"ugh, you are such a dick!" i say to my roommate, yoongi. all he does is stare at me with a cocky smile on his face
"funny, you weren't saying that when my dick was inside of you," yes, my roommate does just so happen to be my boyfriend, yoongi used to be so sweet, i don't know what happened to my little baby
"fuck you, i'm staying at lia's tonight," i turn around and start making my way to my room when yoongi grabs my wrist, making me stare at him with fire in my eyes
"let me go!" i furiously say but he doesn't budge
"babe calm down, i was just joking. don't leave me tonight, please."
"no yoongi you don't get to start acting cute now, i'm fucking mad at you!" i aggressively jab my pointer finger in his chest
"jagi..."
"you knew what the fuck was going on yet you still stayed in that damn studio, i fucking needed you, but you weren't there for me! i'm always there for you yoongi! that shit's not fair," i aggressively wipe my tears before walking into my room and slamming the door shut, causing my vase to fall over. when i go to it i end up slicing my finger and i yelp in pain. it's all too much for me, i can feel the walls closing in on me and my breath becoming spotting
it's happening again...
i'm having a panic attack
"y-yoongi!" i try to call out his name as i back myself into a wall, why can't i just be okay?
"y/n? baby what's wrong?" yoongi comes to some and sees my slightly bleeding finger and tears streaming down my face, he cradles my face into hands
"baby i need you to breath, can you do that for me y/n? please baby please," i could see the tears coming to yoongi's eyes, icould see worry swimming through his eyes, which surprisingly calmed me down
once yoongi notices my breathing is steady he grabs the back of my neck and puts it into his chest so he could hug me and then places a kiss on the top of my head
"y/n baby i'm so sorry, i didn't mean to hurt you baby i promise you," i shut yoongi up with a kiss on his lips, when i pull away i wipe the tears strolling down his face
"let's just forget about what happened in the lash 48 hours, cool?"
"y/n promise me next time something like this happens you call me, and i promise that i'll pick up and run to you baby please it hurts me to see you like this..." the two of us stare at each, examining the look on our faces
"okay i promise baby," we both smile at each other before leaning in for another hug
the end.