I Want To Kill Myself

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Bakugou POV:

(MENTIONS SUICIDE)

"Look all I'm saying is that if Kirishima isn't in my life then...what's the point in living?" I asked as I looked at Kirishima

"Because...what if one day Kirishima wakes up...and then relizes that the love of his life isn't in his life anymore cause he killed himself?" Jirou said

"Imagine how depressed you are now and mutiply that by 100...that's how depressed Kirishima would be if he found out that you killed youself. You have NO idea how much he loves you. He would always come to me and Denki and talk about how much it killed him to be roommates with the person he loved and wanted to be with so fucking much. He woud always say that when he saw you working out in the gym with your shirt off, it took all he had not to shove you against a wall and kiss you. He would talk about how all he could think about was you. 99.99% of the time...all he talked about was you" Mina explained

(STOPS MENTIONING SUICIDE)

"I don't know...are you sure he didn't just say that he liked me cause he felt bad for me?" I asked

"Hold...just listen to this audio I recorded while Kirishima was talking about you. I recorded it just in case something like this would happen. Mind you I recorded this before y'all started dating" Mina said as she pulled out her phone

"Wait...how did you know we would start dating?" I asked confused

"Well I kept seeing how you would look at him in the halls and the way when one of us would talk about him you would blush. So I knew that one day either one of you would ask the other one out and they would say ok. And then I thought about well what if Bakugou feels like Kirishima doesn't actually love him? So I recorded this audio" Mina explained

"Oh ok" I said

Mina held up her phone

"Click play" Mina said

I clicked play

"You have no idea how much I like Bakugou. I mean he's so hot and cute. You have no idea how hard it is being roomates with your crush. All I want to do is shove him against a wall and kiss him. I can't stop thinking about him. He's an amazing person. I love his personality. And today he made pun based off of my quirk he said I have a rockin personality. He's adorable. I wish I had the courage to walk right up to him and tell him about the feelings I have for him. But I'm too afraid that he'll reject me. I started to get all flustered when I'm near him or when someone talks about him. He's my weakness. I've never met someone as determined as him. He's the cutest person I've ever met. I don't think I've ever been this in love. Can I really call it love if I'm not dating him? Eh who cares...he's adorable, and hot, and cute. I want to be with him so bad. But I'm sure he'll never like me. I mean why would he? I'm not cute, or hot, or adorable, or attrctive. He is tho. I sound crazy. Oh shit he's coming pretend that I wasn't talking about him" Kirishima said on the audio

"And then I stopped the recording. I recorded that a couple of months ago" Mina said

I blushed after I heard the audio. I buried my face in a pillow

"Awww he's blushing" Mina said

"Shut the fuck up, I don't blush...that word isn't in my vocabulary" I said as I continued to hide my face

"Then why are your cheeks red?" Jirou asked

"I...got sun burnt" I said obviously lying

"Sure...sun burnt. Defenitly not blushing cause Kirishima called him cute, hot, adorable, and attractive" Jirou said sarcasticly

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