Memory.

Part Six.

Beep beep. Beep beep.

I rolled over and slide my alarm on my phone off. I dreaded today, but I am looking forward to one thing: seeing Harry.

I got up and went over to my walk-in closet. I wore jeans and a tshirt yesterday, because that's all I felt comfortable in at the moment. But how did the old me dress?

I went through outfit after outfit and I couldn't believe the clothes that I had. I had mini dresses, short skirts and shorts, and cropped tops. Nothing that I felt decent in.

But, maybe if I wear what the old me wore... I might remember something? It's worth a shot. I found high waisted shorts and a cropped top that was basically like a bra. Ugh.

I walked down the stairs and I was afraid of what my mom might say. Usually moms are like "you think I'm going to let you walk out the door in that??"

I walked in the kitchen and she was packing my siblings lunchbox. She looked up and said, "Oh Amber! You look so cute!"

My jaw dropped. "Really?" I looked my skanky outfit up and down. "It's not too.... you know?"

"No! You look like your old self." She grinned. "Okay, I have to get to work, I have a surgery to perform at 8. I might be working a little over today, so feed your brother and sister." She walked out of the kitchen hastily before I could get a word in.

I ran after her and she was at the stairs yelling, "Connor! Brianna! Mommy's gotta get going, come on!"

The twins came hurdling down the steps with glowing smiles. Bria hugged me, then followed Connor.

I spoke up, "Wait, what do I fix for dinner?"

"There's glazed lamb chops in the freezer. Just cook some potatoes and veggies with it and make sure Connor eats his greens." And then she, along with Connor and Bria, were out the door.

Geez, what rushy people. Wait, I'm a part of this "people." And how the hell am I supposed to cook lamb chops?!

I grabbed my backpack and keys and went out the door. I don't have time to stress over lamb chops. As I drove down the rode, I flipped the radio on. Then the question arose: what kind of music do I like?

The Cd that was playing was Miley Cyrus, Bangerz? What the hell. She's not a bad singer actually- it was quite enjoyable to be honest. Then came Ighy Azaela. She is so unique in her music and that makes me love her even more.

I pulled into the school parking lot. My eyes immediately caught Harry leaning against his car while he was on the phone. God, he's so sexy....Woah, this is a new side of Amber!

I parked far away from Harry because I chickened out.. I got out and started walking, self conscious about my appearance for obvious reasons. I looked down and all the sudden my eyes caught something- a belly button ring? How long have I had that damn thing in?? I need to take that out.

I looked around for Harry but there was no sign of him. All the sudden hands wrapped around my waist and I squealed and laughed, causing everyone to stare.

A mop of curly hair and emerald eyes appeared in front of me with a smile on his pale face. "Hey there."

"Well Good morning to you, too." I laughed.

"It made you laugh didn't it? That's a pretty damn good way to start the day if you ask me." He smirked.

"Whatever." I laughed.

We walked in the school and it seemed like alot of people were staring - more than yesterday. All the sudden a red headed girl approached me screaming at the top of her lungs, but smiling.