Chapter 9

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Mattia's POV

I was leaned on the bathroom sink with both of my hands looking in the mirror. I glanced at the little bottles in front of me hesitating to touch them or not. My dads words were spinning in my head : " Tesoro, you need to take those pills to control yourself". I've been forced to take them from the age of 16 when I first killed my neighbour with 18 bullet in his head. It's hard for me to control my anger but I'm working on it. I'm growing up and starting to feel better without them. I took one bottle which said "Zoloft" and threw pills in the toilet and flushed it. I exhaled and felt something heavy in my chest. I know I shouldn't be doing this but I can't be depended on pills my whole life. I splashed cold water on my face and Alejandro walked in my bathroom with towel wrapped around his waist. He had a playful smile as always and showing his dimples which were making females go crazy.
Me - Che cazzo ci fai qui? ( what the fuck are you doing here) - I aksed him when he grabbed my deodorant.
Alejandro - Cálmate, I'm going on a date.
His spanish was the second thing I was jealous of after his dimples.
Me- You can't just walk in my bathroom like an asshole- I started brushing my teeth. If we weren't childhood friends I'd cut his balls.
Alejandro - hey can I ask you something?
Mattia - go ahead and then leave me alone
Alejandro - why did you shot this guy last night?
My eyes widened and I stopped brushing teeth, looking at him in the mirror:
Me - how do you know about this
Alejandro - Lea told me, she was fucking pissed and would definitely fight you if I wasn't there to calm her down. You know she's not fucking around when she's angry.
Me - I don't give a fuck what does she think and it's none of your business what I do and who do I kill. Did you hear me right ?
Alejandro - chill Mattia ... I was just asking... you don't usually play games with pussies like him in general. I just don't understand the point.  Do you like her ?
I smiled.
Me - Ale... remember Amalia?
His face changed and smile faded away.
Me - let me have fun one more time and stop with those questions okay budd?
Alejandro - Mattia you ruined her and her boyfriends life why do you have do this again. 

I buttoned up the black shirt I was wearing :
- Because I'm Mattia Polibio and I always get what I want.
He shook his head:
Alejandro - so she's a new doll to have fun with ? 
Me - yes, before we leave America...
He didn't seem happy but I couldn't care less.
Me - everything's gonna be over till we go to Italy...
I smiled and left the bathroom.

Nana' POV
Jacob was sent to home from hospital the next day after the accident. Police was convinced that I didn't shoot him after Jacob telling everything to them. I tried to contact him 10 times but he wasn't answering. It was weird so I went to his house bringing his favourite ice cream. I knocked on the door and his mom opened it:
Me - Hello Mrs. Sanders - I hugged her with smile on my face but when she didn't hug me back I looked at her confused. She didn't seem happy to see me I could tell.
Me - umm... I was... I ... Jacob wasn't answering my messages and I decided to visit him... is he okay ?
Her - he doesn't wanna talk to anyone ... I'm sorry.
Me - can you please tell him that I really wanna talk to him?
She sighed and disappeared in the corridor.
It was dark and cold outside. I was in my thoughts when Jacobs face appeared in the door. His arm was wrapped in white bandage.
Me - let's go for a walk to the park.
He nodded his head and we started walking.
Me - why weren't you answering my calls?
Jacob- I needed to rest from this bullshit - he said with an angry tone and I felt pain in my chest.
Me - yes... I don't blame you... I still have no idea what is happening to us.
Jacob - we can just say their names to the police Nana... - he stopped and looked in my eyes.
Me - wha- what do you mean...
Jacob - you can tell Lea's name, she even told you her hotel where she's staying. If police catch one the entire gang is fucked. It's all in your hands do you understand?
Me - I can't believe you're telling me this right now Jacob. Do you even realize that their the most wanted criminals in the world? They have people around the world. Are you dumb?
He frowned and we were in silence for another minute. Then he finally managed to say :
- I can't do this anymore...
My heart stopped for a second.
Jacob - I just can't put my life in danger ... I'm only 20...
I looked at him with teary eyes :
Me - wha.. what do you mean ?
Jacob - we should brake up Nana... im sorry... I can't do this... next thing you know they'll kill me you hear me ?
I laughed in pain, knowing he isn't someone who wouldn't leave me alone in this situation.
Me - so you're saying no to everything we've had and leaving that easily?
He didn't say anything at first and then mumbled :
- I'm sorry.
I wiped my tears away not wanted him to see me crying.
Me - you can leave Jacob Sanders... forever... you'll never see me ever again, the one who put you in danger. You're free now.
How stupid was I thinking he was the one.
He tried to get close to me :
- DON'T U DARE AND TOUCH ME.. LEAVE. NOW !
He looked at me one last time and walked away. I went down on my knees and burst out crying.

Mattia's POV
I was looking at them talking something and I could see her saddened eyes. Wonder what did this jerk tell her this time. When he left I knew what was happening, anger filled my veins.
This bastard, could've killed him in the first place.
I don't know why did I feel angry but for some reason I wanted to kill him. Then I saw her kneeling down, tears streaming down her eyes. Her brown hair which was always perfectly straight now looked like a mess. Her little body was shaking and she had her beautiful, long fingers covering her face. I didn't know where did these thoughts were coming from but I couldn't stay any second in my car. I got out of it and ran up to her.


I'm sorry for not posting for two days.
Hope you enjoy <3 ^^

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