Bitch I'm Gay

The coma pt. 6

Bakugou POV:

5 months later

I looked at Kirishima and thought about how he's been in this coma for 5 months

"Ei you've been in this coma for five months" I said to Kirishima as I sat down and held his hand

"Legit...five months ago today...you got in a car crash and went into a coma" I said to Kirishima as I cried

I grabbed another peice of broken glass out of my bag. I hadn't cut myself in like two months. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror and started crying cause of the expression on my face that I had 24/7 after Kirishima went into a coma. I looked so depressed. When I looked into my own eyes...it looked like I was saying "kill me now please"

"Is that what I looked like all the damn time?" I thought to myself

I took a picture of my facial expression that I had on all the time after Kirishima went into a coma and sent it to Denki

(In text)

"Is that what I've looked like ever since Kirishima went into a coma?" I asked

"...yeah..." Denki said

"Why do I look like I'm asking for someone to kill me?" I asked

"Because...the love of your life is in a coma" Denki explained

"I look so...depressed and sad" I said

"Cause you are. I mean you've been starving and cutting yourself" Denki said

"Yeah...I feel bad for the people who look at me in public" I said

"Why?" Denki asked

"Cause...I look like I'm in so much mental pain" I explained

"Honestly...you do" Denki said

"No wonder people look at me with such sorrow when they see me in public" I said

"Yeah" Denki said

"I guess I've never really noticed it. I guess honestly...I've just been ignoring it really" I explained

"It's ok" Denki said

"No It's not...I don't want people to look at me in public and then feel bad for me. And think 'aw poor thing must be in so much pain' like the kinda thing you say when you see a dog in pain" I explained

"I understand" Denki said

"I'm sorry...you probably don't want to hear my shit. I'll get out of your hair and stop bothering you" I said

"No Bakugou...that's not how I feel. I want you to get this off of your chest. And the only way you're gonna do that is by ranting to someone. And i don't mid being that someone" Denki said

"Denki...do you relize that Kirishima has been in a coma for five months? Legit...five months ago today is when he got in a car wreck and went into a coma" I explained

"Wow..." Denki said

(IRL)

I paused thinking about that again

(WARNING CUTTING)

After I thought about that again for about 30 seconds I immediatly grabbed the sharp broken piece of glass and cut into my skin. I forgot how good it felt to cut into my skin again. After about 20 seconds I grabbed another bandage wrap and wrapped it around my wrist

(Cutting scene over)

I looked at Kirishima and broke down on the floor crying. In about 2 seconds I was on my knees crying. I relized he hadn't moved an inch by himself for 5 months. I thought I was going crazy. No...I didn't think...I knew I was going crazy. I couldn't do anything but cry at that moment