Bitch I'm Gay

He loves you so fucking much

Bakugou POV:

We got to the hospital

"I'm gonna go get some water" Denki said

"Ok" I said

Denki left to get water and I went into the bathroom with a blade

(CUTTING WARNING)

I unwrapped my wrists and grabbed the blade. I cut into my wrist. I liked the feeling, it was settling. Blood dripped onto the floor. Eventually, I felt woosy from blood loss. I wrapped my wrists back up. I was about to walk out of the bathroom when I blacked out

(CUTTING SCENE OVER)

Denki POV:

"I'm back" I said as I came in and shut the door

I didn't see anyone in the room. I saw the bathroom door shut. I tried opening it, but it was locked

"Bakugou, you in there?" I asked as I knocked on the door

There was no response. I knew he was in there cause when I left to get water the door was open, now it's closed and locked

"Bakugou, I'm coming in" I said

I pick locked the door and opened it. I saw Bakugou on the floor laying in his own blood

"Shit...I knew I shouldn't have left him alone" I said to myself

I picked him up and sat him in th chair next to Kirishima's bed. I got a brand new bandage from the bathroom. I the bandage around Bakugou's wrist

Bakugou POV:

Next thing I knew, I was in a chair next to Kirishima's bed

"What happened?" I asked confused

"Well, I went to get some water and you went to the bathroom and cut your wrists, I came back and I couldn't find you so I knocked on the door cause it was locked. Anyway I pick locked the door and saw you laying on the floor laying in your blood and so I picked you up, put you in this chair, and rewrapped your wrist" Denki explained

"Oh yeah now I remember" I said

"How many times has that happened?" Denki asked

"Well this would be the second time that happened" I explained

"What the fuck? Why?" Denki asked

"Well, it's not really on purpose it kinda just happened. Both times I went to get a new bandage, but I passed out both times cause of blood loss" I explained

"I don't believe you" Denki said as he squinted his eyes

"I'm being dead serious bro. I put that on Kirishima's life dude" I said with a serious tone in my voice

"Shit ok" Denki said as his eyes widened

"Bro...I'm dead serious. I'm not trying to die because of blood loss. I don't want to die because of some stupid shit that I did. Yeah, I tried to commit suicide, but that's cause I can't handle this anymore. I know, y'all are like 'just hang on to what's left' but like...there isn't much left like, at all. I'm trying. I really really am, but it's hard to hang on to something that's barely there...that's basically nothing" I explained

"I'm not gonna say that I understand, cause I haven't been through this before, but I hope that this gets better" Denki said as he put one of his hands on my shoulder

"Thanks...I doubt it's gonna get better but...thanks" I said as I looked down trying not to cry

"Hey, look at me" Denki said

I looked up at him trying to hold back tears from flowing down my face

"It's gonna be ok. Don't cry" Denki said

"You can't just tell me not to cry and excpect that to happen" I said as tears dropped from my face

"I know" Denki said

I looked out the window and it was raining

"I'm gonna go take a walk" I said as I got up

"But it's raining" Denki said as he turned to me

"I know...that's the point" I said as I opened the door and walked out

I walked out of the hospital and started to walk in the rain. I came across a puddle and looked at my reflection

"When did I become so...sad" I thought to myself

"Oh right...whenever Kirishima went into a coma" I thought to myself and cried

I found this dome tree and sat under it. I put my knees to my chest and started to cry

"You should kill youself. You deserve pain. What's the point in living? Nobody loves you. Nobody cares about you" I mumbeled to myself and cried

25 minutes later

Denki POV:

"Where's Bakugou? He's been gone for like 30 minutes" I said allowed

I got up and left the hospital. I went to the park and searched for Bakugou. I found him under a dome tree crying

"Bakugou, you ok?" I asked as I came to eye level with him

"Does it look like I'm ok Denki? I'm sitting under a dome tree with my knees to my chest and crying. Does it look like I'm ok?" Bakugou asked as he cried

"No...you're right...you don't look ok. If you needed to cry, you could've just cried in front of me in the hospital" I tried to reassure him

"I don't like crying in front of people you know this" Bakugou explained

"The love of your life is in a coma right now...it's ok to cry in front of people" I tried assuring him

"No it's not...it makes me look weak" Bakugou said as he hide his face in his hoodie

"No it doesn't. Sometimes you just have to cry" I said

"And sometimes you just want to die, but you don't see me doing that now do you?" Bakugou said

I sighed

"Come on,we should get back to the hospital" I said as I got up

"Fine..." Bakugou said as he got up

We started walking back to the hospital. Bakugou stopped walking for some reason

"What's wrong?" I asked

Bakugou paused for a moment

"Do you think Kirishima would care if I killed myself?" Bakugou asked

"Of course he would" I said

"What do you think he would do?" Bakugou asked as he looked at the concrete

"To be honest...he'd probably kill himself" I said being completely honset

"Are you sure?" Bakugou asked

"Yes. Why do you ask?" I asked

"Cause I don't think he would care if I died" Bakugou said on the verge of crying

"He would absolutly care" I said

"How do you know" Bakugou asked

"Cause...before y'all started dating you were his best friend and then y'all started dating and he was happier than Santa Clauson on prozac at Disnay land getting laid" I explained

He laughed through his tears

"He was extactic that day. Even when y'all were just friends he would say things like "I would die for him...literally" he fucking loved you and you had no clue. Like you have no clue how much he loves you" I explained

Bakugou smiled

"Now come on...I think we should get back to the hospital" I said

"Ok" Bakugou said

We walked back to the hospital
                              
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