Chasing the Sun (1D)

Chapter 35: confessions

Chapter 35: confessions

*The next day*

Me and Louis were curled up on the couch in the lounge room. We had The Notebook playing on the tv. There were two tubs of Bulla ice cream on the coffee and table and one in our hands. And no, I didn’t have three tubs of ice cream just laying in my freezer. We picked up food earlier in the morning. Their flight wasn’t until 7 tonight, so we decided to lounge around for his last day. The boys were out. I think I Niall was out with Georgia *wink wink* and Harry and Zayn decided to go Luna Park by themselves, I’m pretty sure. And I know that Liam was with Elise.

I still haven’t forgotten about my theory. I’m not sure Elise is my long lost sister but I’m not going to tell her. It’s too big of a bomb to drop on her. I haven’t called my mum yet because I think she’s going to deny it. I don’t even know if my little flashback was real. I mean, yeah I remember something like that. But I’ve known my whole life that that was a dream. I doubt Jack would remember it, he’s only two years older than me. He probably does, though. Because I remember absolutely everything since I was four. And if Jack was four then he has some sort of clue, right?

I’ll just talk to him before my mum. Jack is always honest and if he tries to lie he gets caught, red handed. 

‘What are you thinking about so hard?’ Louis asked me. His back was rested in the corner of the back rest and arm rest. His arms were around my waist and our hands were entwined. My head was resting on the crook of his neck.

‘My brother.’ I answered him. It was part of the truth but it wasn’t the main reason.

‘Where is he?’ He asked with curiosity.

‘He has his own apartment in the city. He usually comes down to visit us and all and sometimes i go up to meet him. But I haven’t seen him in two weeks.’ I told him.

‘Because of us?’ Louis sounded a bit guilty.

‘Oh no, not because of you guys. I don’t know where he is. He hasn’t called me.’ I murmured the last bit as I realised it.

Jack wouldn’t go two days without calling me, let alone two weeks. Wheres is my brother? If he left, he could have at least called. First thing to do tomorrow: go to Jack’s. I hoped he’s okay.

‘Did you realise we ate three tubs of ice cream?’ Louis asked me while stroking my hair.

‘I regret nothing.’ I giggled. I threw the empty tub on the coffee table with the rest. He turned The Notebook off since it was finished. By that time it was 12.

‘You’re leaving in 7 hours.’ I sighed. I don’t want him to leave. I don’t want any of them to leave.

Louis’ POV

‘You’re leaving in 7 hours.’ The beautiful girl in my arms sighed. 

My heart tightened at the thought of leaving her. Of not seeing her beautiful face. Of not running my hand through her wavy strawberry blonde hair. Of not looking into her chocolate brown eyes. Of not hearing her ringing laugh. Of not seeing her perfect pearly whites. Of not seeing her rosy cheeks. Of not seeing her perfectly shaped pink lips. Of not feeling her lips. Of not smelling her sickly sweet scent. Of not being with her.

I looked into her eyes and all I saw was sadness. I couldn’t take it. She needs to be happy or else the world isn’t. She’s the shining sun. She glows and whenever she laughs you’re mesmerised. And if tears ever cloud her vision, you can’t handle the thought of seeing more. I watched as her eyes started to fill up with tears that would shed because of my career. If only I could take her with me. I need her to come. I need her to keep me sane and keep me happy. She has become my world. Every thought I have is of her or something to do with her. I’m so happy to call her mine. I’m so happy that she’s in my arms. 

I leaned down and pecked her lips. She smiled but her eyes were still sad. I pecked her lips again and some of the sadness was seeping away. But it was still there. I pecked her luscious lips once more and the sadness left her eyes completely. I smiled triumphantly as her smile was real.

‘I love you.’ I blurt out.

My eyes widened at my sudden outburst and so did hers. I never realised I’ve been thinking it and I sure as hell haven’t realised what my heart truly felt. But now, I’m so sure of it. I’m so sure that I love this girl. The girl that truly makes me happy. The girl that can light up my world by just smiling. I love this girl so much and I’d do anything to keep the smile on her face. I thought falling in love was scary. But now that I’ve fallen, i’m happy to say; I’ve never been so happy in my life.

‘I love you too.’ She whispered after a few seconds. Hearing those four words turned my world. Those four words were amazing coming out of her mouth. I smiled as I looked into her chocolate brown eyes. Her eyes were nothing but happy. Her lips curved up into a breathtaking smile.

I leaned in and connected my lips with hers. The spark somehow intensified. The spark I felt the first time I kissed was very much alive. It was much more obvious and it burst into fireworks. I smiled into the kiss. This girl can make me seem like a love sick puppy. Because i am. My tongue licked her lower lip, asking for entrance. She granted me that entry and our tongues fought for dominance. The kiss deepened even more. We ended up moving until I was on top of her. I was propped up on my elbows and not once did our lips move apart. I was content. I was overjoyed to be able to do this. I’ve never felt like this about a girl before. And I love the feeling.

We rolled over and we fell off the couch. I was on the bottom this time and the impact didn’t hurt one bit. Our lips broke apart and she giggled slightly as she lifted herself up into a sitting position. I pouted. She wasn’t supposed to stop! Once she saw my expression she giggled a bit and she moved slowly down. She stopped once her lips were hovering over mine. Her lips were formed in a playful smile and her eyes glistened. Her eyes never left mine. She slowly moved down and I closed my eyes leaning up to touch her lips with mine. But I didn’t feel it. I opened my eyes to find Ali sitting straight up with a grin on her face.  

‘You tease.’ I pouted playfully.

‘And you love me for it.’ She purred. Not in a seductive kind of way, in a more elegant flirty kind of way.

‘Yes. Yes, I do.’ I smiled which earned me a real kiss. I kissed her back, happy feeling her lips on mine.

‘I love you.’ I said when we pulled apart.

‘I love you too.’ She smiled happily and gave me tight hug.

I couldn’t be more happy in this moment.

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A/N

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-Winona