Bitch I'm Gay

The coma pt.2

The next morning
Bakugou POV:

I woke up with dried tears on my face. I looked at Eijirou to make sure he's doing ok

"Hey babe" I said as I faked a smile

"Let's see what time it is...9:23 in the morning" I said as I looked at the time on my phone

"Babe...believe me...i'll never leave your side. I'll always speak to you to insure that you hopefully wake up" I said as started to cry

"God...i can't stop crying" I thought as I continued to cry

"Babe just know...i'll never stop loving you...no matter how long you're in this coma. But...i still hope that you get out of this coma as fast as possible" I said as i cried

"I feel like the worst person in the world. I am the worst person in the world. I caused my boyfriend to get in a car accident. I'm the reason my boyfriend is in a coma right now. I'm the worst person in the world. I'm useless. I'm worthless. I'm an awful person. It's all my fault." I thought to myself as i felt the tears dripped down my face

"Eijirou...you'ree gonna get through this and be perfectly fine" I said as I held his hand and cried

"I'll always be here...no matter what" I said as i tried to stop crying

I sat there holding his hand and crying for about ten minutes

"I can't believe you're in a coma. It's all my fault you got in that coma. After this...if you remember what happen before the crash...you should break up with me. I'm an awful person. I don't deserve to be with you. I'm so so sorry. You're an amazing person...i'm awful. I'm the one who caused you to get in the wreck. I hate myself. I'm worthless. I'm useless. I'm the worst person in the world

"I love you so much...how could i let this happen to you?" I muttered to Kirishima

I pulled up a chair next to Kirishima. I sat in the chair and started bawlling my eyes out

(Not my art work)

"I can't stop crying. It hurts me so much to see him like this. I...i have this...this urge to...cut myself. I'm glad I brought some sharp broken glass and a screwdriver" I thought to myself as i pulled out some sharp broken glass

(WARNING CUTTING SCENE)

I took the sharp glass and cut into my wrist

"That feels...oddly...settling and...and nice" I thought to myself

I dug the sharp broken glass deeper into my wrist. The deeper the glass went into my wrist, the more satisfying it felt. Eventually, I started bleeding a lot. I went into the bathroom. I looked around then I eventually found a bandage. I wrapped it around my wrist to stop the blood from pouring out and so i don't passout from blood loss. It felt nice to cut myself. It was the first time I had ever done it but...it was...satisfying.

"I need to cut my wrists more" I thought to myself

I went to the bathroom so i could look at myself in the mirror as I cut myself

I cut into my other wrist deeper than the first. It felt even more satisfying. I'm not crying cause of the pain...it didn't hurt that much honestly...I'm crying cause Kirishima's in a coma. Thinking about that made me cut even deeper into my wrist. About two minutes later i felt a little woozy, so I found another bandage and wrapped it around my wrist so I didn't passout from blood loss. I can't stop crying cause Kirishima's in a coma. It kinda felt nice to look and stare at the blood coming from my wrists soaking into the bandages

"God I've become so...so...depressed...and sad" I thought to myself as i looked at the bloody bandages on my wrists

I can't believe I've become so depressed. I never thought I'd cut my wrists

"It feels...nice to slit my wrists" I thought to myself

God...I never thought I'd think that to myself

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"I think I'd better go get another magazine to read to Eijirou" I thought to myself

I found a magazine about electronics. So i decided to read that to him

"Hey babe...I have a magazine to read to you" I said to Eijirou as I walked in and closed the door behinde me

"So apperantly a retail group is fighting sales tax on electronics. Uh...25% of Americans recycle their electronics. Scientists just created quantum states in everyday electronics. Uh the whitehouse church plans an electronics recycling event. Apperantly a social worker allegedly bought $700-plus worth of electronics. A man threatened a victim with a lighter and then stole thousands in electronics in an elevator robbery. Um...scientists make a discovery which could help build faster electronics. Burgalrs broke into target and stole $5k worth of electronics. And that's all...wow...a lot of robberies" I said as i read the magazine to Kirishima

"How long is he gonna be in this coma? I miss hearing his voice. I miss holding his hand and him relizing it. I miss looking into his eyes. I miss him saying something something like 'You're so fucking cute' and then me blushing so red...I basically turn into a tomato. I want him out of this coma. I...I just want him back" I thought to myself as i cried

"Eijirou...I love you so much. I can't believe this is happening. I can't believe It's because of me that you're in this coma. It's because of me that you got in that wreck" I said to Kirishima as i cried

"Eijirou...I relize you wouldn't want me to cut myself but...I couldn't stop It...It's like my hands have a brain of their own. And...It felt comforting...and...oddly satisfying" I explained to Kirishima as i tried to dry up my tears

"I...I had the urge...there's nothing I could do about it. I couldn't stop it. I couldn't help it. I've fell into this state of...depression. I don't know how to handle this. Nothing this bad has ever happened to me" I explained to Kirishima as I cried

I continued to cry in the chair as I held Eijirou's hand

"I feel like I have everything on the line right now. God who am i kidding? I do have everything on the line" I thought to myself

(ANOTHER CUTTING SCENE)

I grabbed out another piece of sharp broken glass and went into the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror as I cut the sharp broken glass into my forearm.

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