he was wreckless, something an idol could not afford to be when it comes to love.
and out of all the people he could've fallen for, he fell for a foreigner.
I accidentally woke up at 9:30 and realized that I had never actually tried the hotel's breakfast so before breakfast ended, I raced to put on some sweats and a bra, and hurried to the elevator. When it reached the 30th floor (my room was on the 48th), the doors opened and a very tired-looking Felix stumbled in with Jeongin behind him. He obviously was not fully awake yet and hadn't noticed me. " Ahem. " I fake coughed. " Mm? " he lazily moved his gaze to look at me. It took him a moment to register who I was and he suddenly straightened up and was wide awake. " Oh. Hi Y/n, did you like the concert yesterday? " he said awkwardly. " Yes of course! " I giggled and he shyly smiled. " Are you going to breakfast? " I nodded. " Let's go together " I said. He gave a small nod. Jeongin had just noticed me and was suspiciously smiling and glancing between the two of us. " So she's Y/n...Hiii I am Jeongin, maknae of Stray Kids! Thank you for being our fan! " Although he was older than me, he just looked so cute!! So I did the unthinkable. I ruffled his hair. " Hi!! " Jeongin froze and I could see color rising to his face so I quickly jerked my hand away. " Oh my god I'm so sorry! " " I-It's okay " he said quietly.
The elevator doors opened and the three of us headed towards the breakfast area. As we all got our food we saw the rest of the group eating at a nearby table. Jisung noticed us and waved. " Y/n! " a bunch of them said, they all seemed happy to see me and apparently they all knew my name now. We sat down and started eating. I was nearly done with my food but Jeongin for some reason started giving me his. " Eat! " Aww the baby didn't know much English!! Felix watched him in shock for a couple of seconds and proceeded to pile his food on my plate. I turned to look at him, surprised. He looked away and mumbled something along the lines of 'not hungry eat up'. When I finished eating he took my plate for me and we walked off back towards the elevator. " Hey...do you wanna go swimming? " he asked me. " Yeah sure! " I smiled " Just give me a minute to get changed. " " Of course:) "
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We were back together in the jacuzzi. This time we were sitting next to each-other though. I heard him sigh, he leaned on his elbow and turned to me, staring me down.
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" ...What? " " How old are you? " Oh no. That's it. It's over. " S-Sixteen... " " Oh my god you're a baby! " he exclaimed, obviously surprised. " Hey! I'm turning 17 in two weeks! And what's the matter? Aren't you only 19? You're not much older than me. " He ignored me. " Awww baby, you haven't experienced the college life yettt, or anything in real life to be honest! " I splashed him. " Stop it! " I laughed. And before we knew it, we were engaged in a splashing war. I jumped out of the jacuzzi and dived into the pool to get away from him and he dived in after me. It went quiet. " Felix? " I was scared, what if this idiot somehow managed to drown! Suddenly I felt arms grab me from behind, pinning my hands to my sides. Oh my god. I was pinned against him as he was holding me tightly from behind. He rested his chin on my shoulder and smirked. " Try splashing me now. " Ugh why would he always do that deep voice in moments like these?! It was slowly killing me!!!! I could feel his tense abs against my back and when I tried to get out of his hold, I couldn't because he was so freaking strong! " You win! I give up! " I said. I shouldn't have said anything because he let me go right after and well...I didn't wanna be let go:( I turned around and he was looking at me. " We're leaving today, " he said. " back to Seoul to prepare for our next concert. " I couldn't hide the sadness in my voice when I said, " I know... " I looked down. That's it, I will never see him again. " When are you leaving? " he asked. " In two days...My family and I will be flying to Seoul too actually, I'm gonna be staying there until the end of August. " Felix blinked. " Then come to our concert. It's in 3 days. " " I wanted to...but there are no seats left... " " I'm sure my manager can figure something out, I'll make sure he gets you the best tickets! VIP of course! So you can come to another Meet & Greet! " I was speechless. " B-But, would he really be ok with that?! I don't wanna be a burden... " " You're not a burden. You never will be. " He looked towards the ground. " Also...I want you there... " I blushed like crazy but quickly got myself together. " Ok...If everyone is ok with it, I'd love to come. " He looked up and grinned so widely his eyes almost disappeared.
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Aww his freckles!! He grabbed my arm, "Let's go get changed. " and he pulled me towards the towels.
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We decided to meet once more before his checkout. He said I was going to meet his manager so I tried my best to look decent. I wore high-waisted mom jeans and an oversized Off-White shirt, tucked in. After eating with my family, I took the elevator down to meet the group and their manager and their bodyguards at the front desk. " Ohh Y/n!! " It was Changbin, he smiled and waved at me, I did the the same. The manager walked up to me. " So you're Miss. Y/n. Hello. I am Manager Kang. " " Hello Sir! " I bowed. " Hm. Here are your tickets, I have two. I hope that's enough. " He looked at me to confirm and I nodded. Wow his English was really good... " I hope you know Miss Y/n, that it is not easy to obtain tickets this close to the show, and that Felix practically begged me to convince me to do so. Also, if we find any information on us online, about your encounters with Stray Kids here, serious measures will be taken. " I was basically trembling at the time he ended and Felix had to come up behind and give me a side hug. " Hey Manager-hyung! You're scaring her, stop! She wouldn't do that, I trust her. " He turned around and winked at me, making the butterflies in my stomach go wild.
They had finished their checkout and the staff began loading their luggage in the van. Fans were already showing up with posters and signs, the screaming was beginning again and I couldn't help but start to back away towards the elevator. Felix grabbed my hand and pulled me out of sight. " Hey...So...You know, it would be easier, um, if we would be able to contact each other...Um Manager would probably be against this and I know that everyone else will probably be too but I personally thinks it's fine because I trust you and we've already talked a bunch of times so I doubt you would leak my number anywhere. I'm trying to say— " He was babbling and I smiled. " Yes Felix? " He sighed. " Can I have your number? " he finally said. My eyes widened. He scratched the back of his head. I took a small breath and held out my hand. He stared at it. " G-Give me your phone... " " Oh! Right! Yes! Here! " I typed in my number and wrote down my name. I hesitated for the profile photo and looked at him. " Do you maybe wanna, um, take a photo? For my profile? " " Yes, of course! " he exclaimed. I gave him the phone and we prepared for a selfie. I was doing my usual smile and I held up a peace sign. He was also smiling.
Felix POV My arm was wavering behind her. Should I put my arm around her? I quickly did it and took the photo. My heart beat was speeding up for some reason and I hated it so I let go and quickly moved away from her.
Reader POV It was as if I electroshocked him because he moved away right after the photo. Felix Lee what the fuck, can you stop being weird and bipolar?! He seemed very comfortable and confident at the pool but now he's acting distant and shy? What? Can you stick with one please? " Ok thank you! I'll send you a text so you can confirm you got it. " he beamed. " Ok " I said. " Lee Felix we're leaving! " someone shouted. " Oh. Well, I gotta go, I'll see you at the concert! " He looked at me, his eyes darting in different directions, obviously hesitating. Then he gave me a quick tight hug and just like that he walked off. " See you... " I said to no one.
A/N: hiii to the 2 ppl actually reading this. as u may have noticed, i now possess the powers of GIFs. please comment. give me ideas abt what u would want to c next! things will prob start moving along now and the relationships will grow. lol literally no one is reading this but idc bcuz i enjoy writing this;)
