Diosa Girl

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

A little later, the SONS walk in and as soon as Quinn walks in, he takes my hand and leads me to a room. I lock the door and move him to the bed and push him to sit down. I bend down to take off his shoes and he lets me. I move to lay him back and start to help him undress. I help him take his pants off and go to remove his boxers and he stops me. "I don't want that." he tells me. He pulls me to lay beside him and he turns me onto my back. He kisses me softly and then lays his head on my chest. I run my fingers through his hair and kiss the top of his head and I feel something wet hit between my breasts. I hold him closer and say "I'm right here baby." and feel him squeeze slightly, letting me know he heard me. He looks up at me and I caress his cheek and neither of us say anything. He moves over me and he puts on the condom and enters me. He thrusts in and out slow and easy and his forehead is against mine the entire time. I find my release and he finds his right behind me. Discarding the condom into the waste basket next to the bed, he lays back down on my chest and I start running my fingers through his head again and still neither of us say anything.

After a little bit, he moves beside me and turns to face me and wraps his arms around me and pulls me into his chest. I wrap my arm around him and even though I'm still in my own head, I know he needs someone to be there for him. I look up at him "I'm here Quinn. Whatever you need." I tell him. And he kisses me softly. "I just need you." he tells me and deepens the kiss and I think he's going for another round but he doesn't. He puts his forehead to mine and says "I need you." I caress his face, our foreheads still together, and he says "Don't leave me." I nod and he pulls me close.

We spend the next several hours, just holding each other, kissing a little now and then but not talking. I know he's thinking about the brother he just lost and I'm thinking about what my mom and brother told me. This is who I am. I'm a whore. Men pay for my comfort but once they get what they paid for, that's it. They go back to their lives, their wives and girlfriends and I'm left alone. When I need comfort, I'm left to my own devices. At least I can be there for Quinn. I know this isn't easy for him. I leave up and kiss him softly and I feel a tear fall from my eye. "Why are you crying little one?" he asks. "I can't imagine what you guys are going through." He cups my face and says "That's not why you're crying little one. What is it?" he asks. "Tell me what you need Quinn." I whisper. He shakes his head and I say "I'm fine baby. Just want to make sure you're okay." I tell him and he drops it for now but what he says next was not what I thought he'd say. "Be mine." he says. I look at him shocked. "Quinn..." I start. "Rane." He says. I sigh. "Rane, you don't mean that. You're running off of emotions baby. You just lost your brother..." I start. "It's not because of losing my brother. I'm not getting any younger and I want to settle down. Have a family." he tells me. "Rane, I can't do that. Hell, I fuck for a goddamn living. You don't need someone that everyone else has had." I tell him and move to get out of bed but he stops me. "I don't give a shit about that." he tells me and I look at him and say "You should. No one wants a whore for an Old Lady baby." I tell him. "You ain't a whore." he tells me. "I work at a brothel and fuck men for a living. That's the actual definition of a whore Rane." I tell him laughing a little. He pulls me closer and says "Just think about it." he tells me and I nod.

I look up at him and kiss him softly and we just spend the next little bit, wrapped around each other. I move to straddle him and kiss him softly, he deepens the kiss and turns us over and after putting on another condom, he enters me and we spend the rest of the night reaching bliss after bliss before finally falling asleep in each others arms.

Waking up the next morning I lay there watching him sleep and have to fight off the tears again. Not just for the loss of his brother but because I know that even if he is serious about being with me that it could never work. I feel him start to stir and he pulls me closer. Opening his eyes, he leans down and kisses me softly. "How'd you sleep?" I ask. "Okay. You?" he asks. "I'm okay." I say when I see the question in his eyes. I pull out of his arms and move to get dressed and he just watches me. "I meant what I said last night." he tells me. I shake my head and say "Rane..." I start and he stops me. "Don't. Just think about it okay?" he asks and I nod.

Walking out to the main room, he cups my face and kisses me softly and says "Give me your phone." I hand him the phone and he puts his number in it. "Call me when you decide." he says and I whisper "Okay." Kissing me one more time, he heads out the door with the rest of his brothers and I look at Lyla. "You okay?" I ask her. "I will be." she says. "What was that about?" she asks, nodding towards the door. I shake my head and say "He said he wants me to be with him but he just lost his brother and doesn't want to be alone." I tell her. "I don't know. He might surprise you. He's lost brothers before and never asked someone to be with him. Just think about it." she tells me and I nod.

Getting home, my phone rings again and I see it's my mom again. "Hello mother." I say. "Your brother told me what you said about telling people you died. How could you?" she asks. "You now what mother? Don't. I've been working all night and it's been a shit night for everyone so I really don't care what you think of me or what anyone else thinks. I'm a fucking whore. Get over it. I make more money in one night than my oh so perfect brother makes in a fucking week. I don't need either of you." I tell her. "You're father would be so ashamed if he were still alive." she tells me. "Oh you mean the same father that was fucking your sister all those years? Did you never wonder why our cousin Jasmine looked just like me? But that would make her my sister now wouldn't it? Goodbye mother." I say and hang up before blocking her number and my brother's. I take a shower before heading to bed for a few hours sleep before heading back to work tonight.