Everyone Has Fears (A Jadam Story)

なに?!?

(The tittle is Japanese for "what" just in case you were wondering :-\  )

Adam's POV

   "Why is there blood coming from your arm?" He looked scared. I hugged him tightly with tears in my eyes. He started crying into my sweater. "I'm sorry I didn't know what I was thinking-" "Shh it's not your fault..."
   "Wanna talk about it?" I say after wetting some paper towels and wiping the blood. "No. But I have one question." "Yes?" He looked hesitant to ask but he said "Who do you like? You don't have to tell me, though."
   I blushed hard and said "Well, he's  my best friend. He is so nice and cute. And somehow, he makes me laugh and smile whenever he's around." "He sounds like a good person." he says with a soft smile.
   "That's because he is." I say while smiling like an idiot and blushing like crazy. When we walk back to the table, Jaiden and Tim were talking. They asked why we suddenly left when they saw us. "Oh it's nothing." James replied.
   I understand why he doesn't want to tell them. I've been there. Sad and depressed. But I know he'll get though it.
  
   When we all left, I noticed a man who was wearing all black watching James with a death glare. I brushed it off, thinking it was an enemy of his in the past who just so happened to see him.
   I was about to leave when I felt James tug on the back of my sweater. "Hey A-Adam?" "Y-Yeah?" "C-can I s-sleep at your h-house tonight?" I was surprised. He wanted to sleep at my house? "Sure. Why not?" he smiled slightly and nodded.

James' POV

   After Adam turned around I saw the guy. He was watching us. I smirked at him. He ran his finger horizontally over his neck as if to say 'I'll kill you'. But the most he could do was try.
   We got into his car and we went on our way. I think that was his old ex boyfriend. He looked like the abusive type if you dated him. 
   "Hey Adam? What did your old ex boyfriend look like?" I say in a soft tone so I don't upset him. He pauses before shaking his head and smiles "Let's see... He had pale skin and a nice face. After all the times I tried to escape him I would imagine that he would have scars and bags under his eyes."
   That description fit perfectly with the person I saw. "Why are you asking?" "I was kinda curious. Besides I wanted to know what kinda guys you're into." I saw him blush and say "O-oh that's fine." I giggled at how cute he was. "He's so perfect."
   When we got there we went inside to play some video games. It was great. Just me and Adam. The way it should be. After we got bored from Mario maker, we decided to watch some movies.
   I saw a horror movie I already as before so it wasn't scary anymore. "Choose that one!" I say, pointing to the movie "Why? Don't you hate horror movies?" "I think I can take this one." I say with a confident tone. "Okay."
   When a scary part came up in the movie, I hugged Adam's arm. sureI wasn't scared or anything I just wanted to hold him "I thought you said you could handle it." he said. I blushed and said "Shut up." I lightly punched him and made sure he knew I was joking.
   After the movie, we wanted to sleep. "You can sleep in my bed I'll take the couch." he said while rubbing his eyes. "I don't wanna take your bed from you." "And I don't want you to sleep on the couch." We both blushed.
"What if we both sleep on your bed." I suggested. "Sure I think there's enough space for two people."
   We went upstairs and I snuggled into the sheets. "It smells like Adam. He has such a nice smell..." after a few seconds, I drifted to sleep.
   When I woke up, it was morning. I felt very warm and felt someone's arms around me. I looked up to see Adam spooning me. I blushed and decided to go back to sleep since I was so comfortable.

Adam's POV

  I woke up to see James snuggling into my chest. He was so adorable. I carefully slide out of James' arms and go to the kitchen to make breakfast.
   After a few moments, I see James coming down the stairs. He looked tired. And cute. "Good morning sleeping beauty." I say sarcastically. "Good morning." He said after yawning.
   It was a peaceful breakfast. He complemented my cooking by saying my pancakes were the best he ever had. I smiled while staring into his brown eyes. They were so nice to look at.
   He blushed and looked away, breaking eye contact. I sigh. It was nice while it lasted. We spent the rest of the day talking and making jokes and maybe a little bit of flirting here and there but it probably didn't mean anything. Just a two idiots messing around
   I love James. "He's the only one for me." "that's the same thing you said with Lucas. You idiot. Are you going to call for that again?"
   I smile anyway, ignoring what that stupid voice said. I heard it for so long it doesn't even faze me anymore "No. This time I'm sure he's the one. He's different... I hope"