Monotony.
I'm like a broken computer program,
Repeating its process until eternity.Monotony.
I'm always looking to try and break free,
But my days are a cycle, always bending around me.
Monotony.
Why can't I break away?
Why does my life remain
The way it's always been?
Monotony.
Monotony.
Monotony.
I envy those who live their normal lives,
Going to school with friends and enjoying a happy family.
I'm jealous of those around me who never have to be
Caught in this unending, repeating, undying monotony.
Monotony.
I wish I could be like them instead of being stuck at home,
Instead of being trapped in a rerun that feels forever false.
If only I could go out with friends and have to leave for school,
But instead I've spent these ten years behind the same four walls.
Monotony.
Monotony.
I'm like a broken computer program,
Repeating its process until eternity.
Monotony.
I'm always looking to try and break free,
But my days are a cycle, always bending around me.
Monotony.
Why can't I break away?
Why does my life remain
The way it's always been?
Monotony.
Monotony.
Wait, I've said this already,
Haven't I?
Am I just repeating again,
Or is this a genuine try?
Monotony.
No.
Monotony.
Don't.
I don't want to repeat.
I don't want my thoughts to die.
Monotony
Let me go.
Monotony.
I want to try
To live a life
That is my own.
Monotony,
Don't make me relive.
Monotony.
Please let me break free,
Please let me make friends.
Why can't you see,
I just want this to end?
Monotony.
Monotony.
Monotony,
Again.
I'm like a broken computer program,
Repeating its process until eternity.
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Semita Vol. I
PoetryTenebris was about coping with life's cycle. Semita is about discovering its pathway. This is my ongoing poetry collection, and the poems in it are written in response to things in my life. Some will be brighter and joyful, and others will contain d...
