.
"What's wrong with him?" Our prof exclaimed in confusion!
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Romance"Wait, I got it. You don't have to talk me out about it." "What?" "I know that you're just drunk and that it's just a one time thing. Don't worry, I won't cling onto you or demand anything because of it." "But I am your first." "Well! Uhm It's okay...
