Bakugou POV:
At that moment I froze for about 10 seconds after they told me the bad news. I fell on my knees and burst out into tears
"I'm sorry sir" they said after they heard me crying
I hung up and headed out the door to the hospital
10 minutes later
"Um...what room is Eijirou Kirishima in?" I asked trying to hold back my tears
"Room 237" the desk lady said
"Thank you" I said as I choked up my words
I walked away and went to room 237. I eventually found it and walked in
God I feel like it's my fault he got into the crash
"Eijirou if you can hear me...I'm so sorry. It's my faut that you went into a coma. It's all my fault if I had just convinced you to let me go...I'd be the one in the coma. It's my fault. All of it" I said crying hoping he could hear me
Of course he couldn't. I pulled up a chair next to his bed, held his hand and put it on his head
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I couldn't believe that he was in a coma. As soon as I held his hand...I started crying instantly. It's all my fault that he's in a coma. It's my fault he got into that wreck
"Hi..." A nurse said coming in
"Hi" I said as tried to stop my tears
"You'll need to keep talking to him cause if you continue to talk to him then it has a better chance of him coming out of the coma" The nurse said
"Ok" I said as wiped away some tears
"Ok I'm gonna go" The nurse said as she walked away
I decided to talk to Eijirou
"Eijirou...if you can hear me I just want you to know I love you and that you're gonna come out of this coma perfectly fine and I'll never let go of hope" I said as I cried.
"...Please be ok" I whispered as I cried into his hand
"Is it my fault you got in that wreck? Is it my fault you're in a coma right now?" I asked as I cried
There's no way for me to stop crying. I got even more depressed by the minute. How? How could this happen? This is all my fault
"Babe...I love you. And...when you get out of this coma...we're gonna be so so happy together" I explained as I cried
"I just hope you get out of this quickly" I said as I cried even more
7 hours later
"Um exuse me Mr.Bakugou...the hospital is closing" The nurse explained to me
"Could...could I...just...maybe stay the night with him?" I asked whilst trying to hold back my tears
"I don't usually do this but you seem to be very very depressed...I'll allow you to stay how ever many nights and days it takes for him to come out of his coma" The nurse said kindly
I ran over to her and hugged her
"Thank you so much" I said as i cried
"No problem" The nurse said
"Is it ok if you keep the hospital open a little bit longer? I just need to go home and grab some things" I explained to the nurse as I tried to stop crying
"Yeah" The nurse said with a kind voice
"Thank you" I said as I left
20 mintues later
"Ok...sorry I'm back" I said as I entered
"Ok I'm gonna lock up the hospital for the night. Just make sure that in the morning the other nurses don't see you in the morning until you see a medium amount of people in the hallways" The nurse said as she gave me advice
"Ok thank you again" I said as I pulled out a blanket
The nurse left and I heard her lock up the hospital
"Eijirou...if you can hear me...just know that I'll be here the whole time" I explained hoping he could hear me
"I feel like this is all my fault. I feel like it's my fault you got in that wreck and you're in this coma" I explained while balling my eyes out
I pretty much cried my eyes out until I fell asleep. I cried for about four hours whilst talking to Eijirou. I couldn't bare what had happened to him. It's way to painful to just think about it. It's...it's way to depressing. The last thing I said to him before he got into the car wreck was "I love you"...oh dear lord just thinking about it is...depressing and sad. It's...hard to believe. I can't believe he's in a coma. I love him so much. I hope he get's out of this coma. He's gonna get out of this coma. I'm not gonna give up hope...ever. I woke up at about 3:00 in the morning. I checked on Kirishima to make sure he was ok
"It's ok babe...you're gonna get outta this coma" I said as I started to cry
"I love so fucking much. I'm never gonna leave your side" I said as I cried
"I'm gonna go get a magazine to read to you. I'll be right back" I said as I tried to stop crying
I found an LGBTQ+ magazine and decided to read that to him. I also grabbed an apple on my way back
"So apperantly marvel is creating their first transgender super hero. Um...lets see here Illinoise schools are going to start to teach LGBT history this year. Loiseville got a perfect score for LGBT support. The U.S. has STOPPED defending LGBT rights around the world. Uh...an LGBT activist is hiding after she was attacked. Trump's LGBT 'pride' merch is a hipocrytical insult to queer Americans. And that's all of the interesting things" I said as tried not to cry my eyes out
"Ok...I'm gonna try to go to sleep without crying" I said as I laughed
That wasn't the case. I still cried my eyes out. I hate that he's in a coma. I still feel like it's my fault that he's in the coma. If I had just gone to get the food...he wouldn't be in the coma...I would. I hate seeing him like this. He doesn't deserve this...I do. I'm the reason he's in the coma. I wish he wasn't in the coma. It's all my fault
"I'm worthless. I'm useless. I hate myself" I kept repeating that over and over to myself and cried till I eventually fell back asleep
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