Memory.

Part Ten.

I drove home and I still hadn't heard anything from Harry. I looked through my phone when I got home after picking up the twins and I saw his contact. Harry Styles.

I decided to look through my texts with him.

There were only a few. Maybe I deleted the others. But the ones that were still left were all from Harry, saying "I love you," "I wish I could hold you in my arms one last time." "I cannot live without you any longer." and last, but not least.,, "I wish you could spend tonight with me."

Spend the night with him? Did I? What did I do when he sent me these texts? Did I go over there and... you know... do that?

It was killing me inside not knowing whether or not I was a virgin. I never thought I would be faced with this problem in life... having to ask someone if I am a virgin! Talk about an embarrasing "back when I was in high school" story to tell my kids one day.

Time flew by quick when I got home and before I knew it it was 7:00. I had played with Connor and Bria for an hour and a half and I didn't even realized I had to leave in 45 minutes.

I jumped up from the sofa where we were all playing Candy Land.. the game the twins insisted on playing instead of doing their homework. What can I say, I am a sucker for their little puppy dog-faces.

"Where are you going Amby?" Bria asked sweetly.

I knelt down beside her. "I have to go get ready for something very important tonight. Guess who is coming over for a play date while I am gone?"

Bria's eyes lit up with excitement as anticipation built up in her little body. I didn't keep her waiting any longer. I said, "Charis!"

Both Connor and Bria screamed with excitement and yelled in unison, "Yaaaay! Charis is coming!"

So Charis was right, they did adore her.

"But... mommy can't know about your play date with Charis, okay?"

"Whyyyy?" Connor asked.

"Well you see, I don't want mommy to know Charis is fixing you dinner and not me. Mommy told me to but I am suuuuuuper busy, so Charis is being suuuuper nice and helping out. Okay?"

The way I dragged out the word 'super' caught their attention and I am pretty sure they didn't even pay attention to the rest. They won't say a word to my mom.

I ran up the stairs and walked in my giant closet to find a mini dress to wear. I had seen several as I skimmed through the many racks of clothes but I didn't find one that gave me that WOW-factor. And I wanted that wow factor.

All the sudden my eye caught a white with a gold necklace attached to it. It was a mini dress alright... very mini. I tried it on though and I loved it. It was so gorgeous and I actually felt... pretty in it, something I don't even remember feeling recently.

I accented the dress with a hot pink clutch and some gold accessories to match the gold necklace that was built with the dress. I started looking for shoes and I found pink heels that matched my clutch, so I slid them on. My luck, these were the first comfy heels I have found in my closet. Why did I have SO many shoes??

(A/N: The picture at the beginning of this chapter is what I pictured the dress looking like...)

I looked at my phone and it was 7:30. Damn. I just have 15 minutes to do something with my hair. I decided to do some soft curls with my wand. A wand is much like a curling iron but it makes different, softer looking and tighter curls. I loved it.