3 years later,
CHORONG
"I won't be coming to Star's operation"
Suho's words were disturbing me the whole day. I just came back home from the hospital after visiting Star and meeting Dr Hong. She will go for the operation 2 weeks from now. I had a big fight with Suho yesterday. Well, we're not really in a good condition since 3 years ago. Star is 8 years old and Dash is 5. Luckily, Dash isn't having any learning problem like when he was a baby. He can read, count and write properly. I thought of the words I said yesterday. Aish, I'm really a pabo.
"Let's send the kids to Yuri and Luhan. You can go to Italy, and I will start my own life in London. Without the kids. They're burdening you, right?"
God, why did I say something like that? I turned to the room's door and saw Suho entering the room. Oh, I thought he's going to sleep in his office for the whole 2 weeks straight. Our eyes met, I looked away. I stood up, walking to him. We hugged each other, but Suho broke the hug immediately. He caressed my hair and kissed my forehead, lovingly. I felt like I'm gonna cry. Is this our last kiss and touch together? I looked at him with a forced smile. He looked as if he was holding his tears too. He held my hands, caressing the diamond ring and the bracelet I'm wearing. The pink bracelet and our wedding diamond ring.
"Did you bath yet?"
"Yea"
"Wait for me at the library. We will talk about the fight yesterday"
Yesterday. Well, I'm afraid.
He gave me a loving smile and asked me to remove his shirt. How can I think of getting divorce if he's still acting so lovely like this? I slapped his chest and forced him to go into the bathroom. He gave me a peck on my lips and ran into the bathroom. I shook my head and left to the library. I walked to my bookshelf and took Cecelia Ahern's Flawed. I read it for almost 10 times already. I got hooked, but I don't really care. Ahern is my idol. I turned my head to the door as I heard someone entering. Suho wasn't wearing his shirt, always with that black shorts. God, why would I turn red at this moment? He sat beside me, hugging me.
"Like it?"
"What?" I asked, looking puzzled.
"Me, without shirt on?"
"Oh, pervert. Stop right there. But, I can't deny that you.. look hotter tonight"
"Aish. You look even hotter in your gown. I love this gown. Sexy. Just like you"
"Stop it. Let's discuss about our fight yesterday"
His face changed. I know he doesn't want me to start it. But.. what can I do? Star will go to the OT 2 weeks from now. I placed my head on his chest. I think I made up my decision. I will let Luhan and Yuri take care of the kids and I will leave to London. I hate my decision, but this is what I need to do before everything turn worst. I looked at Suho who was wearing an expressionless mask, hiding his actual feelings. I stared at his six packs of abs. Damn, it's my weakness. He placed his hands on my shoulder, making me shivered. I know what it means.
"I made up my decision" Suho broke the silence.
"What do you think?" I looked at him.
"I agreed with you. But, I'm not going to divorce you. We will take the kids to Luhan and Yuri. I will leave to Italy and you can leave to London. That's it"
"Suho, no. Just divorce me. There's no use being husband and wife if we're miles apart. We're not going to be responsible for the kids after all"
"Love, I love you so much. I can't let you go just like that. I don't want to let you go though if you forced me. I just can't"
"You said you will do anything if I asked for it. Geotjimal jaengi. I want you to divorce me, but you didn't do it at all"
"I don't want to stop this relationship because we are destined to be with each other. Didn't I tell you that you are my first and last love?"
I was speechless. I can't deny that though. It's so freaking true that I'd actually hope for denying it. I looked down, avoiding his sexy gaze. I felt his hands on my skin, I care less about that. It's like a habit for him. I love these kind of touches. These daring touches that only he can give me. These daring touches that can make me shiver out of the hell. These daring touches that I'm going to miss. These daring touches that I love the most. Our eyes met. This time, he locked my eyes with him. I smiled, I love this stare so much. He leaned closer, breathing right under my right ear. I moaned softly, he smirked.
"You miss this?"
"Yes. So much" I moaned again.
"I want you" he whispered. I tightened my grip on his shoulder as I felt his touch on my back. He lifted me up, bringing me to our room. He put me on the bed, caressing my hair. He ripped my clothes off me, making me fully naked on the bed. His hands are on my thighs, caressing it with a smirk on his face. I bit my lower lip, he's really enjoying this moment. Our eyes met, he smiled at me.
"I miss you, wife"
"I miss you too, husband. Do it"
"As you wish, sexy"
He got on top of me and kissed my lips. I kissed him back, my fingers ran through his brown hair. Our kiss went passionate, hotter and deeper. Without breaking the kiss, he started making love on me. I moaned and at those quick seconds, he slid his tongue in. This guy is really quick in grabbing opportunity. I slapped his chest playfully and we broke the kiss. Our eyes met. I panted, smiled as he panted too. That was wild. No, I mean.. the wildest. That was mind-blowing. He lied down beside me, I snuggled closer. I heard him laughing, he's happy with me. I'm the source of his happiness. And.. I thought of getting a divorcement? Forget about it, Kim Chorong. You love him. I placed my head on his shoulder. I let him play with my hair.
"I won't forget it"
"Me too"
"And.. about Italy. I'm sure about it. I'm leaving right after the operation"
"How are you going to know? By texting me? Flooding me with questions about Star?"
He chuckled. "No. I will come with you. I will see Star for the last time. Dash too"
"I'm happy for that. Does that mean.. Star's operation day will be our last day together?"
He looked shock. Jebal. Please say no.
"I hope not. I believe in our destiny. Even if we are apart again, let's meet and love each other again till the end of our lives"
"Promise me?"
"I promised you, baby. And, I know it will come true. I believe in us. Let's love and reunite with our kids again. Saranghae, Kim Chorong"
"Nado saranghae, Kim Junmyeon. I will always remember you even if we're miles apart. I love you so much, my first love. I will never forget each seconds we spent together. Our nights together, laughs together, cries together. I will always remember every moments of us and you. The kids, too. Maybe we still can keep in touch by calls?"
"Sure. Video calls, messages. Maybe can visit Korea sometimes. Maybe, if Luhan and Yuri agreed, they can visit both Italy and London, meeting you and me"
Why are we talking about kids right now? I looked at him. He looked at me, smiling.
"And.. since we already did.. chance for us to get another child is high. Star and Dash will be happy then"
Child? "You mean.. another burden for you?"
"Yah! I don't think of our kids as burden anymore. I'm sorry, okay? I love you, I love the kids, and I love the future baby too" he placed his right hand on my tummy just like when I was pregnant with Star. I chuckled.
"I love you too, honey. Go to sleep"
"Nae. Jalja. Dream of me"
"Jalja. Dream of you? Maybe not"
I snuggled closer and closed my eyes. I love you, my husband. I love you so much, Kim Junmyeon. Kim Junmyeon, saranghae💞
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