Black Rain || JHS ✓

09

Yoongi's P.O.V

I pulled my car over the side ways of the back gate & the boys hopped in.

"Where are we going, Jimmy?", Jungkook asked looking quite tensed.

"I don't remember exactly, it was Columbia right?", Jimmy in turn looked at Joon who wasn't having it at all. I swear if I wasn't driving I would have slapped all of his teeth out.

"We are going to Mausoleum. And it's Columbarium not Columbia.", I could see Jin rolling his eyes at the younger.

"Can you guys please stop & let me concentrate on the map?", I said watching them through front mirror. Though I was driving, my mind was stuck up on the events of that day.

After reaching the Mausoleum, we split up to find Hobi, trying not to create any hype. That's when I saw her cremation niche. I saw her favourite flowers still fresh in the cremation vase. If Hobi was not there, then there's only one place left.

I sent a text in the group to meet me near the exit. After all of them gathered we went towards the tent bar. It was a chilly night. We reached that area. It was warm & cozy. We all were walking towards that particular tent bar & of course there was Hobi drowned among the bottles of soju. The bad part was he had an incredibly lower tolerance to alcohol. He even got drunk in small amount of this neutral tasting vodka.

He was out. And we were relieved. Last year on this day, he got drunk & went to jump off a bridge. If it wasn't Joon holding him on time, we would have been visiting his cremation niche too.

We carried him to my house & laid him on the bed. All the boys stayed at my place to take care of him. This motherchucker rather pay me later for disrupting my sleep.

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Hoseok's P.O.V

I woke up to a severe headache. Where was I? The room looked so familiar but I remembered being at the tent bar. I got up & stumbled upon a something. And it was Jimmy? Why is he here, that to sleeping on the floor? I rubbed my eyes to find five familiar figures. I was in Yoong's room & Jin was sleeping on bed while the others on the floor? Why? I had this sudden urge to vomit & rushed to washroom. I felt a hand rubbing my back. It was Jimmy. He held me up & on returning back to the room I saw all of them awake. Jin came back after a minute or two with hangover soup. While chugging down the soup, I could see their tired & disappointed faces.

"How many more times do we need to do this Hobi?", Yoong said while looking at the wall behind me.

"I'm sorry. I didn't want to. I miss her. I didn't deserve her. ", I was already sobbing. Jin patted my back.

"Yoong can you not? Quit it for now.", Joon said leaning his head on Kook's shoulder.

"Why should I? It's not only him who misses her. We all do. It has been 2 years Joon. 2 fucking years without her. What is he trying to prove? To whom is he trying to prove? We all know it. He. Fucking. Killed. Her.", with that Yoong left the room slamming the door.

I got up to leave but Joon came towards me, hugging me.

"Don't take him seriously, we all know he didn't mean it.", Jin said now back hugging me. I smiled through my tears but deep down all of us believed that I killed her.

We all got ready and headed for the university. Yoong didn't talk to me & I didn't had the courage to approach him.

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