Bitch I'm Gay

The psychiatrist

Bakugou POV:

I'm supposed to go to my psychiatrist today, but I don't want to. I'm gonna go just to see if it'll help

"What time do I have to go to the psychiatrist?" I asked Denki

"You have to go see Jamie at 3:35. And she said that she completely understands if you are nervous" Denki explained

"Ok" I said

"Are you nervous?" Denki asked

"Yeah" I said as I looked down

"Why?" Denki asked confused

"Well, cause I don't share my feelings with people so...it'll be a little weird. And I don't like to open up to people or share my feelings toward people" I explained as I looked at him

"I mean, I can understand that, but it really might help" Denki explained

"Key word, might" I said as I looked down

"Please just try it out for a couple of weeks cause it's gonna be once a week" Denki explained

"Fine" I said

"Thank you" Denki said

I stayed silent

"Ok, we have to be dressed by 3pm. So that gives us about 2 hours" Denki explained

"Ok" I said

1 hour and 45 minutes later

"You almost ready?" Denki asked as he put on a belt

"Almost" I said as I put on my shoes

We finished getting dressed

"You ready?" Denki asked as he held up the keys

"As ready as I'll ever be" I said as I shrugged my shoulders

"I'm not saying that you have to go to anymore sessions after this, I just want you to try it this one time" Denki explained

"Fine" I said as I sighed

We left to go to the psychiatrist

10 minutes later

We arrived outside of the building

"What's this chick's name again?" I asked a little aggresively

"Her name is Jamie and when I talked to her on the phone she seemed really nice" Denki explained

"Ok" I said trying to calm down my aggression a little bit

We walked in through the front doors

"A appointment for Katsuki Bakugou" Denki said to the front desk lady

"Ok..." The receptionist said looking for my appointment on the computer

We stood there for a moment

"Ok, Jamie will be right with you" The receptionist said in a kind tone

"Ok, thank you" Denki said as we walked to the seats in the lobby

We sat down in the chairs

"This is gonna last an hour. After this, tell me if it helps. If it does, then we'll keep doing it. If it doesn't, then we won't do it anymore. But I want you to be completely honest with me" Denki explained

"Ok" I said as I slighty shrugged

Another 5 minutes go by

"Uh, Katsuki Bakugou?" Someone said as they looked at their paper

I got up and pulled down my shirt. I followd the women to Jamie's office

"Sit here. She'll be right with you" The women said as she pointed at a seat

I sat down in the chair she pointed at. A couple moments went by

"Hello! Sorry I had to use the bathoom" A women said in a cheery voice

"Hi" I said a little faintly

"Are you Katsuki?" She asked

"Yes" I said a little faintly again

"Hi! I'm Jamie" Jamie said with a cheery voice

I did a slight wave

"So...what brings you here?" Jamie asked

"Well, a couple months ago, my boyfriend got into a car wreck and went into a coma" I explained

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry to hear that" Jamie said in a very sorrow voice

"It's not your fault, but ever since then I've been having suicidle thoughts, I cut myself, and I actually did try to commit suicide one time" I explained

She wrote some things down in her journal

"Ok. Have you seen a counselor or a psychiatrist before?" Jamie asked

"No" I said thinking back to my PTSD and wondering why I didn't go to one

"What is the problem from your veiwpoint?" Jamie asked

"My boyfriend is in a coma and I miss him...a fucking lot" I explained

"Hwo does this problem typically make you feel?" Jamie asked writing notes down

"Sad...depressed" I explained

"Ok, what usually makes the problem better?" Jamie asked still writing down notes

"Cutting" I explained

"Ok, if you could wave a magic wand, what posistive changes would you make in your life?" Jamie asked

"For Kirishima not to be in a coma anymore. Oh, by the way Kirishima is the name of my boyfriend" I explained

Jamie looked up from her journal type thing and looked like she was trying to think of something or someone

"Kirishima? Why do I feel like I know that name?" Jamie asked

I sat there and shrugged

"Oh yeah, he was a customer of mine a while back" Jamie said as she laughed a little bit

I nodded

"Anyway, overall how would you describe your mood?" Jamie asked

"Sad" I explained

"What do you expect from the counseling process?" Jamie asked still writing down notes

"I mean, I at least want it to help a little bit" I explained as I shrugged

"What would it take to make you feel more content, happier, and more satisfied?" Jamie asked

"I don't know...for my boyfriend not to be in a cma anymore, but I know nobody can fix that" I explained

1 hour later

I walked out of there feeling a tiny bit better

"So...how'd it go?" Denki asked as he stood up

"Good. I feel a tiny bit better now after explaining my feelings to her" I explained

"That's good. So do you want to keep going?" Denki asked

"I mean...I think it might help" I explained

"Ok, then we'll keep coming" Denki said

We walked back to the car

10 minutes later

We arrived at the hospital and went back into Kirishima's room

"Ok, so are you ok with once a week?" Denki asked

"Yeah, but how are you gonna come up with the money for this?" I asked confused

"Don't worry about it" Denki said

"Ok" I said as I shrugged
                           
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