Mafia - Mattia Polibio & Dolan Twins.

Chapter 19

LEAS P.O.V.
  
     I couldnt believe my ears when alejandro told me that mattia has killed that poor girl Amalia. I got scared of what i heard because if he thinks that nana is amalia, then he might do something unbelievable again. I neved experienced love, and i feel like it's something that needs understanding. But if mattia loved her for real, he'd let her go and let her live her life. But since he has been in a lot of life traumas, i guess he thinks he owns everything he likes. He can't own her, I wont let that happen.
    After the mission, i went back to my hotel room and took a shower. After i came out i had 10 missed calls from mattia. I called him back but then  the door of my room opened.
     "LEA!" he screamed and i came out of my room.
    "Mattia, what happened?" I asked him.
   "Get dressed, I'll tell you on the way"
   "No, tell me now" i said and took black sweats and a shirt out.
     "We have no time, i don't even know how to explain this" he said, he looked nervous and it looked weird.
     "Just tell me already" i asked him, putting the shirt over my head.
    "There was a shooting at my dads restaurant" he said and i looked up at him.
     "What do you mean" i froze on my place.
     "i don't  believe this neither, i just, i-" i remembered that rick, paolo and sean had a meeting today. No fucking way.
     "Don't tell me that something bad happened" i cut him off.
   "All three of them are shot lea" he said and i instantly put my shoes on and walked to the door.
   "Drive me to the hospital" i told him. For the entire ride we didn't say a word. I was scared of what was waiting for me there. Mattia knew i wouldn't ask too many questions, he drove really fast. I was shocked, nervous, anxious and didn't know what to expect. What if my dad dies? I'd always imagined that he'd live a long life, and I'd see his blonde hair go silver, and now im panicking. I have to stop thinking about the worst.
As soon as i got there,me and mattia both asked for three of them. Paolo came out from a palate, his hand being in a bandage.
   "How are you?" Mattia instantly asked him.
   "Well, im fine" he said and looked back at me.
   "Mr. Andalini is still on the operation just like Mr. Dolan" the nurse said and i sat down, sliding my hands through my hair. It was too much to handle. I need to know what happened.
    "Hey, u fine?" Mattia asked me and i got up. I nod my head and went closer to paolo.
   "What happened" i asked paolo, he looked over at mattia and than at me.
   "Me, your father and sean were discussing your suggestion of wanting to continue the job on your own. All of a sudden, the shooting started, the bullets were dropping from every corner. I was lucky because mattia was there too and he saved me. But i don't know about rick, he lost a lot of blood" as he was telling me i imagined what it would've been like. I wasn't there. I wasn't there to protect him and now he might die.
   "Well, it's great that atleast you feel fine" i said and turned my back at both of them.
   "Where are you going?" Mattia asked me.
   "Not your bussiness" i told him and exited the hospital.
      When something horrible happens, i usually take a long walk to clear my thoughts and stop being negative. It's fine, they'll both wake up, the surgery will be succesful, i know it.
    After walking around for an hour, i got a call from mattia that they're done with the surgery.
   I instantly rushed to the hospital and found the doctor.
   "I did everything i could" he said and blood froze inside my veins.
   "But mr. Dolan lost too much blood, all of his organs had been injured" he said and my heart dropped low.
   "What about andalini?" I asked.
    "He had bullets go through his neck area and he's in coma for now. Im sorry for your loss and i hope that mr.Andalini will wake up soon" he said and rushed into the hall.
             Pause.
           
             Random silence.

          Im left here with mattia, with an information that my dad is in coma and one of the gang leaders died.
         I can't just wrap my thoughts around this.
        I feel like my brain stopped working.
     "Hey are you okay?" Mattia came closer to me, wrapping his hands around my neck and giving me a tight hug. Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry please.
      "Im so sorry" he said. All i could think about was that i needed a saviour. I needed a place where I'd cry and lay my emotions out.
    "Can you drive me to nanas?" I barely said the words. They sounded like pain.
   "Nanas? Um, okay" he said and we both headed outside.
     The drive was silent once again. I wanted him to talk, so that i could run away from my thoughts but he was silent. I don't believe it. The more i think about it, i want to cry more.
  He stopped the car and i prayed for her to be home. I closed the door of the car and didn't even look back at him.
     I banged on the door, and my eyes started tearing up.
    "Hey....what happened?" She opened the door and asked me as soon as she saw my face. Is it that obvious?
  "My dad, he's in coma" i said and started crying out loud. She took me to her living room, sitting down on a couch.  I told her what happened and cried for an hour. She seemed surprised because of my choice.
   "Nana, i love everything i do, but this is too much. Maybe i deserve this because i killed so many people and im a horrible person. I deserved to die not sean or my dad. And i wasn't there i wasnt-" i started to cry again.
  "You're not a horrible person. You're a human who's living her best life. You may be a killer but you're stronger than that. Remember e everything happens for a reason." She told me, wrapping her hands around my and hugging me.
       She doesn't like hugging but she knows it gives me comfort. While beingin her arms, i even forgot what happened for a second.
     "You have to stop blaming yourself. There's nobody to blame. Things just happen and your dad may or may not wake up but atleast you know he lived a life he always wanted and he's proud of you. You're not the lea i know. Lea i know isn't weak and she always thinks with her head. Maybe you need to clear your thoughts, your dad is still alive and he needs you, just like seans family"
    "I just cannot believe you know? Sean dolan is a fucking genius, he has been in so much trouble, he got everything by working so hard. Back then life wasn't easy for any of them. All of them started from zero Nana and he's dead now, by being sabotaged. I'm going to investigate this, and find who ever did this and make their life a living hell." I told her and got up.
   "Now this is what i was talking about" she said and smiled.
  "You're the fucking best" i told her and took my phone out.
  "Carlo?" I said through my phone.
  "Yes?"
   "Call everyone from my group and tell them to gather in LA as fast as possible"
   "Yes boss" he said and i smiled. I have something devilish on my mind.
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What do you think Lea will do?