Just Hold On (Book 2 of The Jaythan Series)

1. You really messed up, so come out of the closet with me.

W/N Welcome to the first official chapter for Just Hold On. If you can't read it the chapter title is You really messed up, so come out of the closet with me./ I'll give you all warnings when they have uncensored moments.

(Jay's POV)

             Me and Nathan lie in bed watching my newest obsession, Teen Wolf. Nathan begins to fidget and looks proper uncomfortable.

         "Hey Jay, do you think we should go public?" Nathy asked me. It's been 5 months since Nathan asked me to be his boyfriend.

        "What do you have in mind?" I wondered aloud. 

        "Well, we post a picture of us kissing, that will spark some serious rumours and questions, you know about that interview next week, right? Well, they'll inevitably have to ask us our sexuality. That is when we will come out as gay but first we need to tell our friends and family about our relationship a day before the interview." Nathan rambles. How can one little boy say so much with so little bit of oxygen flowing in his body?

         "Well someone sure didn't plan this out." I scoffed.

         "Yeah, and that was you. Jay, we're kinda dating. Its kind of expected that you would want to tell the world as much as I do." Nath scolds me, genuinely offended. 

        "I'm sorry," I reply with my head down.

        "Its fine," Nathan says as he pulls me into his arms. 

        "So why do we have to tell our family the day before the interview?" I ask, off topic.

         "Because most of the people we know have big mouths," Nathan snaps.

         "Right," I nod. "Okay so now?" Nathan demands.

         "You're a bossy little one aren't ya? I suppose," I joke. 

        Nathan pulls out my Blackberry because apparently I'm more believable than him. I pull him in for a sloppy kiss, my tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek. He snaps the pic and posts it to my Instagram and Twitter before wrapping his arm around my neck.

        "I'm sorry, Bird, I'm just stressed out."Nathan apologizes softly. About what? Oh, him snapping. "It's fine, love," I whisper, my breath tickling his neck.

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         He blushes as I kiss his neck slowly. I pull Nathan into my lap, kissing his jaw softly. He presses his lips roughly against mine, restlessly playing with my unruly hair. 

        "Jay, are we, um y'know-" he pauses, trying to get the words out. I know what he's trying to say. Are we going to have sex? Why is he always so scared about sex.

        "Yeah, I mean, if you want to." I whisper, rubbing his thigh reassuringly. We begin to make out again as Nathan undresses both of us. We go on like that until we're both completely naked. Clumsy me, I slip and and grab Nathan's erection, oops. His breath hitches as I crawl back into his lap. "No," Nath groans uncomfortably.  I look at him with a knowing smile.

          "Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's not an answer." he smiles shyly. 

         "What's wrong?" I ask huskily. "Let me take over." he purred, his naturally deep voice growing deeper. I'd always found it interesting how such a young lad could have such a deep voice.

          "Of course, should I get the handcuffs?" I joke. He considers the thought but doesn't accept my aired offer.

            "So where did you get the handcuffs anyway?" Nath questioned me. Bad timing, dear. 

        "I didn't, I'm just glad you didn't feel too kinky." I joke, he simply shrugs. Nathan begins to give my neck love bites and hickies before travelling down to my chest. He bites my nipple but ultimately loses all interest. He moves down to my erection, bobbing his head up and down while twirling it occasionally. He nips my tip before taking me in again. 

        "Nathan, I thi-ink  I-I'm- *hiccup*" I stutter as I climax on Nathan's bare chest. He kisses me slowly, letting the warm liquid flow down his slightly toned chest. He looked so hot, It seemed like their was no oxygen in the room, just his beauty. I don't think ever truly appreciated the ability to breathe until now. 

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         "Wow," I pant.

        "See, you should have let me treat you after the Tom incident!" Nathan jokes. I nod seeing as words seem to fail me right now. Nath laughs at me and I give him a shove. He begins to get up and leave.

        "Where are you going?" I ask as Nathan walks toward the bathroom.

        "I can only be so patient until the stickiness is absolutely intolerable." he laughs, walking into the bathroom.