Have you every wanted to feel LOVED....
Have you every feel like a MISTAKE.....
Maybe because they were only BUILT for WAR......
That's how Jasper Hale and Sabrina Swan feel all the time
BUT maybe together the MIGHT pull though......
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The pain that I once felt started to go numb, I didn't feel it anymore but I felt a strong body beside me it was quite cold as well, as I slowly started opening my eyes I could see Jasper they're laying beside me playing gently with my hair, my heartbeat started to pick up and I could see his head leaning down towards me and he gave me a gentle smile.
Jasper whispered " are you all right darlin', you're not hurting anymore" I nodded my head quietly before closing my eyes and remembering what he told me, I gave a deep breath before saying " so..... you're a vampire?" Jasper tensed up beside me before he said " yes Darlin, i'm a vampire....are you scared of me?".
I thought for a second, was I really scared of him?, I couldn't find it within myself to be actually scared of him because for some reason I knew he was good!, I knew he wasn't like all the others that I've met, I looked up at him with confidences in my eyes and said" no, I'm not scared of you it was just a shock to hear that word again" he gave me a silent nod before wrapping his arms around my waist and bringing me closer to him, placing my head on top of his chest while he continued to play with my hair.
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We just sat there in silence for a while finding comfort within each others arms and as we just continue to sit there I heard a soft knock on the door and Jasper said quietly "come in", Carlisle walk in with a small smile and said " it seem like the two of you are OK, I just wanted to come and check up on you Sabrina to make sure you're not in any pain" I nodded my head and Carlisle did his Doctor thing and checked me over.
As Carlisle said I was all right and there shouldn't be any more pain he left the room and it was just me and Jasper again, I looked over at Jasper and finally said " can you explain to me why you're different?" Jasper looked at me before gently taking my hand in his and said " my family and I think we're vegetarians" I gave a small laugh before asking " vegetarians, how?".
Jasper took a unneeded breath in and said " we only drink the blood of animals, we can't drink human bleed the guilt is too much" I clenched his hand tighter showing him that it was all right and that I understood Jasper then looked at me with a serious gaze and said " but I need you to tell me Sabrina, what are you?" I froze up for a second I don't know if I'm ready to tell him or anybody what I am, I am too afraid they would look at me differently.
I started to shake a bit and Jasper quickly realized that this was something I was not comfortable with so he quickly said ". Sabrina!, I understand this is an uncomfortable topic for you but I need to understand what's going on with you, what makes you so different?" I looked at him and the only thing I could see in his eyes was love and concern but I was just so afraid.
I whisper lowly" I was used in a experiment.....they call it the VCS...." Jasper looked at me confused but let me continue " this place held all different types of people no matter what race, age, blood type or anything all you were was the toy they experiment on" I could see Jasper fist curl around the bed post almost making it snap, he looked so angry no he was pissed and I could tell he was slowly putting the pieces together.
He looked at me and I could see his eyes fighting between the golden and black colours again as he said in a much thicker accent" you.....were one of THEM, weren't you?" I slowly nodded my head not wanting to look at him, I was ashamed of what I went through and I didn't know what he felt but what would happen next shock to me, I feel his arms quickly picking me up bridal style and the next thing I knew we were out of the house in minutes.
I let out a small scream of shock seeing as I wasn't prepared for the sudden movement and how fast he was going, where he was taking me I have no clue, soon we came to Riverbank with a waterfall, it was the same one I had in the dream but I knew this was for a different reason than the dream was about.
Jasper placed me on the ground and turn to look at me I could still tell he was having an inner dilemma with himself because of his eyes but I didn't ask what it was about I just waited for him to talk " I need you to tell me what you know please, anything that I can work with to keep you safe!" I looked at him shocked before yelling " how do you know I was in danger?!".
Jasper looked at me and said " For some reason when you were in pain I felt the same thing you were going through and soon I got random memories, I knew they didn't belong to me but I soon realized they were yours!, I seen things that you went through but it wasn't enough for me to fully understand what was going on, all I know is that you were in danger and you still are!!" I didn't know how to comprehend anything that was told to me, how was I supposed to say anything when he just told me he saw the things I went through well at least a little bit of it.
The next thing I know he pulls me into a tight hug while whispering into my ear " let me help you, please you don't have to do this alone...." and with that we just continue to hug, while I was still trying to find the words to speak.
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