Sheilded (Steve x reader)

03.

You sat with Nat as Steve explained the plan. You and Nat wore identical suits, except her's was black your's was white. She had her hair falling freely around her shoulders, yours was platted down your back.

"Y/N, you'll be with me. I'm hoping you can sedate Bucky if I can hold him down for you?" You gulped back the flem, but nodded. Nat frowned. "Okay let's go team!" Steve said. As you walked out behind the other Avengers, Nat slammed you against the wall.

"What's going on?" She hissed. "I know your hiding something, Tony too." You gulped.

"I cant tell you here Nat, and quite frankly it's none of your business. It's just my past, if I asked you to explain the details of the red room you'd feel uncomfortable too." You snapped, pulling away as you felt her her emotions go to guilt and fear as she thought of the red room.

You tried not to feel guilty as you stormed out to the jet. Tony gave you a thumbs up from the other side, which you ignored. You sat down in the corner alone. Focusing purely on your breathing. You had a date tonight. You reminded yourself....yep one with Steve. Who happened to be Bucky's best friend. You groaned in frustration. Balling your fists into your knees, you just wanted to scream.

Nat muttered something to Clint, he nodded and sat in front of you. "You know?" He said taking your balled hands in his. "The reason your shocking at archery, is cause your hands are so small." You knew what he was doing, and you were thankful. He spread your hands out on his, you giggled as you saw he was right.

"Its warm in here." He said tugging his shirt, you rolled your eyes preparing for the terrible joke that was going to follow. "Maybe it's because I'm in here." You smiled dispite yourself.

"Maybe it's me." You said with a giggle. You saw Nat and felt guilty all over again. "Nat! Who do you thinks hotter, me or Clint!" She winked at you, obviously feeling bad about earlier too.

"You definitely, ten out of ten would smash." You giggled but went very red as did she. Clint gasped, he started to laugh falling back onto the floor. Everyone was watching as you hurriedly tried to shush him.

"Oh it makes sense." Clint laughed.

"Nat help me!" You hissed, she was frozen into place. Tony frowned, glancing between the too of you, he caught on and made a wretching noise but he was smiling. He mouthed 'when', you just shook your head. His eyes widened and he beckoned Nat over. She gulped and followed him.

You slapped Clint which got him to shut up. "God sake Clint. Now dad knows." You hissed. He looked over at Nat and Tony talking. He patted her shoulder and walked into the control room. Nat came over and buried her head into your shoulder.

"I had to tell him we only fucked once and it was a year ago, and I know longer have romantic feelings for you, and you don't have them for me." You grimaced.

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You ran with Steve towards the back if the building. "How long do you need Doll?" He asked. You gulped. It depended on if he recognised you.

"As long as you can get me." You said eventually. You heard the smash of a window. Steve turned and started fighting the men that had climbed through. Your turned round, and saw him. His metal arm glistening in the light. He'd seen you too. You walked forward, he stayed still.

"Y/N." He said quietly. You nodded. "Why are you with them?"

"What they brainwashed you again? It would you rather just forget that i chose him over you." You snapped. He flinched.

"Y/N, I said I was sorry." You scoffed.

"It wasnt enough." You said coldly. "I've never been in so much pain." You said with a shudder.