Bakugou POV:
I hope nobody finds out that I like Kirishima. Cause watch, if somebody finds out that I like Kirishima it's gonna get around 1-A, then eventually Kirishima will find out by someone else that I like him and then he's gonna ask me, I'm gonna pass out, then he's gonna definetly know, then our friendship will be ruined. Am I going crazy? Yes...yes I am. Do I want to tell Kirishima that I like him? Yes...yes I do. Dear lord I'm going crazy. He's making me go crazy. And not in a good way
"You ok Bakugou? You've been zoned out for about a good five minutes" Kirishima asked
"Um...uh...y-yeah sorry" I said as I stuttered
"Thinking about the guy you like?" Kirishima asked
"Yeah. But it's not my fault that he's THAT fucking HOT" I said
"I've never seen him before so..." Kirishima said
"Oh trust me you've seen him before" I said as my eyes widened
"Well then..." Kirishima said
"Anyway...he's so cute. Me and him are friends, but I'm afraid that if I tell him...then our friendship is gonna be ruined" I explained
"Well...if it was me who you liked...then I would want to know..." Kirishima explained
"Ok...I-I'm gonna tell him...I don't know when...but it's gonna be within a week" I said
"After you tell him that you like him...can you tell me who it is?" Kirishima asked
"...yeah" I hesitated
I'm not sure when I'm gonna tell Kirishima that I like him...but it's gonna be soon...and even if I get rejected...at least I'm not gonna spend the rest of my life wondering if he likes me. I'm nervous to tell him that I like him...but I'm also excited to tell him. Oh my god, where am I gonna tell him? In private obviously. Here in our dorm works. What if he rejects me? I can't do this. Shut up...you got this. Just say that to yourself before you tell him. Ok you've got time...you said you'd tell him within a week. But I have to tell him when he's in a good mood, cause if I tell him when he's in a good mood and he rejects me it won't be as bad as if I tell him when he's in a bad mood and he rejects me. Ok you just have to tell him within a week. Dear lord...I've liked him for a couple of months and I'm gonna tell him I like him this week. Watch this week is gonna go by really fast
"You ok bro?" Kirishima asked
"Yeah, just thinking about how I'm gonna tell him" I explained
"Well...I think you should tell him when y'all are by yourselves" Kirishima explained
"Ok" I said interested in his advice
"And don't make it a big thing. Just keep it casual" Kirishima explained
"Ok...I'm not good at telling people I like them...guaranteed I've never told anyone that I like them" I said as I looked down
"It's ok bro...you're gonna tell him by the end of this week...you got this" Kirishima said with an assuring voice.
"You're right bro...I got this. And you know even if he rejects me...I'll be fine I guess" I said with a little doubt in my voice
"How do you know he'll reject you? How do you know he doesn't like you" Kirishima asked
"I don't know...he doesn't really show it" I explained
"That doesn't mean he doesn't like you" Kirishima tried to reasure me
"Good point" I said
"For all you know he has the biggest crush on you, he may not be able to stop thinking about you" Kirishima explained
"I doubt that" I said as I laughed nervously
"Why?" Kirishima asked
"He doesn't seem like the person that would like me" I said
"Why?! You're funny as hell, you're an amazing fucking person, you're nice as fuck...well at least to me. What isn't there to like about you?" Kirishima asked
Kirishima POV:
Oh dear lord, did I just give away that I like him? I hope the fuck not
"I'm not that great of a person...I think you're describing yourself bro" Bakugou said as he laughed
"No...I'm not...you're an amazing fucking person" I said
"Really?" Bakugou asked
"Hell yeah" I said reassuring him
"Thanks bro" Bakugou said as he almost cried
"Bro...again don't...don't fucking cry or else you're gonna make me cry" I said as I almost cried
"I know...I know" Bakugou said as he dried up his tears
Bakugou POV:
I decided that I'm gonna tell him tomorrow. He might reject me but again...at least I won't be wondering for the rest of my life if he ever liked me or not. I got this. Do I got this? Yeah...yeah I do. Oh dear lord I've never been so scared in my life. I might throw up...but I won't. I've also never been so excited in my life. Ok I think I'm gonna go to sleep early
Kirishima POV:
I'm surprised. Bakugou went to bed at 11pm normally he goes to sleep around 1am. I wonder what's going on. I hope he's ok. He looks adorable when he sleeps. I sound like a fucking creep. But it's not my fault he looks so cute when he sleeps. I sound crazy. Wait...maybe Bakugou is gonna tell the guy he likes that he likes him. What if it's me? No that's not possible. There's still a chance right? No...no there can't be. I really really like him. And if it's not me he likes...and that guy says he likes Bakugou back...that's gonna be really hard to watch him be with someone else that's not me. Don't say things like that. Think happy thoughts...happy thoughts. Bakugou is so cute. I want to be with him. I want to date him. I want to be the one who he says I love you to. I want to be the one who holds his hand in public. I want to be the one who he calls babe. Oh dear god...I'm going crazy
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