Bitch I'm Gay

I'm Secretly Gay

Krishima POV:

"Look, Denki I don't know what to do. He's....indescribable. I want to tell him how I feel, I just want to walk up to him and say 'Bakugou I know this might be weird for us after but I really like you...like as more than a friend." I said to Denki

"Then why don't you?" Denki asked

"Because Denki...I don't know if I could do it...but I feel like he could like me" I sighed

"Dude...then walk up to him and just say 'Hey Bakugou...I really like you" Denki explained

"Because Denki...he's straight and do you know how much I would stutter? Do you know how flustered I woud get?" I said surprised

"Kirishima...you're an amazing person bro. Who wouldn't want you? Just know I don't like you, cause I made it sound like I was about to tell you I liked you or something" Denki explained

"I don't know dude...I don't think I could do it" I sighed

An hour later at lunch

Bakugou POV:

"Jirou are you coming?" I asked

"Yeah, just look at that dude over there...I think his name is Kirishima" Jirou explained whilst pointing at Kirishima

My mouth started watering, I got filled with this feeling that I've only ever felt when I'm near him, and my heart started beating so fast I thought it was going one trillion miles per hour

"Bakugou...you ok?" Sero asked

I gulped it's like I lost my voice. I couldn't say anything. All I could do in that moment was stare at Kirishima

"Hello...? Bakugou...you there?" Mina said while she waved her hand in front of my face

I finally snapped out of it

"Huh?" I said saI shook my head slightly

"Are you ok Bakugou" Jirou laughed

"Uh...yea...yea" I said flustered

"Bakugo...do you like him?" Sero asked

"What...NO! I'm straight...I like girls" I said lying

"Ok" Mina said

45 minutes later

I couldn't stop thinking about him...I never stop thinking about him...and it's tough being roomates with him. All I want to do is grab him by his shirt and kiss him

In Bakugou and Kirishima's next class

"Hey kirishima" I said

"What's up bakugou. You know...I'm still surprised that you talk to me considering how popular you are" Kirishima laughed

"Why wouldn't I talk to you? You have a rockin personality, pun intended" I laughed

Kirishima laughed. I was surprised cause I thought I wasn't a funny person

"You're funny bakugou" Kirishima said while laughing

"Heh, I...didn't know that" I said

"Really? Nobody has ever told you that?" Kirishima asked surprised

"No...well also I've never made a joke before" I explained

"Why you're hilarious" Kirishima said

"Heh thanks" I said

He just complemented my joke. That just made my day. He's so cute. And I hated lying to my friends earlier saying I was straight, but I know what's gonna happen if I tell them I'm gay and that I like Kirishima...they won't treat me the same again. I can't possibly ever tell them I'm gay. And I'm also never gonna tell them I like kirishima. God he's so cute. I just want to grab him by his shirt and kiss him. But I can't...cause what if he doesn't feel the same way? I want to tell him about my feelings for him. I want to tell him that all I can think about lately...is him. I want to be with him. I want to date him. But I can't tell anybody that. Especially Kirishima. I mean he's straight right? I've never felt this feeling before. Every time I see him my heart starts to speed up, my palms become sweaty, I start shaking like crazy, I start stuttering but I've been getting better with that, but sometimes I still stutter, I blush so hard...I turn redder than a tomato. None of that has ever happen before when I see someone I like, normally it's the other way around. He's so cute...it's not fair. He's just walkin around here lookin cute not even trying and coming up to me with his hey Bakugou then make my palms sweat, heart pound, stutter, blush, shake like crazy. I can't believe how cute he is. He'll never like me. But what if he does? Not possibe. But I like to think he could.

"Bakugou are you ok? You normally talk to me a lot in this class and you've been staring at the table for about a good ten minutes." Kirishima said

"Uh...yea sorry just...just some things on my mind" I explained

"Oh ok" said

"So you been...getting any girls lately?" I asked awkwardly

Ugh what am I talking about? I don't know how straight people talk. Well I have to learn how straight people talk if I'm gonna get the school to believe I'm straight.

"Uh yeah...totally...I'm...into girls" Kirishima said strained

"Cool" I fakely said

Kirishima POV:

I almost gagged saying that sentence. I don't like girls in that that way. I'm gay but I have to have people believe I'm straight or they're just gonna judge me. I have to lie to friends except Denki. He is the only person in this school that knows I'm gay and that I like Bakugo. And he's the only one who's ever gonna know. I know he won't tell people. And he doesn't judge me for being gay or liking Bakugou. He supports me. My parents don't even know. Denki is the only one that knows. But what if I start dating Bakugou? He'll never like me. But if I ever did date Bakugou...I'd have to come out to my parents, tell them I'm gay then I'm gonna have to tell them I'm dating someone and then I'd introduce my parents to him. But he'd never like me...I mean why would he.

"Hey Kirishima do want to hang out after school today?" Bakugou asked

"Yeah sounds like fun" I said excitedly

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