So, we meet again... [James Cassells fan fiction.]

What just happened?

[✔ edited as of 29th June 2014]

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[James POV]

Amanda was walking over to a table with what looked like to be some of her friends, one of her friends was glaring at me. 

I couldn't take it, Amanda hated me now, and yet, I loved her so much still.

Every day for the past two years I have thought about her, even when sleeping with groupies that meant nothing to me. 

As of late, I've been trying to forget about her, and it started to work, but then she walks into a bar and stands next to me.

In the middle of fucking New York city! What was she doing here? 

I lived here mainly when I was off tour, I owned a house here, and yet I'd never saw her before, until this night. 

Oddly enough, before she approached the bar, I was thinking about the bar fight she'd had with some woman who insulted her, I couldn't stop thinking about her and everything I'd do or say would just lead me back to her. 

Amanda seemed shocked that I knew her straight away, but it was because of her eyes, everything else about her had changed, except those beautiful brown eyes that I loved staring into when we made love in the past or held each other close.

When I saw her, I wanted to kiss her so much, I was hoping she'd be happy to see me, but instead she turned on me and started shouting.

She was right, I could have at least rang her once after all this time.

She'd probably had many boyfriends and gained so much since the end of that tour, and now I'd came into her life again and upset her. 

It pained me to see those tears in her eyes, it made me think back to the night before she left, when I caved in after hearing her crying in her bunk. 

I climbed in and held her close and told her everything would be okay and that I wouldn't forget her, and now she didn't believe me, when she was all I thought about.