You and I

❃ 10 ❃

My dull (e/c) eyes stared at the ceiling above. My face was full of streaks of dry tears. Sasuke was asleep beside me with his back faced to me. I quietly slipped out of bed and dressed myself back into my dress and grabbed a pair of shoes.

I felt a wave of despair and disgust course through my body as I recalled what Sasuke had done to me moments ago. But it wasn't just that....it was also what he said before he had forced me against my will.

Fugaku had found out that I was still meeting up with Naruto and I paid the consequence for not heeding to Fugaku's words. And it was a painful price that I paid.

My consequence?

My father's death.

I mourned my father's death as Sasuke robbed me of my innocence and I still wasn't over it. It was almost midnight and the entire neighborhood was silent. I tiptoed out of the room and made my way downstairs. I slowly opened the front door and I panicked once it creaked but I slipped out the front door and quietly closed the door shut.

I ran off and before I knew it, I was already at the beach and immediately began to unclench and pour the grief from within my heart. But as I getting closer to my spot, I saw someone familiar.

Standing at the same spot we were at earlier was Naruto who was gazing at the clear ocean. As I was coming closer, he turned his head to the right and was surprised to see me running towards him.

However, I stopped in front of him and kept a good distance between us, but his eyes widened when he saw my tear stained face.

"(Y/n)! What's wrong?!" He frantically asked and as he was about to take step towards me, I ended up shouting something that I knew would ultimately crush us.

"It was a mistake! I never should have met you! I'm so sorry!" I painfully cried out as I tried to muffle my sobs, but the pain I was feeling was agonizing. I wanted to fall to my knees and stay here the entire night emptying my eyes out.

"Wait what? What are you saying?" He asked slightly hurt and confused.

I kept my eyes glued to the ground while letting my tears drip down my face. I placed my hands over my stomach and clutched the fabric of my dress and the tears began to spill forth even more as the events that had unfolded flashed through my mind and from what was soon to grow in my stomach. Even though I haven't checked to see if I was pregnant, I could feel it in my veins that Sasuke was successful. I guess I got what I had been trying to accomplish. A child.

"(Y/n)....did he do something? Did he threaten you? Did he hurt you....?" I flinched at his words and a grim expression appeared on my face which he caught on right away.

"H-he....he...." but I was unable to say the words and I covered my face to stop the tears from spilling even more than they already were.

Naruto reached his hand out to me but stopped midway. A small glimmer of hope appeared in his eyes as he stared at the one who he had fallen for, hoping that his next words would change everything. But at the moment that woman was in distraught.

"Please...you don't have to stay with him..." weakly said Naruto who had a crestfallen expression. "We can start over....together."

He fell to his knees and tears started to brim his ocean blue eyes as he saw me weakly shake my head and sniffle.

"I wish we could...I really do," I croaked out in sorrow. He was the first man I've fallen in love with. Shisui was a mere crush, but this was different. This was really love. A love that I wish I could have. Not some star crossed lovers ending.

"(Y/n)....I love you" he audibly whispered and at that moment both of our hearts shattered into pieces. The tears in his eyes dripped down his cheeks and he reached his hand out to me once again, not wanting me to leave him.

I removed my hands from my face as the last teardrop ran down my left cheek and as it did, the ring on my finger glistened which only served as a reminder of my misfortune.

"It's too late!"

And without further explanation, I left

And I never saw him again
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And just like that

My first love was over.