he was wreckless, something an idol could not afford to be when it comes to love.
and out of all the people he could've fallen for, he fell for a foreigner.
Sitting down on his bed, he leaned back and smiled at me innocently. " Come sit " I sat down. A few moments passed in silence. " Y/n...I think you should stop being too friendly with guys. " He turned to look at me. " W-What, what do you mean?? " He sighed. " Some guys may get the wrong idea and then get carried away. " Jeongin. " Oh. Does, me being nice come off as...flirting? I didn't realize! I just didn't wanna be mean after I promised— " " I know I know. You're too nice to say no. " He ruffled my hair and smiled at me warmly. Ba-dum. I turned away from him quickly. " Um...why did you lock the door...the guys might, get suspicious..? " " You want to know why I locked the door? " He was staring into my eyes as if he could see into my soul. I gulped, nodding uncertainly. " Because... Chan has chocolate in here which he isn't sharing with anyone and it's really good. " He stood up and came out of the closet with the stale-looking remains of a chocolate bar. He held it out to me. " Have some, it's really good. " " But...there's only two pieces left, and...no offense but it looks like it has been there for a while... " " Well. This is all we have and it's really good, come on! You won't regret it, we can split " He opened the wrapper and attempted to break apart the last two pieces of chocolate. " Aha...it won't break...um wait " He put the first half in his mouth and split it with his teeth, holding out the other half with his lips. He gestured with his chin to take it. " Uh, from your mouth? " He nodded. I awkwardly took the chocolate, and as soon as I did that, his lips were on mine. It was only a small peck. My brain had not yet processed what had happened. I was standing there with my eyes wide and staring at him grinning and chewing on the chocolate.
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" I hope you didn't believe the chocolate bs " I was still staring at him with my heart about to explode. " Oh, you haven't tasted the chocolate yet. " And with those words, he kissed me. He brought his hand up to hold my cheek as he deepened the kiss. Only stopping for air and then continuing. This was my first kiss and I had no idea what to do but he took the lead. Gracefully and passionately moving his lips with mine. When we broke, both of us were breathing heavily and staring into each other's eyes. He sighed happily. " You have no idea how long I've been wanting to do this. But I was just so scared, since you're only sixteen I thought you'd want to take things slow, so I— " This time I was the one who started the kiss but as he began to deepen it, a loud bang on the door startled us. " Oi Felix are you in there mate? Why'd you lock the door. " Chan shouted in his amazing Australian accent. " Oh...wait...is Y/n in there with you? " I heard shuffling outside the door. Felix crossed the room in two long strides and unlocked the door, revealing Chan, Minho, Jisung, and Seungmin who all stumbled in. " Oh hi there Felix hi Y/n, did you eat my chocolate? " said Chan. Felix turned red, " Hey, what's your guy's problem?! " he mumbled. Chan smirked. " You tell me. " He peaked behind Felix and looked at the bed, and then at Felix. " What?! Whatever you're thinking stop! " Felix exclaimed, annoyed. I began to feel uncomfortable so I quietly slid past everyone and into the living room where Jeongin was sitting on the couch staring into space. I walked past, Felix told me not to be too friendly. But he does look upset though... I walked back. " Hey, are you ok? " He looked up at me with sad eyes and stretched his hand out to me. I looked at it and sighed. " I'm sorry Jeongin...I must've given you the wrong impression...The thing is, Felix and I are...dating. " " Yeah I figured that much...if only I could've gotten to you before him... " I frowned. " I'm not something you get to, I'm not a thing. I like Felix and it wouldn't have been any different if I had met him later. I love every moment I spend with him and I think he's an amazing person. I'm sure you are too Jeongin, just not for me. " He sighed and smiled at me. " Can we at least still be friends? " " Yes, I'd like that. " I smiled.
I was standing outside JYP Entertainment, about to call my parents to pick me up when my phone was grabbed out of my hand. " I'll take you " Felix said. " Y-You have a car? " " No. But Chan does. "
We got into Chan's car to which Felix mysteriously managed to steal the keys from Chan, and Felix started the engine. " I heard what you said. " he said while looking ahead. " What? " " To Jeongin. " " Oh...I can expl— " " That was hot. " ... " I would also like you to know that I feel the exact same way, and that honestly, in the short time we've known eachother, you're the best thing that's happened to me so far. " he finished. I was speechless while staring at him. He smiled and put his hand on my thigh, gently stroking it. I turned red and quickly covered my face with my hand. We were moving too quickly and this was turning me on...but at the same time I don't want it to stop... " Y/n " " Huh?! " I answered, exiting my thoughts. " I don't know what your hotel's address is. " I stared at him and we both burst out laughing.
He dropped me off and got out of the car to open the door for me. " Thank you kind sir " I curtsied. " Of course mi-lady " He bowed and we both laughed. " So, will I see you at dance practice again tomorrow? " he asked. " Sure " I smiled. He pulled me into a hug and rested his chin on my shoulder. " You know, we still haven't been on an official date yet... " " Tomorrow's Friday, we can go after practice if you're free? " I replied. " For you, always. " I broke the hug. " I need to go now, my parents will be worried " I let go of his hand and turned around. " Y/n " " Yeah? " I turned back around as Felix pulled me into a kiss which quickly escalated to a full-on makeout again, it felt as if he was devouring me while holding my head in place with his right hand. This is so different to the gentle Felix I'm used to...this side of him is dominating and aggressive, but not too much. I had to admit that I liked this side of him. " Y/n? " We broke the kiss and I looked to the direction the voice was coming from, directly looking at my parents and behind them, Nancy who looked extremely shocked and awkward.
A/N: hi guysss, so i need ur advice since this is the first chapter that actually involves kissing. should i go into more detail of the kiss?? was this too much detail?? if u have any comments or suggestions feel free to comment!! -rosybby;)
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