Bitch I'm Gay

JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE!

I was a little concerned how Denki was gonna come up with the money for this. Psychiatrist's are expensive, at least from what I've heard

"Well, you look like you're doing alright. So I'm gonna go, if you need me to stay at any time then I'll come" Denki explained

"Ok" I said in a sad tone as I sat down in a chair next to Kirishima

"Ok, I'll come check on you about once a week" Denki explained

"Ok" I said as I looked at Kirishima

"Bye Bakubro" Denki said as he walked outta the door

I didn't say anything. I just looked at Kirishima. I held his hand and it had no life in it. I held it and cried

"Kiri...when are you gonna come back?" I asked as I cried and looked up at him

(COMMITING SUICIDE MENTION)

"That's it...I'm jumping off the roof now that Denki isn't here" I said to myself

I got up and kissed Kirishima on the forhead

"I love you" I said to Kirishima as I walked out of the door

I walked all the fights of stairs and eventully got to the roof

"Finally" I said as I looked off the roof top

I got to the edge and looked up

Todoroki POV:

I was walking past the hospital when I saw somebody at the roof top. It didn't look like my father, so I rushed up to the roof top as fast as I could cause it looked like they wanted to jump. Eventually I got up there and before even looking at who it was, I rushed over there, grabbed them by the waist, and walked backwards away from the edge of the building. I eventually turned them around and saw that it was Bakugou

"Bakugou what the fuck!" I said as I breathing heavily

"Why the hell did you save me?" Bakugou asked annoyed

"Dude, Bakugou were you trying to kill yourself?" I asked a little surprised

"No, I was looking at the veiw- YES I WAS TRYING TO COMMIT SUICIDE! YES I WAS TRYING TO TAKE MY FUCKING LIFE!" Bakugou yelled at me trying not to cry

"Bakugou, it's ok you can cry. I can tell you want to" I said trying to calm him down

"No, I'm a complete wuss if I cry. Not just in front of someone, I mean in general" Bakugou said about to cry

"You're not a wuss if you cry. I understand you think that, but nobody thinks that you're a wuss if you cry. It's ok to cry, I won't tell anyone" I explained trying to comfort him

He immediatly fell to the ground on his knees (not like that) and broke out into tears. I sat in front of him

"I can't fucking take it" Bakugou said as he cried

"It's gonna be ok" I said still trying to comfort him

"No the fuck it won't. He's still in a fucking coma. He has been for months and there's nothing I can do about it except talk to him hoping that he'll wake up soon...but I feel like I'm just getting my hopes up" Bakugou explained still crying

"You just have to have hope. You have to hope he'll wake up soon" I explained

"You don't think I've already tried that?" Bakugou asked a little aggressively

I sighed

"I don't even like hurting people anymore Todoroki" Bakugou explained

I was shocked and a little surprised when he said that

"I know shocking right?" Bakugou asked

He rolled up his sleeved and revealed his bloody bandages and unwrapped them. He revealed all of the scars and cuts on his wrists as he looked away. This might be shocking to hear, but I hated seeing him like this

"Bakugou why-?" I asked before Bakugou cut me off

"I don't know ok! I had the urge to do it and still do!" Bakugou said as he raised his voice

"Bakugou, don't-" I said before getting cut off again

"I try! You don't know how hard it is to fight the urge!" Bakugou raised his voice again trying not to cry

"It's ok, you can cry" I said as I hugged him

He cried slightly

"It's so fucking hard Todoroki" Bakugou said as he cried

"Just breathe" I said calmly as I rubbed his back

He tried breathing, but I could hear it was hard

"Listen to me, in through your nose out through you mouth" I said still rubbing his back

He started breathing in through his nose out through his mouth

"I feel like it's my fault" Bakugou said as he started to calm down

"Bakugou, look at me" I said calmly

He sat up and looked at me

"It is not your fault" I said trying to reassure him

"It feels like it tho" Bakugou said looking down at the ground

"It's not, trust me" I said trying to comfort him

"Ok" Bakugou said as he nodded

"Let's go back down to Kirishima's hospital room" I said as I stood up

Bakugou nodded and stood up. We walked down to Kirishima's hospital room. When we got there he sat down in a chair next to Kirishima

"Bakugou, remember we're all here for you. It may seem like it, but we are. Even the people that may not seem like it at all. Like me, or Tsuyu, but just believe me...we're all here for you and we're all here to help you through this" I explained

"Thank you...I mean it" Bakugou said in a calm voice

"Any time" I said as I eventually left

Bakugou POV:

"You're gonna get through this. I believe it. Don't leave me...please" I said to him hoping he'll hear me

He didn't hear me, but I just have to think positive. I just have to believe he'll get through this...when is all I wondered. I looked at the time and it was 2:43. When I looked up from my phone, the mechine motering Kirishima's heart beat went flatline. I immediatly panicked

"I need a nurse in here now!" I yelled as I ran into the hallway out of the room
                                              
(1,032 words) I'm gonna leave y'all on a cliffhanger