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This is my 2nd Book.
V ~ "I just want someone that who really loves me and who do not loves for my external beauty just loves me looking inside of my heart, who respects my decision and my career. And he should know about music so th...
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Tae can't stop admiring the beautiful outside view from inside their bedroom. He can clearly watch the Seoul cities most beautiful buildings glowing in the night time. And the dark sky equally glowing with blinking stars. His body shivers lightly whenever the cold wind hits on his skinny body, guk's warmth hug tightens on that tiny waist to gives enough heat to let him enjoy the beautiful sight.
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While tae admiring the beautiful sight, guk feels his lolita's pure happiness by closed eyes. Tae leans his head back on guk's shoulder and caresses his right cheek softly, guk leans into that soft touches. A few minutes later, tae flinched lightly when his fingers feels some hot drops, tears?!!!
He immediately takes off his eyes from sight to guk's face while turns to face him, but guk lowered his head with closed eyes and refused to look up who is trying to make look at him by cups his face very softly.
"Gukkie" calls him softly like calling a kid.
Guk shooks his head again refused to look at him, now tae can clearly see the tears continuously dropping off. Tae eyes are ready to drop the tears at any moment, he connects his forehead with lowered head while wraps his arms around him "Birthday boy should not cry, you don't know that gukkie?" asks softly and trying to lift up his face by forehead, it caused him to lit bump on his nose with guk.
Guk is not in the mood to register anything, because his mind full of occupied by happiness. First time in his life he felt real happy with his one and only family, what else he wants now, nothing! That's what his heart keeps saying to him.
Guk breaks their forehead connection by hug him tightly as buried his face into tae's neck "Thanks, lolita. Thanks for coming into my dark life. You.. you are the one taught me everything, lolita, everything! What is the meaning of life! What is the meaning of happiness! What is the meaning of separation!.." tae listens each of guk's emotional words very carefully, while brushing his hair in embrace "..that separation how will change my whole world. Sadness, crying, anger, sorrow, happiness, love, lust, understanding, patience, affection, compassion, kindness, giving up, EVERYTHING you taught me lolita" guk separates the hug and looking at tae's big doe cute eyes which is ready to let out the tears any time "I know, I hurts you and breaks your heart countless times, and you have been forgiven me the same countless times. I may not deserve to hold your pure heart lolita, but at the same time I never ever say that belongs to someone other than me. I don't care to be selfish in this matter and I am! You are MINE lolita, like I'm yours.." tae's wide happy smile with an eyes went to soft sigh as he's done with his idiot, 💭 My possessive idiot 💭 when tae about to open his mouth to talk, guk stops him by putting finger on his pinkish lips "I'm not done yet, lolita" tae wipes his tears softly and nods as him to continue.
"The past two years without you and our jeong, my life was like I.. I.. can't put into words how much I hated to be alone, and how I badly crazily want to be with you guys. Whenever I watch you through the came it was killing me alive. I hated myself for everything. That two years was like 2000 years I crossed, that's how I felt. But now! When you guys are with me it was like two days going like a two seconds" tae chuckles and bumped on his forehead softly at his childish statement at the same time he can clearly understand his gukkie's two year of life cursed by him, he takes a deep breath before continuing to hears.
