Memory.

Part Twelve.

A/N: OMG GUYS DO YOU SEE THAT GIRL IN THE COVER PIC FOR THIS CHAPTER? IT'S ME!!! (I had a photoshoot yesterday so I just used it hehe. What do y'all think? I like it!! I might use more of them!)
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"Oooo.. sounds serious." Harry laughed it off.

"Actually it is Harry." I looked at him with no humor in my voice. "I mean it is serious for me."

"Oh." He said. "Okay. I will answer any of your questions. Just ask away."

I stopped and felt my palms sweating. I pulled them out of Harry's hands that they have been intertwined with this whole time. I felt like the room was 101 degrees, and I was a nervous wreck.

"Wow, it must be really serious, you are so pale." Harry said. "Are you okay?"

"No... I mean I just don't know how to ask this. It's a complicated question and it is embarrasing as hell to ask." I sighed.

"Baby... you don't have to be embarrassed in front of me. I have seen your good side, bad side, emotional side, angry side.. I mean I have seen it all."
Harry assured me, but that just made me feel even worse.

"That's just it, Harry! I have no idea just how much of me you have seen..." I hinted.

"What do you mean?"

I sighed. "Harry. I don't know if we have.... you know...?"

"No, I don't know?" Harry was clueless.

There really isn't a right way to ask this. I might as well just come out and say it. What do I have to lose? I already lost my memory.. it can't get much worse, can it? I blurted out, "Am I a virgin?"

Harry's eye grew wide. He was really really caught off guard. "Oh." He stuttered.

At his response and his shocked reaction, I crumbled under the amount of humiliation I felt. My head fell into my palms and I groaned. "Ugh! Why am I so stupid. I shouldn't have asked. I'm sorry. I-"

He cut me off, "Amber! Stop. Don't do this to yourself, I am glad you asked! You have every right to ask that question. It's your body, you should know."

"Okay..." I sighed. "So...?"

Harry bit the inside of his cheek. "We... we have slept together."

So. I am not a virgin. And I don't even remember my first time. That is the worst situation ever! You know.. besides the whole car accident and amnesia thing. But this is kinda the same thing I guess. It all relates back to my accident.

"Oh. Um... that's- that's news all right.." I tried to find words to say.

"Yeah. But I don't want you to stress yourself out over it. I didn't want to lie to you though, you need to know the truth." Harry said truthfully.

"No, yeah.. I am glad you told me. It's been killing me inside not knowing if I was a virgin. But I guess I'll just have to ... find a way to get over the fact that I don't remember having sex with you. But with a guy like you I don't see how a girl could forget!" I laughed but then realization hit me. "Oh my gosh! I can't believe I just said that!" My hands covered my mouth and I was shocked that I said that.

Harry laughed. "It's okay, it's okay." He laughed even more. "But.. thank you for that I guess? If that was a complement??" We both burst out laughing.

"I don't know. Maybe it is. Mind mind wasn't working well with my mouth, that's all." I laughed.

We sat there, still in the floor of some bedroom in Penny's house.. our laughter died down and we sat in utter silence.