ordinary foreigner - felix x reader

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He gently pressed his lips to mine. Softly moving them against mine. Then the kiss deepened as he leaned further in.
He kept leaning in and I fell backwards onto the bed. My hand went up to his face and he was now completely on top of me. I intertwined my leg with his and I heard his breath catch and he quickly sat up, breathing heavily.

Felix POV
I was getting carried away. God I wanted her so badly and I was getting so turned on it's not ok. She's only sixteen and I was this close to taking it too far.
She stroked my arm and looked at me with her big blue eyes. " Hey, are you ok? "
Oh please stop looking at me like that it's killing me. Do I look ok. No I'm not ok.
" Yeah...I'm fine. "
She awkwardly nodded and then yawned.
" Oh! Are you tired? "
" Yeah...I was woken up by my brother at 7 to go get boba haha. "
" Oh! Ah, you should get some rest, you can use my bed. "
" Are you sure it's not inconveniencing the other members? This is their room after all... "
" Don't worry about them, just rest. "
She smiled again.
She's so beautiful.
I tucked her into bed and got up to go.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me back on the bed with her.
" If you don't mind...could you stay? "
My mouth opened in surprise.
How cute. Ah my heart.

Reader POV
He was looking at me with his mouth wide open. I suddenly felt self-conscious because I wasn't wearing any makeup and I was basically in sweats.
I most be a sore sight...he's so beautiful even without makeup and I'm just...me.
I quickly let go and turned over to face the wall.
The bed squeaked and I felt hot breath on my neck.
Wow. I didn't mean sleep next to me. How am I supposed to sleep now?
I slowly turned around and he was staring straight into my eyes. His gaze made me feel vulnerable, as if he saw right through me.
He rested his forehead against mine.
" Sleep. "
Oh yeah wow well done Felix HOW EXACTLY?
I closed my eyes and tried. Then I felt his hand grab mine under the bedsheets.
My eyes bolted open to look at him but his were closed. So I closed mine again.
Yeah. I'm not tired anymore.
" Y/n "
" Mm? " I opened my eyes.
He was staring at me again.
" You're so beautiful. "
My eyes widened and my face felt hot.
The same happened to him and he quickly rolled around to the other side of the bed.
I smiled to myself and grabbed his T-shirt, scrunching it up in my hand and the pulling him towards me again.
He drew in a breath and turned to me.
Am I crazy or are his eyes a shade darker?
" Y/n. You need to stop. " he said in a serious tone and with that he got up, unlocked the door and just left.
I was left embarrassed staring after him, not knowing what I did wrong.

Felix POV
I couldn't be in the same bed with her yet.
I stood outside the door, leaning against the wall with my face pointed up.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
When I opened my eyes I saw Minho leaning on the other wall and sipping on his tea while looking at me curiously.
I almost had a heart attack as I jumped.
" Bro what the fuck you scared me! "
" Hm. How's it going. "
" W-What do you mean? She's sleeping. Nothing happened. We just went inside, talked and...she's sleeping now. "
Minho looked at me annoyed. " Do you think I'm an idiot Felix. Don't say nothing happened when your face is still flushed. As your hyung, let me give you some advice. I know exactly what you're going through. Hormones am I right:/ It's all about control, control them. Atleast until she's ready. "
I ran my hands through my hair.
" It's just so...hard "
Minho gave me a knowing gaze and looked down at my jeans. " Mm I can see. "
I quickly covered my area and turned beetroot red.
" Hey! That's not what I meant! "
" What?! It's ok, it's normal. "
I gulped awkwardly. " Um...how do I know when she's ready...? "
Minho smiled and patted my shoulder.
" Firstly, give it atleast a few more dates. Pay attention to how she reacts to your advances, and just...feel the mood. You should be good. "
He looked down at his mug and frowned. " I need more coffee, bye! " And with that he casually walked off.
I stood there looking at him and then realized what I had said in there with Y/n.
Oh god she's probably so mad right now. I just did that and left without an explanation.
As if on queue the door opened. " Felix Lee. "
I slowly turned and looked at her as she stood there glaring at me with her arms crossed.
" Um want some breakfast? haha... "
" What do you have. "
" Toast with nutella?? Yoghurt? Bananas? "
Just like that her expression changed and she smiled at me excitedly.
" Ok! "
And she skipped to the kitchen, waving and saying Hi to all the guys.
Girls are weird.
I followed after her to prepare breakfast.

***
We all sat around the breakfast table and I was honestly embarrassed for the guys. They were eating like dogs, stuffing their mouths before they even had time to swallow.
I made eye contact with Y/n and gave an apologetic smile. She laughed and winked at me. Then seemed to remember that she she was mad at me and quickly looked back down.
" Hey, I'm done. Not really feeling hungry, does anyone want the rest? " she asked.
The guys momentarily started making muffled noises and slapping eachother's hands away as they reached for her plate.
What a disgrace to Stray Kids culture.

We had finished breakfast and I led Y/n out after having called her a taxi.
We were standing on the street as the driver pulled up. The air was still tense.
" Well...see you soon! At dance practice, and then— "
" The date " I finished and kissed her on the forehead.
She quickly pushed me away, looking around.
" Hey! We're in public someone can recognize you! "
" So what. We're technically allowed to date. And there's nothing to be ashamed of, I mean you're absolutely gorgeous. "
She giggled and covered her face with her hand, obviously blushing.
I loved the effect I had on her.
The driver beeped and she quickly rushed over and got into the car, waving at me as she drove away.
I stared at her until she was out of sight and then walked back up to the dorm.