Neighbor// l.h.

Chapter 6 Part 1 (edited)

"Lena don't." Luke hissed.

"Don't what?" I asked innocently before leaning back down to kiss his neck. I had no clue what I was doing, but I had seen it on many TV shows. 

"Lena get off. Now." He was holding back. He sounded as if he was about to scream.

Scared of what he might do, I hopped down. I looked down at the floor as if it was the most interesting thing in the room, and mumbled an apology.

I shuffled out of the room and retrieved my stuff from Luke's room. I made my way down the stairs and out the front door.

Michael gave me a weird look but let me out without questioning me. I briskly walked across the road and into my house. I'm skipping school today. There is no way I can face Luke now.

I step out my comfort zone and look what happens. He denied me. I knew it was too good to be true. Everything that he said last night had to be a lie, all of it was false.

I sat in my room and just cried. Why is this coming as such a shock to me? Nobody has ever liked me, nobody ever will. He was just playing with me. Well, it's not going to work, I won't let him in.

Ironically enough, Luke walked into my room right then. What is my life?!

"Get out." I looked up at him, not even worrying about the tears rolling down my face.

He didn't reply he just looked at me, a flash of what I think was sadness and regret, flashed across his face.

"I said Get Out!" I screamed. Why did I scream? Why was I so angry? Oh yeah, cause he threw me away like trash. That's why.

"I'm not leaving until you tell me why you left." He sat down across from me, looking straight into my eyes.

"You really have to ask that right now?"

"Yes I do, why did you leave? I thought we were having fun."

"You are delusional. Why am I even wasting my breath." I snapped at him.

He looked down and then back up to me, his eyes were now threatening to leak.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

"Why Luke? You know what I don't even want to know. I never do stuff like that, but after what you said last night, I gave it a shot. And you know what you did? You rejected me. You told me to stop and to get off. For you to say that you have all these feelings for me and then not show it, it hurts. It hurts Luke, it really does. For some crazy reason, I thought I could trust you, I was obviously wrong." His eyes got wide and he looked scared.

"No Lena, you can trust me. Everything I said last night I meant wholeheartedly. Please believe me. Please, Lena. You don't understand how hard this is for me. I'm trying I really am."

"Then show it, Luke."

"How?" He had tears of his own now. Was I being too harsh? Maybe, but whatever, he hurt me.

"Tell me why every time things get heated between us you shove me away." He looked up at me like he was begging me not to expect an answer.

"Luke? Please answer me." I grabbed his hand and held it, hoping that it would help him tell me. Wow, he must think I am some sort of roller coaster. One second I'm screaming at him, the next I am holding his hand. 

"A few years ago I was dating this girl, her name was Melissa." I nodded my head for him to keep going.

"She was the best thing that had ever happened to me. I had a really bad past and she helped me move on. And, not as easily as you, it was really easy for her to turn me on. All the sudden one day she left me. She dumped me on our one year anniversary for my best mate. It turned out she had been cheating on me almost the entire time we were together, I was just too blind to see it. Ever since then I haven't been the same. I can't trust any girl, like ever. When you came along I thought I could try again. Then when we were making out behind the shed at the football game I was aroused so easily it scared me. That's why I left like I did. I'm sorry Lena. Please forgive me please."

"Luke, I'm so sorry I had no idea. What she did was horrible and you didn't deserve it, but you need to understand that I am not Melissa. I forgive you. You can trust me, Luke."

"I know I can. Thank you, Lena."

"For what."

"For understanding, and for everything else." He pulled my hand to his mouth and kissed it slowly.

He looked back at me and his eyes got three shades darker. He really wasn't kidding when he said I turned him on super fast. He got on his hands and knees and leaned forward, pressing his lips against mine. He pulled away and said the only words I could ask for at the moment.

"I would never reject you."

I pulled his face closer and mumbled, "good" before kissing him again.

He placed one hand on my hip and the other on the floor to keep himself up. I straddled his lap and ran my fingers through his hair. His hand traveled down to my butt and he skillfully slipped his tongue into my mouth.

I quietly let out a moan, causing Luke to squeeze my butt. I pulled on the hair at the base of his neck rewarding me with his own moan. That noise was the hottest thing to ever grace my ears.

Luke repositioned himself against the wall, our lips never leaving each other. He used his now free hand to work its way up my shirt. He cupped my breast and gently rubbed his thumb over the front of my bra.

I could feel Luke's member pushing through his jeans into my thigh. I decided against my better judgment and slipped my hand below the waistband, palming him over his boxers. Alright, that was a good move. 

He let out a hiss and began kissing my neck. He found my soft spot and sucked hard, leaving a hickey I'm sure. I pulled on his hair again and rubbed harder, I began grinding my hips against his making him let out a huge moan. It's a good thing nobody was home.

"Lena if you don't stop soon, I won't be able to." He said. I could tell he was holding back on my account.

"Then don't," I whispered in his ear.

"I-I can't." He pulled away and put his head in his hands.

I was shocked. Most guys would jump on an offer like that, but he didn't.

"What?"

"We aren't even officially together yet. I can't just go jumping into your bed. Trust me I do, oh god I do. I just can't, not yet."

My mouth went wide and my head was bouncing off the walls. Guys like this exist?

"You are amazing. You know that?" I kissed his cheek and cuddled into his side. We sat like that for a few minutes regaining ourselves. 

"So do you want to make it official?" I asked him.

I was scared he would say no, but it was worth a shot. His head shot up and he flashed me a wide grin.

"Will you go on a date with me?"

"I'll have to think about it." I looked at him out of the corner of my eye.

"Here let me help you think." He reached over and started tickling me.

"Okay, OKAY! I'll go. I'll go." He kissed my lips and smiled.

"Good. I'll pick you up at eight." With that, he ran out of my room.

"Bye!" I laughed.

Wait, where are we going? I need to know what to wear. I texted Luke to see.

Where are we going?

Not telling!

Fine. Then tell me what I should wear.

Something sexy ;)

Oh jeez. Where could he possibly be taking me?

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This chapter was getting long so I'm going to do it in two parts. Hope you like it.