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================================| Sabrina POV |
I was having a dream of Jasper, it was odd because I don't know why I was having this dream?, it was about the two of us sitting by a river bank me sitting in his lap and the both of us looking so happy but I don't understand why.
But soon the dream turned into a nightmare as Jasper was ripped away by some type of force and I was back in the old lab again with those damn doctors all around me and they had there stupid clipboards.
The head doctor, dr.Cesar came up to me saying those dreaded words again " well Ms.Swan it's time for the annual test~" dr. Cesar looked at one of the men and said " Get the mixture ready and put it in a needle we're testing it today" I looked at him with fear in my eyes and the male doctor looked shocked at what he said but listen anyways.
I started freaking out and crying, I hated this nightmare....I hated everything about it, being in that stupid lab!.....hearing all the painful screams it was horrible.....it the worst place in the world because........ it's where I became a MONSTER....
But then a wave of calmness came over me and a smooth and gentle voice started whispering sweet words in my ear, I felt myself relaxing from the horrible nightmare as it slowly disappearing but I want to know who this was so forcing myself awake and when I open my eyes to see that it was only my window?, cold air was coming in.
Maybe it was just the wind that was blowing through my window that calmed me down but it felt so lifelike.
I got nervous for a second, I didn't want anyone to see me cry from a nightmare of my military days not even Bella knew about them.
But forgetting about everything that happened and fixing myself up I got out of bed and check my alarm clock, it was 4:30 in the morning I thought it was good enough to wake up, so I started making my way to the kitchen for a small snack and then go back to my room and get ready for the day.
| Jasper POV |
Why, why was she crying so heavily....one minute her emotions were so calm and caring and then the next they turned it's such a great amount of fear that I even started getting scared for no reason.
I didn't know what to think at that moment but I knew I had to do something so I use my gift to calm her down it seems to of been working but it wasn't enough so then I went up beside her and started whispering kind words to try and calm her down and it seem like that helped her.
when I was sitting beside her on her bed whisper kind words to her I was able to feel her warm skin beside my freezing cold hands , I don't know why but that was very calming to me.
Sitting here beside her was driving me crazy I wanted to be able to tell her everything but I didn't want to scare her away and that stupid pulling thing wasn't making it any better.
I feel so desperate to be around her, seeing her beautiful soft eyes and hearing her angelic voice drove me insane, I wanted to touch every inch of her body but I knew I wouldn't be able to hold myself back if I did.
Is this what it feels like to have a mate?, even though it makes me feel insane it's like a good kind, the kind where you feel so loved and cared just by being around the other person, I've waited so long for this that I'm not going to lose it even if it takes forever.
I wonder what Sabrina going to do today maybe I could bump into her somehow and start up a conversation with her.
After crawling out of my Darliñ window see that she was waking up, I had made it to the ground and started ran to the forest line and ended up accidentally bumping into Edward on the way.
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