So, we meet again... [James Cassells fan fiction.]

Feelings for...me?

~ Saturday Afternoon ~

I was sitting on James' lap and kissing him and messing around with his nose, flicking it and kissing it after. 

Danny was sitting on the other side of the sofa with Ben looking at the laptop they had brought with them to keep them entertained on tour. 

Danny still looked sad and nervous for some reason. 

I carried on messing around with James and giggling at him, then I saw Danny out the corner of my eye staring at us looking annoyed, what was going on with him? Why did he always seem worried around me? 

The bus started spluttering on a lane which was quite far from a gas station, then came to a halt at the side of the road. 

"For fuck sake, we weren't that far from it!" Mandy shouted. We all looked to the drivers door and she walked out. "The bus has ran out of gas, there's a station not too far from here, will someone come with me and help me fill about 6 bottles up?" She asked. 

James, Ben, Sam and Cameron all got up and started walking off the bus with her, so it would just be me and Danny alone. 

They'd been gone for a little while and Danny looked at me. 

"How are you?" I asked him to break the silence. 

"I'm okay, just a little sad." He said to me. I frowned. 

"What's up?" I asked him to see if I could cheer him up.

"Well, I don't know if I should -" 

"Tell me. Please Danny? Please trust me?" I interupted him mid sentence. 

He sighed and looked down. 

"I like someone a lot and they have someone else in their life and they are so happy, they deserve more than the boy they are with but I don't know how to tell them." He said.

Was he? Was he talking about me?

"Urm, well I think you should just tell them straight away like, what you feel for them and they might like you back I guess, if you mean a lot to them." I said, trying to act as if it wasn't about me which it proberly wasn't.

He sighed and scratched his head.

"Well, Amanda, I don't know how to tell you this well but, I like YOU. A lot, you are the girl I have feelings for, I have fell for you quite badly, but I know you're happy with James and shit, plus, he is my friend." He said to me and blushed.

I sat there shocked, I didn't really expect him to tell ME he liked me.

"You have feelings for....me?" I said shocked.

"Yeah.." He said, looking embarrased. "I know you don't like me and stuff so it's okay.."

"No, I do like you, as a friend a really close one, I liked you at the beginning and stuff but just not as much as James. I don't want to hurt you because you are amazing to me but-" I said and got interrupted. 

"We can't date. I know." Danny said and he looked at his hands. 

"Yeah." I said feeling sick and sad. 

I looked at my phone and wanted to cry.