Sheilded (Steve x reader)

04.

You woke up curled up on Steve's lap. His arms were wrapped round your waist, his head resting on top of yours. Memories slowly came back from last night, the movie, the pizza. The small kiss he'd pressed to your lips as you fell asleep.

"Are you awake?" Steve said, his voice was husky from sleep. It made your inside squirm but in a good way.

"Yes." You whispered, worried you'd break the delicate balance if you spoke any louder. "How did you sleep?" You asked looking up at his perfect jaw line. Your hand reached up and reached his tasseled hair. He lent into your touch.

"Great with you in my arms." He said looking back down at you. Your smiled, and sat up, your hand cupped his face. His lips were on yours before you could say anything else. His hands slipping up to your waist. He pulled away first, he was smiling. And you had to remind yourself of his old fashioned ways. It was a surprise that he kissed you like that on your first date.

"Shall we go and get breakfast?" You said with a sleepy smile. He nodded and helped you up. You walked out into the corridor. Tony was already up and in the kitchen. You went to open your mouth, but he just shook his head.

"He knows that you didnt so anything to bad because his 'Steve fucked my daughter' alarm didnt go off." Clint said from where he was eating his toast. Tony threw an empty cereal box at his head. He ducked and caught it with his left hand.

"Well I mean he's not wrong." Tony says jumping to the side as you swatted him.

"Dad!" You squealed as you took some fruit from the side and popped a strawberry in your mouth. You took another and walked towards Steve. He beamed at you as you put it in.

"Nope," Tony said pulling you away and into his chest. "She's mine." Steve held up his hands smiling. Tony picked you and put you down by Clint. You smirked as you sat down on the table, you took a bite of Clints toast ignoring his complaints.

"Mr Stark, Nick Fury is at the door. Shall I let him in?" Jarvis asked. Tony rolled his eyes before saying yes.

"What does Fury want?" Clint asked jumping up to go and get Nat.

"James." You said quietly. Tony heard you but pretended not to. Clint rushed off. Tony called Bruce. Nick entered the kitchen moments later. You ran over to him first. He managed a smile.

"Y/N, it's great to see you again." You beamed.

"You too Nick. How's everyone?" By everyone you meant his wife. Only you knew about her, after you saved her life when you were seventeen. It led to you and Nick being closer than anyone else by far. Stuff you could do around him would get anyone else fired and killed. You led him to the table.

Nat walked into the room with Clint, followed by Bruce. You rested your hand on Nick's shoulder. "So what can we do for you?" Tony said teirdly, he rubbed his eyes.

"Well two things. The first matter effects you all." He looked to Steve. "And most probably you the most Captain." He said with some respect but with the over powering authority. "You have the winter soilder in your possession, and Sheild want to take him from you." People started clamouring at once.

"Shut it." You shouted. "Let him finish." Nick Fury nodded at you.

"The decision is not yours to make. The winter solider is dangerous, as I'm sure your aware won't talk or obey any of you." Steve glanced at you frowning. "Which leads me to my second matter. Which concerns the Starks." Your heart was beating so fast, you were close to a panic attack.

"I'm sorry to put his out there Y/N. You know I care about you deeply." You shut your eyes.

"Fury shut it!" Tony snapped. "Say one more word I dare you." He said slamming his fists down on the table.

"Stark! You've been hiding the documents that contain Y/N past. Shield only found their traces at that last Hydra bass where the winter soilder was found." You stumbled backwards. Tony glanced up at you.

"Fury, I'm warning you say what's in them and I'll blast your face off your shoulders." He hissed.

"Stark you could be arrested for this!" Nick explained. Tony shrugged.

"I don't care. This is my daughter at stake!"

"She's not your daughter." Bucky said from the doorway. You glanced up your hands shaking.

"Why Is he walking around?" Nick said jumping up. "Steve?" He said looking at the Captains guilty face..

"He's not an animal." He said feebly. Bucky walked forward, he tried to take your arm but you jumped back.

"Dont touch me!" You said hysterically. Tony was over the table in seconds and in the middle of the two of you.

"Hands off my daughter Barnes." He said as he heard your breaths hitch.

"SHE'S NOT YOURS!" he screamed. "Shes mine." The room went deathly silent. You gently moved Tony to one side.

"I was never yours." You shouted. "Tony is my dad and he always will be. You abused me, you killed Mom with that arm out of anger! You left me to die you didnt even look back. You ignored me for years, let them hurt me without even trying to stop them. I hate you and I could never love you!"

He blinked in surprise at your tone. "Then why did you save me?" He said with a scoff.

"I told you. For Steve. I care deeply about Steve. And if you make him happy then I'm going to do everything I can to make sure you remember who he is, and so you two can be reunited. That doesnt mean I have to care for you in anyway. Just seeing you makes me sick!"

Tony was in front of you again. "Breathe sweetheart." You hadn't even realised you were having a panic attack. Your hands were shaking madly. You breathing fast and un- even. Your legs started to go numb as Tony helped you to the floor. With his calm words and soft hands you soon calmed down.

The room was still silent. Bucky had slumped down in a chair. Nick stood up. "The only way you can keep Mr Barnes here is if a family member agree to take care of him." Your eyes darted to Steve. He looked upset like he knew that you couldnt do it. You looked at Tony, he shook his head. You shut your eyes.

"I'll do it." You said your voice cracking. Tony went to say something, "For Steve." You said shutting him up. You stood up, and went to leave.

"Y/N. There's something else you should know." Nick said. "Mr Barnes do you want to tell her or should I?" Bucky stood up and turned round.

"The reason I hurt you was because the told me to. They needed to break you to make your powers work." He took a deep breath. "And if I didnt they said they'd kill your mom." You frowned.

"She's already dead." He shook his head. "So you chose her over me?" He nodded.

"I'm not proud of it, but at the time I thought she was the one, and you were just a kid. I could have another." You nodded biting your lip.

"Brutal honesty."

"Y/N. I'm sorry I'd change it of I could."

"Where is mom?" You asked. "Dead now?" He nodded.

"She begged me to kill her. So I did." You half screamed in frustration. "She'd been tortured ever since you were four years old she couldn't take it anymore." You didnt listen to the rest, you'd left. You ran to your room and slammed the door. You screamed, shook waves shook the whole building. It knocked out everyone bar Steve and Bucky. Even you collapsed afterwards.

"Steve.." Bucky started.

"Dont." He said. "I see why you did I do. I cant say for sure I would have done differently had it been Peggy. I'd like to think I would but.. But you've damaged her badly Buck. Its gonna take a long time." He walked away leaving Bucky standing there.