Have you every wanted to feel LOVED....
Have you every feel like a MISTAKE.....
Maybe because they were only BUILT for WAR......
That's how Jasper Hale and Sabrina Swan feel all the time
BUT maybe together the MIGHT pull though......
Join Jasper an...
I looked my self in the mirror to see if anything was out of place and it seemed like everything was fine but I started thinking to myself " why did I agree to this again?, I'm acting like a schoolgirl going on her first date!?" But then I thought about......this is my first date I've never went out with any guy before.......so this IS my first date.......shit....... i'm fucking lonely.
Thankful I don't have to worry about Bella or my dad because my dad was at work and Bella went back to the beach when she drop me off at home so I don't need to worry about being questioned.
I finished applying some mascara on my eyes when I heard someone knock on the door and I knew exactly who it was, I quickly picked up my purse and put my wallet, phone and so lipstick into it, then I started walking down the stairs to answer the door.
I was going as slow as possible because I was so nervous about this and that stupid bubbly feeling was back in my chest again, what if someone sees us together, there were so many thoughts going through head it made me more nervous and scared to go on this date but when I finally made it to the door I had seen Jasper wearing a very handsome outfit that hugged his toned chest and muscles, I have to say he was WAY more built than I thought he was!!.
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( that's jaspers outfit)
He was dropdead gorgeous and if this date really did work out then I might end up having a boyfriend at the end of this, because for some reason he makes me happy.....no matter what he does even if it's just the littlest of things it can still make me smile and the way he flirts with me make the bubbly feeling burst inside of me.
Soon the tugging feeling started again and I can feel myself getting pulled towards him but I never said anything nor did I take my eyes off him, he was just too handsome to look away from and when I finally realize the tugging feeling I was already brought straight into his arms.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and looked at me with a smirk which was hell a HOT, but then I noticed I was staring at him and before I could look away he spoke up " well Darlin', are we going to get go on our date or do you want to keep staring at me?" He gave me a charming smile after he finish speaking, all I could do was blush and I swore the bubbly feeling in my stomach exploded.
I stuttered out a response " N-No!?, I-I-I w-wasn't staring!!, let's j-just get g-going already, O-OK!?" I grabbed his upper arm with both my hands and started dragging him back to his car, he only chuckled in the background letting me lead him there and when we made it to his car we both got in and started driving down the road.
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We were on the road for at least 30 minutes until we made it to a nice little restaurant and I have to say it was a quite a fancy one for a place in Forks, but nonetheless it was quite nice for my first date and I was kind of excited.
Jasper then came up to my side of the car opening the door for me and putting his arm out for me to lock mine into, I giggled softly at how much of a gentleman he was and put my arm around his and we started walking up the stairs to the restaurant.
As we were entering the restaurant Jasper looked a little tense but nonetheless kept walking, I wondered why he was so tense but I shook it off.
We went into the restaurant and I seen a male host's the front and soon the host's started checking me out and it made me quite uncomfortable because for some reason I didn't like him looking at me so I sent the host's a glare.
I only like it when Jasper would look at me in that way but the next thing I know Jasper growled beside me in a threatening way, the hostess then stopped checking me out and looked over at Jasper and became a little scared but nonetheless guided us to our reserve table.
I looked over at Jasper and smiled at him and he returned it with a gorgeous smile back, and I have to say being up close to him makes it easy for me to see all his facial features, he has such nice jawline and his eyes look like melted gold but I noticed a very faded scar on his lower cheek and it went down to his jawline, I though to myself 'where could he have gotten that from?'.
When we finally made it to our table the host's pulled out my chair for me so I could sit down, so out of kindness I did but to say I was uncomfortable was a under statement.
I didn't like how he was being so kind towards me but I seen Jasper look at him with a death glare and if looks could kill he'd be done for already.
The hostess said " A waiter will be sent out to you guys in a minute " and before leaving he gave me one last look and then turned away and walked back to his post.
I look over at Jasper and say " that guy is giving me the creeps, why does he keep looking at me like that?" Jasper turn to me and smiled saying " well who wouldn't you look gorgeous but it did piss me off when he kept checking you out".
I could see his face had a scowl on it, it made me giggle lightly at his reaction and it somehow make me happy as well because I like seeing him jealous over me.
' wait hold of Sabrina!, You're on a date so stop getting ahead of yourself, you have no idea how this is going to go just let it play out and stop thinking weird' I thought in my head.
This time the waiter was a female and I could tell that she was checking Jasper out and it made me angry and she wasn't paying any attention on doing her job but instead looking at my Jasper so I spoke " excuse me, are you going to do your job or you going to keep looking at my date".
She snapped to head over me and gave me a death glare but then asked what we wanted, we ordered our food and she walked away but not before giving Jasper one final wink.
Oh that pisses me off but Jasper then looked at me with a smirk and asked " jealous are we" all I did was blushing look away, find interest in the wall beside me, he only chuckled putting his hand on top of mine saying " there's no need to be jealous because I would never leave you for any other woman in this town because they could never compare to you".
And I was so beyond touched nobody has ever said that to me before and it made me so happy to know that he cared about me this much.
I looked at Jasper then said honestly "Jasper......I really do love you......this weird bubbly feeling and all the tugging around it worth dealing with if it means I can be with you, but I guess you could say I was afraid of falling in love because I didn't want you to see my scars" I gave him a smile still a little afraid of putting my trust in someone else.
He gave me a smile and his eyes shine with so much love, he then spoke " i'm so glad we share the same feeling and I promise that I'll take great care of you and I don't mind your scars as long as you except mine so please trust me".
I smiled at him saying " ok......i'll trust you, I'll except your scars because we both have our own problems but hopefully we can help each other through them".
Soon the rope that kept tugging at us became solid around our hearts, and when it did Jasper said" well ma'am I don't know about you but let's ditch this restaurant and the people who keep checking us out?" I smiled nodding my head, we got up and started to walked out the doors but before we made it all the way out Jasper gave the male hostess the bird before walking out the door.
And I have to say it was the best first date ever and I was glad it was with my student Jasper Hale......
To be continued...
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Sorry guys it took so long I recently got back to work and it's been taking A LOT of my time but I promise I'll try my best to get more stories up so I hope you can be patient and thanks for all the support but until then!! Author~Chan
