What would you do if you had to leave everything behind your back at the age of 18 and join the most dangerous Italian gang in the world?
Especially when your competitor is Mattia Polibio?
After the meeting i had a lot to think about. We're going to meet twins soon? What does that even mean? I knew they were for "special bussiness" in italy but this was unexpected. I only heard bad things about them, mattia has told me a lot of shit about them, that they're coldblooded killers and that they like assaulting women. Im not sure if i should believe anything that mattia says but i guess I'll have to judge it by myself. After coming home from meeting, i showered and went in the bar. I've been in this hotel for weeks now and it's getting boring. It's 7pm yet, i planned to drink alone but met alejandro there. After a whole conversation with him, we both were a little tipsy. "Lea, you're just too fucking tensed up, you need to have some fun" alejandro tells me and i raise my brow. "Like seriously, when was the last time you had fun?" He asks me. Well actually i have no idea. Usually when boys go out, i stay inside and workout or watch something by myself or have chill time with kiernan. "Exactly" alejandro responds to my silence. "Okay, what do you have on your mind Rosario, huh?" I say and smile. "Get ready at I'll come in your hotel room at 10pm" he says and i nod. Now i see how i haven't had actual fun in a long time. I have absolutely nothing to wear. I call kiernan and ask her to come with me to buy a dress. "A shopping spree? DUH im on my way" she says and i smile. "It's not a shopping spree, alejandro plans to drag me in the club and i have like 2 hours so, im just looking for a dress" i said and she giggled. "Okay, im on my way" she said and i hung up. Kiernan suggested me to go to Louis Vuitton because she says she loves shopping and they have incredible pieces. Even tho, i have shit tons of money, i never liked to spend it on fancy things. "Stop looking for basic things!" Was all i could hear from kiernan. So i let her choose what to wear and she bought me a tight leather mini-skirt with LV logos all over it, pairing it with a tight black croptop that had chain straps, so i paired it with a necklace and a LV bag. Decided to wear simple black pumps, even tho i never enjoy wearing them. And like he promised, alejandro appeared infront of my door at 10pm. "You look amazing" he said eyeing my entire body. He drove us to a private club, which was in a suspicious place. There were a lot of young people and music was loud. "This place is awesome" kiernan said and smiled. "Told you, you're going to have fun tonight" he said and she and kiernan disappeared in the crowd, leaving me alone at the table with my drink. This usually happens alot, when we go somewhere, kiernan is having more fun and im that quiet friend. I look at people and i get flashbacks from when i used to dance and scream with Nana, when life was easier and all i could worry was my grades. Maybe that's why i dont go to clubs, it reminds me of my teenagehood, which was full of joy. The air is very heavy because it's july and there are a lot of people dancing. I just stand there, leaning in a high table with my hand and sipping Martini. "You should dress like this more often" i feel someone whisper in my ear from behind. Mattia. "You think so?" I ask him, raising my brow. He looks stylish in his outfit, as always. "It makes you look less aggressive and more attraente" (attractive) he says and looks down at my legs and then in my face. "You should drink more, apparently it makes you less of an asshole" i say and smile. "Thanks for the compliment Andalini" he says and gets closer to me. "No problem Polibio" i say and take my purse to walk outside or else it's getting very hard to breathe. Mattias eyes follow me until i get lost in the crowd. I walk outside on the patio and theres a stranger man staring at something. I just stand there and do the same. "Fresh air feels good, doesn't it?" He says and looks me in the face. "Sure" i say. He has bleached hair, with a piercing in his ear and Asian looking face features. "Sometimes it gets so hot in the crowd, thank god they have patios" he says. It's clear he's trying to build a conversation. "Yeah, are you claustrophobic?" I ask him. "Yes, a little" he says and smiles. His voice isn't too deep but it seems nice. "Me too" i say. "I haven't seen you here before" he continues. "Yeah, i don't go to clubs" i say. "Why?" "Well, i have a bussy life." I say and kiernan opens the patio door. "What are you doing here, come down take shots with us" she says and grabs my arm. She saved me from a very boring convo and it's great. Me, alejandro, kiernan, alvaro, kairi and mattia started drinking. We were standing to the bar and kiernan would always say something like "let's drink to money and power" or "to the italians". I was drinking and drinking until i lost the count of shots. Mattia having a strong eye contact with me made me confused as, he'd always flirt with me but he had something on his mind. I just knew it, even when i was intoxicated. He was looking at me so thirsty, trying to get the same reaction from me. I'd lie if I'd say that im not affected. We all go to the crowd and start dancing. I haven't danced in a really long time but it feels nice. As im moving my body through the music, i feel a hand touching me softly on the waist. It's mattia. His another hand holds my hand he starts moving his body the same as me. Im so intoxicated and so horny right now that i forget it's mattia. He turns me around to face him, holding my chin closer to his face, staring in my eyes. "Follow me" he says and starts walking through the crowd , holding my hand. My instincts tell me to follow him and i forget for a minute how much i hate him.
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MATTIAS P.O.V
Im incredibly turned on right now, im to the point that im going to take her in the bathroom. She's intoxicated and probably would agree to anything. This is my chance to own her, to show her one more time what i can do to her. If she has any type of interest in me, i want to take advantage of it and make her want me even more. Paolo has no idea what's yet to come. We're barely to the bathroom, i just turn around and kiss her hard, sliding my tongue in her mouth, making her moan. She doesn't wait, and starts kissing me back, holding my face. I feel how she gave up, i knew she always wanted me, but she's too proud to show it to me. I lift her up in my hands, and walk inside the bathroom. I smash her against the wall, still holding her and not breaking the kiss. "Mattia" i hear her whispering my name. That's it i took over her and she lost herself. I put her down, kneel down and start kissing her inner thigh area. I feel how her body begs for more, she gets goosebumps all over her. "Mattia stop" i suddenly hear, but i don't, because her "true" self tries to break out. Not yet Lea, not yet. "Mattia, i said stop" she screams and puts my head up, by sliding her hand through my hair, pulling it up. Im looking at her from down, and i see she doesn't want this. I get up and try to kiss her, i wont give up this easily. "No" she says and pushes me back, exiting the bathroom. "FUCKING CUNT!" I scream and punch the wall. Maybe paolo is right, maybe im a failure, i can't even fuck a drunk girl. What's so fucking hard about her? What did i do wrong? I FUCKING HATE HER, AND I WONT LET HER REJECT ME LIKE THIS. "Nobody can reject Mattia Polibio" i tell myself in the mirror, while i splash water into my face to calm down. I need my pills.
