Break up with your girlfriend- calum hood

Please hug me- part 42

Ok this one not really triggering but I wouldn't know bc I'm not you, but just be sure

(Summary of what happened in last chapter.
Basically y/n took pills, overdosed, cal was coming over to apologize and talk to her but he found her and him and ash rushed her to the hospital and then when she woke they talked)

"Sorry" I say to Ashton
"Don't be" he says
"Please don't cry, I don't know if I can handle all this" I say selfishly

"I get it, it's hard. I'm just glad you're ok" he says looking at me, standing by the bed

"How's he holding up?" I ask

"Uh cal?"
I shake my head yes
"I'm mean he's been crying pretty much the whole time, but he feels like it's his fault. Kinda is but" Ashton tells me

"I'm still mad at him. I just know he's sorry and I don't need to be a dick to him when he's like this. Plus he's still my bestfriend at heart" I say quietly

"Uh hey, mike says he's rushing here, maybe 10 mins" cal says putting his head in the door and then leaving again

"I wonder how luke will take it" I ask sadly

"Hm, he might be best at keeping it together. Then again he does say you're like a sister to him" ash says

I cry a little when I hear that

"Geez ok no more no more" I say feeling guilty again

Ashton sits down on the bed where my legs aren't at.
I grab his hand and hold it

I do the same thing he does for me when I need support

He squeezes

Time passes by and I almost fall asleep, eyes closed when I hear the door open

I feel Ashton step off the bed and let go of my hand
Then I hear the door open and close

I open my eyes to see Michael with crystal by his side ,not looking me in the eye

"No sad talk, I won't have it" I speak first

They both let out little small laughs

I can tell crystal feels affected by it, I mean me and her were pretty close

"I just don't see why" crystal burst out quietly like she's disappointed

"Me either" I say sadly

"Well we're glad you're here" Michael says looking to crystal

Mikes eyes get teary and I look away

"When you get home I'm beating you in gta" Michael says confidently

"You wish" I challenge him

He moves to give me and hug

"Can I talk to crystal for a sec?" I ask and I see crystal look to Michael with a confused face

He steps out the room

"I think I'm leaving ash" I sadly whisper

"Oh, why" she says to me

"It's a lot right now and plus I'm gonna be going from place to place for a while. He doesn't deserve this either" I tell her

"Well I support either way. I still think you and cal would be cute" crystal says smiling

"Oh. Mike didn't tell you" I say

"Oh no he did. I just know" crystal says

"Know what" I ask

"I know how much you mean to him and how much he means to you. This isn't the end" crystal says

I let a small smile stretch across my face

"Good thing you're here cause I've been dying to tell someone about mike. Geez he's keeps playing fortnite and I can't sleep" crystal says annoyed but I know she still loves it

She wouldn't trade Michael for the world

I admire that about their relationship. It's 100% love from both ends

"I don't wanna hurt him" I say sadly

"Which one" crystal ask

"I mean both, but ash" I tell her

"Ash will understand, he's done it before and he loves you enough, I'm sure he will be a bit upset but after a while you guys will be bestfriends again" crystal reassured me

"I hope" I say

Just then Luke walks into the room

Me and crystal both turn our heads to see him

"Um I'll let you two, have a moment" crystal shyly says as she steps out the room

Luke just stares at me.
Blankly

"Luke bud, I'm sorry"
I say disappointed

"Are you okay" he ask coldly

"Yeah I'm still breathing arent I" I joke trying to lighten the mood

"This isn't funny. I don't see why. You've got a great life and you just. It's like you didn't even think about the people who love you" Luke says looking away from me

"I was just try" I go to say but Luke interrupts me

"They told me to not ask much about it. To take it easy on you because you couldn't handle it, but neither can I" he says choking on his words at the end

"Luke please hug me" I plead trying to sit up the best I could, without really hurting my stomach

He does and I feel a weight off me

"I'm sorry. I really do love you" I tell him

"I love you too y/n" Luke says

"You're actually the sister I never had" he says smiling a little bit

"Thanks big brother" I joke, because I'm still a bit older than the youngest boy Luke

He lets out a small laugh.

"No Sierra? Where's my girl" I question

"She wanted to let me go first" he tells me

"Ah, the reason she's MY girl" I joke with Luke

"Nope she likes me the most" he jokes back

"Ok big boy" I tell him

"Bring her in" I say

Ah Sierra

She made me feel a lot better about this all

She had a really meaningful talk with me and it meant a lot

Yeah I cried a little and she told me not to because everything was gonna be okay. And I actually kinda felt like everything was gonna be ok

"Cal holding up?" I ask

She gives me a shocked face at first and then kinda smiles, glad that we're on kinda good terms

"He's doing his best" she tells me

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I promise it's getting better from here as of now

But 🥺 when is she gonna tell ash