I ran without seeing where I was going. My vision was blurred because of my tears and I was soaked from the rain. I didn't really have a plan of where I was running.
Still I ran with my head down until I ran into a light post. I fell to the ground holding my head. I felt so confused right now. Why the hell did I swear twice in the same minute, I never swear.
I lay on the ground silently as tears rolled down my face. The worst thing I did though was hit Abby. How could I do that to her?
Abby probably hates me right now. She might even take my solo away from me. I wish I never hit her. That look she gave me before the door slammed was so sad. That look was because of me.
My mother is probably going to ground me for a year because of my behaviour. I can't believe I did this just to fit in with the rest of the girls.
Why did I do it all on camera as well. There going to make this bigger then it actually is. I wonder how much it actually hurt Abby.
I got up off the ground shivering. The rain had stopped and it was dark now. I wonder if my mother had gone home with Kenze. She probably didn't want to see me.
I trudge my way back to the ALDC. I needed to make things right between me and Abby. I picked up my pace into a jog and soon a run. I ran with a tear stained face eager to see Abby. I knew no one would be at the studio except Abby because it was so late.
The camera men would also be there as well. I ran as fast as I could because I needed this to get on camera. I kept running with watery eyes. I was getting out of breath but I still kept running.
I looked up to see the ALDC in front of me. I smiled and started to cry as I ran closer to building. I saw there were still lights on inside which meant Abby was still there.
As I got closer I saw that Abby had her handbag and was about to leave. I ran to the door and pushed it open and ran straight into Abby hugging her as tightly as I could.
"I'm so sorry Abby, I'm really really sorry. Please forgive me" I said through sobs. She put her handbag down and bent down to pick me up.
She walked into studio A carrying me. I just hugged her with my head on her shoulder crying. She sat down in her corner with me on her lap.
"Shhhh Maddie, it's alright" she whispered as she rubbed her hand up and down my wet back. I just sat there hugging her crying as she tried to calm me down.
Slowly I stopped crying and my breathing became quiet. She pulled me out of the hug and looked me in the eye.
"Maddie I don't know what happened before, but this is the Maddie I like" she said softly with a smile. I smiled back at her.
"Now, do you want to talk about what's on your mind?" She asked softly. I nodded my head and wrapped my arms around her.
A/N: I would have put this chapter up earlier but my Ipod wouldn't connect to the internet proparly. But anyway it connected now so I can update. Again I'm going to ask for 2 votes and 2 comments before I update the next chapter.
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Don't Believe What You See (Dance Moms Fanfic)
Fiksi PenggemarMaddie is the star of the TV show dance moms. But behind all the cameras her life is not as you would think. Maddie goes through many struggles....... But what happens when it all becomes too much.